previously
She reaches her hand out and grabs mine. What's your feet hit the ground she winches and crumples to the ground
Bella POV
The blackness is overwhelming, all I can see is darkness and the look on Edward's face as I fell that's it. I've done it now. Maybe I don't want to go back, it's hard their pain filled the world. no, I need to go back Edward is there but maybe it won't hurt to stay for a little longer in this world of blackness and no pain no suffering.
Edwards POV
As I catch her body a yell for Carlisle as loud as I can knowing he will hear me. I gently lay her back on the bed and start checking for her pulse. Her pulse is there but it's faint her breathing is short and shallow are you over Carlisle again he's not coming fast enough in my opinion I quickly take up Bell's hand and start talking to her knowing she might be able to hear me. I thought turning through my head or frantic not knowing why or how this happened and why she's unconscious it bugs me to know that I could possibly have caused this I told her she could use the bathroom and that's how she collapsed. But I know I cannot think this way four if it were her in my position she would be blaming herself for not being able to be there for me so why should I do the same no now she would chastise me she would tell me that she's not worth that and then we get into this whole argument about why she's worth it and how if she were in my position she would be trying to do everything in her power to get me back. once again my thoughts are interrupted by Carlisle rushing into the room and checking over Bella frantically "what happened why is she like this what were you doing tell me everything" his voice comes out in a rush slightly higher than normal due to his panic "I- I I don't know she- she said she had use the bathroom and then soon as her feet hit the floor she went stand her face crumpled and she should crumpled to the floor. Carlisle what do we do?" my voice also comes out in a rush trying to get the reason why I'm so panicked. He takes a deep breath and tries to calm me by using his voice "I'm sure she'll be fine Edward just take it easy we have to wait for her to wake up and then we will know more." he put a hand on my shoulder and stares into my eyes and tell I calm he Walks out of the room and shuts the door behind him.
It's been 15 minutes and Bella collapsed. her eyelids start to flutter once again and then they open she looks around the room for a minute not remembering where she is then it clicks and she remembers and she instantly turns to me tears forming in her eyes "I- I'm sorry Edward I don't know what..." it cuts off and winces in pain in her hand flies to her abdomen she stares at me her eyes wide "Bella what is it" her face contorts once again and she does not answer a call for Carlisle and he rushes in the room to see below wake he quickly looks at where her hands aren't starts to massage the point he starts to assess the damage when his face and eyes go wide and he starts hollowing words at his nurses "proper OR we have to get her ready now" I start clicking up the bars on Bella's bed leaving me shocked unable to know what's wrong it will her out of the room leaving me sitting there stunned.
I don't know how long I sit there ten fifteen twenty minutes in a nurse comes in and tells me Bella's appendix has ruptured she's bleeding heavily they don't know if she'll make it.