Disturbed
Remember

The good washed out

Chase Young Pov

Sensation washes over me
I can't describe it
Pain I felt so long ago
I don't remember
Tear a hole so I can see
My devastation
Feelings from so long ago
I don't remember

All of the good I had once was washed off of me. I could not describe how I was changed. The good that pained me long ago that I no longer remember is gone. It was that bean who tore the hole for me. All that was good that I felt long ago I no longer remember.


Holding on, to let them know
What's given to me
To hide behind
The mask this time
And try to believe

I still hold onto some of that good just to let only one person know to know who I am. What was given to me was an evil life. I no longer hide behind the good I had. The mask of evil made me believe this is my path.


Blind your eyes to what you see
You can't embrace it
Leave it well enough alone
And don't remember
Cut your pride and watch it bleed
You can't deny it
Pain you know you can't ignore
I don't remember

I was once blind to the fact that good was the only path. I can't embrace the light anymore. I am left alone in this dark world. I most not remember when I was once good. I have pride in being evil. I cannot deny evil is my path. I no longer feel the pain of good nor remember it.


Holding on, to let them know
What's given to me
To hide behind
The mask this time And try to believe

I still hold onto some of that good just to let only one person know to know who I am. What was given to me was an evil life. I no longer hide behind the good I had. The mask of evil made me believe this is my path.


Blind your eyes to what you see
You can't embrace it
Leave it well enough alone
And don't remember
Cut your pride and watch it bleed
You can't deny it
Pain you know you can't ignore
I don't remember

The light blinds my eyes, and I must not embrace this light. All I want know is for the light to leave me alone. I do not want to remember the pride I once had when I was good. I will deny that I was once good. The pain of being good I chose not remember.


If I can
Remember
To know this will
Conquer me
If I can
Just walk alone
And try to escape
Into me

If I wanted to remember, I know I would be conquered by evil. If I can walk alone in the light, I would try to escape from this dark life I live.

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