Why did you leave chapter 2 : Her heart was never mine
By: Dearx
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A/N: I live for reviews, they make me motivated to work faster on updating.
It had already been at least two weeks since the wedding had pasted and Hinata had long moved in with Naruto. And since then, both of them had barely spoken to one another.
The night of their wedding the former Hyuuga had emitted small cries that later developed to a prolonged sob. She didn't want this, she didn't want any of this at all. She didn't want him. Naruto had been left to stand in a daze as he watched this unfold before his eyes. He had shrugged the problem off as nervousness or possibly bliss, as he had been long aware of the fact that she had, indeed, a crush on him when they were younger. Unfortunately for him, he was still as dense as ever.
The couple had spent that night sleeping in separate beds. Naruto, taking the couch and leaving Hinata with the lone bed.
She had spent most of her days occupying herself with missions, volunteering at the hospital as well as house work. Always using the line "I'm sorry Naruto, but I'm tired. Can we talk about it later?…" as her saving grace of a line to ignore any communication or physical communication between the two.
He was nice, he was patient, he was kind. Never losing his temper, never touching her without her consent. And she felt guilty for taking advantage of it.
True that there had been a time that she truly cared for him. But that soon came to pat when she knew she would never be hers. His heart belonged to a certain pink haired kunoichi. Haruno Sakura. So up until now, it had remained a mystery to her why he had even married her. They haven't talked nor seen each other for so long ever since he had left. And now he was back and she was his.
"but my heart does not belong to you…"
It wouldn't take long until he broke the silence, the wall that separated them. They were both husband and wife, yet she ignored and avoided him like the plague. And he couldn't take it anymore.
He caught her off guard, dinner was silent as always and she had claimed that she was once again tired. It was obviously getting old. She was obviously working herself to the bone.
"Hinata wait."
He had caught hold of her wrist and pinned her to the wall. He hadn't meant to be so rough but enough had been enough. This way, atleast he knew she had no where to run to.
She avoided his gaze at the very least. Concentrating her eyes on the floor as if there were something far more interesting located down there.
"Hinata-chan…I don't exactly know what's going on. But. I don't understand. I don't understand anything anymore."
"Neither do I…"
"Can you at least look me in the eye… tell me what's wrong." He was completely lost. Naruto didn't even know why he had acted on this. As if his body had just moved on its own. How easy was it to blame everything on the damn demon inside of him.
She did as she was told. She was after all, the obedient one. The submissive one.
She looked up to gaze at cerulean eyes. How much her heart had ached wanting to see those eyes that were a pool of red and black. That of raven hair rather than the suns color. But of course, Naruto wasn't Sasuke.
Her face showed no emotion, yet her eyes could not lie. Naruto saw all the pain, the hurt, and the loneliness behind pupil-less eyes. So pure, yet inside. She was tainted by a fallen angel.
His hands had unconsciously moved. Cupping her face in his. Her skin was soft and smooth like those of a petal from flowers; it felt strange against his hands that had been roughened by endless trainings and battles.
"Sasuke…" her lips mouthed the words in a quiet whisper one could barely hear audible.
The Kyuubi boy showed no signs of having heard the name of the missing nin and planted his lips against hers. Nipping at her bottom lip asking for permission to enter. His hands engulfed her smaller palms. Parting her lips slightly. He took it as his chance and eagerly explored the caverns beyond her lips.
"Sasuke…"She had shut her eyes. She had been driven to the point of almost crying. This was too much for her. Far too much.
His kisses, his touches. They were almost similar to the way he use to touch her. How he used to kiss her.
"But you aren't Sasuke…"That was the first night the couple shared the same bed. Hinata had kept her back against his. She couldn't possibly face him after what she had done. She was far too ashamed to. How much easier was it if she didn't exists. But she knew, her existence was solely for him.
His kiss had gone deeper and deeper. After he had satisfied himself with her lips, he had moved on to planting small kisses down her neck. His hands exploring the very curves she had so hid under the bulk of her jacket.
It was too much, things were moving too fast. She didn't want this. She didn't want him. She didn't want Naruto…
It was all a mistake. A sad mistake. A nightmare that she will awake from soon enough. Yes. It was all the works of a genjutsu.
But. It wasn't. everything was real. Down to the very fragment of their existence.
It was all real.
"Sasuke…Sasuke…" was all she could possibly mutter as she clung to Naruto's shirt. Her knees had long gave way to the weight of her body as she nearly collapsed.
He stopped and caught hold of her. He didn't know what had happened. Why he had done such a thing…'why?'… the tears from her eyes were obvious and he saw what he did was wrong. Yet, it felt so good. So wrong, yet so right.
That night, neither of them spoke a word. Both laid restless in their sleep. Naruto had turned to his side and opted to watch the sleeping form of his wife. How much wrong had he done. He felt he didn't deserve to be within the same room as her. Yet, he knew he couldn't possibly leave her at the state that she was. But one prying question remained in his head. Did he indeed heard her correctly when he saw her mutter or heard her mutter the words that formed…"Sasuke."
End of Chapter 2
A/N: And wah for cliff hangers?XD I'm personally not too sure if I'm certainly satisfied with this chapter but it felt alittle longer than the first one, which is a good thing. I wanted to update as soon as possible and yes, I stayed up alittle longer to get this up :D Hopefully, I can get the next chapter up soon but alas, I'll be pretty busy. It'll be my birthday next week and preparations are on the way for a debut XD;; (damn pinoy customs! Lol) and of course, I have costumes to make and parade around in XDD;; but of course, I cannot forget about fics. I have several new fics on the works as well. So please continue supporting me by reading and reviewing :3
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Time to answer questions and reviews! XDD but yes, thank you all my readers, I like reviews, and they motivate me to work faster and harder on writing the fics :D
Kenshinlover2002 – I think an orange and lavender kimono can work and will and can look pretty lovely if done properly, with the right designs and shades as well. I should try sketching one out :D
Ilychluna – thank you so much for the reviews. :D and I just think its awesome. And yes, Sasuke, in my eyes is more of the fallen angel and not exactly a devil: D so w00t.
I would have uploaded these chapters so much faster if doesn't hate me so much XD everytime I want to upload something new, its usually down lol!