Aki- Hope you all like it. And if you don't like I because you hate Wormtail, Please don't kill me.

Monologue

POV- Peter Pettigrew

Time-sometime after betraying Lily and James


Wormtail's Woes

Do you think I haven't regretted it everyday?

Do you think I haven't cried myself to sleep?

Do think I haven't wished to take it back

And undo all my wrongs?

Do you think I haven't mourned the loses?

Do you think I haven't dwelled on my mistakes?

Do you think I haven't wished to do it different?

I guess you haven't thought at all.

I wish I never betrayed them.

I wish my friends still alive.

I wish myself still among them,

But my wishes get me nothing at all.

All the trust broken

All the love torn

Fearing every tomorrow,

Dreading every morn

And here when I ponder

All I've done wrong

Maybe I should have considered this

Before my traitorous fall

I guess I didn't think at all.


This was written after Tenshi kept talking about how she felt sorry for mtail because she thinks everyone does what they do for a reason. Blah, blah, blah...I then I wrote this. Please review, but don't flame me!