Disclaimer: - I own nothing but the plot, not even the song (duh!)
It's been two weeks since the last fight and I still have the bruises, which still haven't stopped hurting. In fact if
anything they've got worse. And to make matters even worse Harry won't let me go anywhere without one of his spies following
me. He thinks I don't notice but I do. Sometimes, when I'm in my room about to go to sleep, I just wish I could sleep and
never wake up. Above all this is the emotional pain I go through, the pain of knowing that I loved this man (if you can call
him a man), and he said he loved me but it was as plain as day that he didn't. I always said I wouldn't let myself be
anybody's fool; turns out I've destroyed everything I planned to be. I remember the first time we went out on a real date,
it was amazing.
Flashback: -
'It's the first Hogsmeade weekend of the year and Harry's asked me to go with him, I can't wait! This year is gonna be great,
I just know it. I've made friends with Pansy on the train and now this, my god I'm so damn happy! I bet even Malfoy could do
anything to make it bad,' I thought just as the devil himself bumped into me. However, instead of just letting me fall he actually
grabbed hold of my waist to stop it happening.
Okay, so I didn't think he would do that, or what he did next…and maybe this is why Harry treats me the way he does.
Anyway, he... wait for it... kissed me! I know how shocking is it, my first kiss was with my worse enemy! It was then that
Harry turned up to meet me, right in the middle of my first kiss.
From there we walked into Hogsmeade where he continually called me every name under the sun because of one stupid mistake
that I had not even wanted, and yet I let him and have done ever since. No matter what he did I let him, 'cause I didn't know
what else to do. Maybe if I hadn't of had that one stupid kiss with my archenemy then Harry wouldn't of treated me like this
I know all of this happened but it was still amazing, all of it. He took me to Hogsmeade (yup, spelt right) and then The
Three Broomsticks (yep that's the pub place) and bought me a butterbeer. He even brought me lunch, but the best part was
still the fact that I was on a date with Harry Potter: the man I was in love for the whole of my life! It wasn't really until
Pansy and Draco turned up that it got bad. I guess now that it really was because Pansy and Draco turned up anyway but I
guess we'll never know for sure, will we? Anyway, they both walked over to us and Draco asked to talk to me. And me, being
the innocent naive girl I am, well was, walked off with him; never noticing that Harry was glaring at him.
As we were walking away from the table, he, for some unknown reason, decided that he wanted to put his arms around my
shoulder. If you can say why then please, feel free to tell me. I mean it's not like he likes me... is it? He couldn't...
could he? It can't be possible, I mean, HELLO it's Draco Malfoy... the one who hates my whole family.
End of Flashback: -
"Ginny.... Ginny... GINNY, OPEN THE DAMN DOOR!" shouted Pansy through the thick wooden door I'd put into the chamber.
Lately I'd been looking through it more, and I'd found two more bathrooms, three bedrooms and a way to get into every
common room in the school plus a few more hidden get-a-ways no one knew about. Good aren't I?
Well, I'd best let her in. Lets just hope that there wasn't any spies around waiting for something to tell Harry huh?
"Fine Pansy, I'm coming, just tell me summit okay? Is Dra...is Malfoy out there with you?" I asked getting fed up with
messing up my life 'cause of Dr... Malfoy.
"Oh nope, I'm not here," said the sarcastic vice that had been haunting my dreams since the first time he'd ever kissed me.
Of couse he had to be here, how else would I have to be tortured?
"Fine, come in, but I'm puttin' on some music to pratice to okay?" I said, hoping they wouldn't want to see me practice my
dance routines. Unluckily for me though that seemed to be just what they wanted to do, as Pansy proved by saying,
"Sure, I'll even help you with it." As they walked in I put on my song, Unpretty (TLC), and got in the starting position for
it. Pansy seemed again to know just where to go. Draco on the other hand just seemed to sit there looking shocked.
I started off by singing: -
I wish could've tied you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today (yeah)
Pansy then moved around the room singing, again I looked to Draco, who seemed to sit there unmoving, unbreathing.
My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'
Chorus:
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make up
That MAC can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I to
Be in the position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too
It really wasn't until I started dating Harry that I hated everything about me, even my weight bothered me now, and I hate
him for it!
Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm bein' stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me (hey)
' Why do I feel this way, being popular was all I ... well my parents anyway, wanted me to be so why do I hate the way it
makes me feel?' thought both Draco and Pansy, both of whom were staring at Ginny who didn't seem to notice. This time at
least, however someone who did notice was one of Harry's spies. Who was listening to the song but also seemed to notice the
looks she was getting for it.
