A/N: Yeah. Yeah. I'm clique so sue me. Bow down to the yaoi. Love me! Hug me! Review me!
Disclaimer: Disclaimed….
Warning: the usual amount's of angst and yaoi stuffs that is normally found in my crappy writing….
Sedona
This is how it always happens, night after night. (Darkness always suited you, didn't it?) After the sun set, you would sneak in. All my defenses would fall - Damn you. I feel my heart shatter with every sunrise; you leave again. (Then again, I couldn't expect more.) I shouldn't, anyways. I always believe your sweet nothings, (they're lies) your promises of a better life with me (only me).
I lay back with thoughts in my head. You love me, right? Of course you do. I wouldn't hear you climbing through my window if you didn't. I pretend not to hear you, just the way you like. I feel the warmth of your skin when you sink onto the bed, pulling me close. The contrast of your body against the cool, fall air sends chills through me.
'God, it feels so good; so very good.'
The softness of your lips and your warm breath on my neck breaks all control. I can't tell you "no" - not tonight. Not any night. I'm pulled under you, Skin to skin; lips to lips. Too much. I can't bear with this any longer. The steel resolve I have is gone. I don't think it was ever really real to begin with. Your hand touches my face; slicked wet.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing, just the snow; it's beautiful."
"Yeah."
But the sun rises and sunsets keep repeating. Things never change. Not after four years. Nothing will ever change. You live in darkness, wanting to hide, living unnoticed. I want to walk in the light with you holding my hand, caressing my waist with pale fingers. What I wouldn't give to have your love in broad daylight. But that won't happen. I think I can accept that. I don't want to, but I can't lose you. That would be unbearable. (Inconceivable)
"Hey, Naruto, how long are you two going to do this? Is he ever going to follow through with his promise?"
I laugh, not from humor, but to hide a broken heart. "Come on, Sakura. What do you think?"
I can see you thinking it through. "But he's been promising for over two years now!"
"You should know that with Sasuke, there is no Arizona."
You look confused when I walk away. 'Sorry Sakura. I'll still dream of painted deserts tonight and every night.'
They don't exist, those dreams he sold him. He'll wake up and find out there is no Arizona.
A/N: Yeah I should have sooooo been paying attention to my orientation…… Oh well.
JK's BETA Notes: …The angst just keeps on piling up… (rocking back and forth in a corner)
On a last minute note... this was done several days, but FF was being evil!