Part two

I have always been there for you and yet you deny me the one thing I long for.

I have been your shoulder to cry on and yet when I need you the most, where are you?

I tell myself that one day things will change and that it will go back to the way it was, but who am I kidding.

No matter what I do someone else will always be on your mind and in your heart, yet I know deep down it will never be me.

How can you tell me that you love me when your heart loves another?

I try to tell myself that you mean every word, but I finding it harder to believe you any more.

And I find myself feeling this hatred for you and will never go away.

I hate you and I wish I never met you.

You brought me nothing but pain and a broken heart, I will never forgive you.

Over the years I tried everything just to get you off my mind and yet nothing works.

I hate you for doing this to me, for making me believe we had something when there really wasn't.

And now here we are, two strangers connected by a past filled with nothing but pain.

If you saw me, would you recognize me? Would you even feel anything towards me?

Would you even say 'Hello'?

As you walk closer I feel as though I just want to run up to you and hug you, for that is what I long for.

And yet you just walk right by me, so that you can meet her.

I hate you and I find myself wanting nothing more then to forget about you.

But everywhere I go there you are, haunting me even in my dreams.

As I walk along the street I'm too wrapped in my thoughts to see the green light and a car hits me.

As I lye in the street I find my thoughts going to you and how I will never be able to tell you how much you hurt me.

And right before my very last breathe is taken away from me I see you running towards me.

You tell me to hang on and that you're here for me.

But all I can say to you before I leave this world is something you never thought I would say to you.

Leon, I hate you.

Okay I hope you like this and I know I should try and update my stories that I'm just slowly killing you by not finishing them. But trust me, they will be updated soon. Just give me time. Please leave a review and tell me what you thought about it...oh the paining is Claire and Leon.