My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'
Chorus x 2
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)
Chorus x 2
It's been two weeks since the last fight and I still have the bruises, which still haven't stopped hurting. In fact if
anything they've got worse. And to make matters even worse Harry won't let me go anywhere without one of his spies following
me. He thinks I don't notice but I do. Sometimes, when I'm in my room about to go to sleep, I just wish I could sleep and
never wake up. Above all this is the emotional pain I go through, the pain of knowing that I loved this man (if you can call
him a man), and he said he loved me but it was as plain as day that he didn't. I always said I wouldn't let myself be
anybody's fool; turns out I've destroyed everything I planned to be. I remember the first time we went out on a real date,
it was amazing.
Flashback: -
'It's the first Hogsmeade weekend of the year and Harry's asked me to go with him, I can't wait! This year is gonna be great,
I just know it. I've made friends with Pansy on the train and now this, my god I'm so damn happy! I bet even Malfoy could do
anything to make it bad,' I thought just as the devil himself bumped into me. However, instead of just letting me fall he actually
grabbed hold of my waist to stop it happening.
Okay, so I didn't think he would do that, or what he did next…and maybe this is why Harry treats me the way he does.
Anyway, he... wait for it... kissed me! I know how shocking is it, my first kiss was with my worse enemy! It was then that
Harry turned up to meet me, right in the middle of my first kiss.
From there we walked into Hogsmeade where he continually called me every name under the sun because of one stupid mistake
that I had not even wanted, and yet I let him and have done ever since. No matter what he did I let him, 'cause I didn't know
what else to do. Maybe if I hadn't of had that one stupid kiss with my archenemy then Harry wouldn't of treated me like this
I know all of this happened but it was still amazing, all of it. He took me to Hogsmeade (yup, spelt right) and then The
Three Broomsticks (yep that's the pub place) and bought me a butterbeer. He even brought me lunch, but the best part was
still the fact that I was on a date with Harry Potter: the man I was in love for the whole of my life! It wasn't really until
Pansy and Draco turned up that it got bad. I guess now that it really was because Pansy and Draco turned up anyway but I
guess we'll never know for sure, will we? Anyway, they both walked over to us and Draco asked to talk to me. And me, being
the innocent naive girl I am, well was, walked off with him; never noticing that Harry was glaring at him.
As we were walking away from the table, he, for some unknown reason, decided that he wanted to put his arms around my
shoulder. If you can say why then please, feel free to tell me. I mean it's not like he likes me... is it? He couldn't...
could he? It can't be possible, I mean, HELLO it's Draco Malfoy... the one who hates my whole family.
End of Flashback: -
"Ginny.... Ginny... GINNY, OPEN THE DAMN DOOR!" shouted Pansy through the thick wooden door I'd put into the chamber.
Lately I'd been looking through it more, and I'd found two more bathrooms, three bedrooms and a way to get into every
common room in the school plus a few more hidden get-a-ways no one knew about. Good aren't I?
Well, I'd best let her in. Lets just hope that there wasn't any spies around waiting for something to tell Harry huh?
"Fine Pansy, I'm coming, just tell me summit okay? Is Dra...is Malfoy out there with you?" I asked getting fed up with
messing up my life 'cause of Dr... Malfoy.
"Oh nope, I'm not here," said the sarcastic vice that had been haunting my dreams since the first time he'd ever kissed me.
Of couse he had to be here, how else would I have to be tortured?
"Fine, come in, but I'm puttin' on some music to pratice to okay?" I said, hoping they wouldn't want to see me practice my
dance routines. Unluckily for me though that seemed to be just what they wanted to do, as Pansy proved by saying,
"Sure, I'll even help you with it." As they walked in I put on my song, Unpretty (TLC), and got in the starting position for
it. Pansy seemed again to know just where to go. Draco on the other hand just seemed to sit there looking shocked.
I started off by singing: -
I wish could've tied you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today (yeah)
Pansy then moved around the room singing, again I looked to Draco, who seemed to sit there unmoving, unbreathing.
My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'
Chorus:
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make up
That MAC can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I to
Be in the position to make me feel
So damn unpretty
I'll make you feel unpretty too
It really wasn't until I started dating Harry that I hated everything about me, even my weight bothered me now, and I hate
him for it!
Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm bein' stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
And then I'll get back to me (hey)
' Why do I feel this way, being popular was all I ... well my parents anyway, wanted me to be so why do I hate the way it
makes me feel?' thought both Draco and Pansy, both of whom were staring at Ginny who didn't seem to notice. This time at
least, however someone who did notice was one of Harry's spies. Who was listening to the song but also seemed to notice the
looks she was getting for it.
My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Everytime I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'
Chorus x 2
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)
Oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh (oh)
Chorus x 2