Quinn, Alexandria

I worked hard with Carol that day, trying to fix the wall again. Jesus was out, scavenging with Aaron, Daryl was hunting. I glanced at Negan from time to time and fortunately, our eyes didn't meet. I was still so embarrassed about what happened in the morning. I swear I thought Carol was banging on the door. And not just that Daryl saw me in panties, but he was gloating so much when he realized he disturbed us. But also, I couldn't shake out of my head what happened seconds before that. When Negan grabbed my waist, pulled me back to bed and got on top of me in an instant.

"Quinn… Everything is written on your face," said Carol.

"What?" I asked as I snapped out of it.

"Your face is red like hell. Are you thinking about Negan?" she asked, teasing me.

"Jeez… I didn't think it was so obvious."

"It was," she said as she turned her eyes back at the wall.

I took a deep breath and tried to shake my thoughts away and focus on the wall. It was late afternoon when I put the tools back in the kit, while Carol pushed the supporting log, to check if it was stable. Everything was good.

"I hope it won't fall again," I said, glancing at Carol.

"Seems to be okay. Now, you can go home and live your fantasies," she said mischievously.

"Carol," I said scoldingly. We smiled at each other, then I headed to my house. I saw Daryl arriving back to Alexandria. He glanced at me and flashed a smile. I rolled my eyes and stepped to him.

"I forbid you to come near my house tonight," I said quietly. Daryl chuckled.

"Okay. I'll be on your doorstep at sunrise," he said.

"Don't you dare!"

He chuckled again and left.

"Daryl! You hear me? Don't you dare!" I said as he was walking away, he waved it off. I did a facepalm, then I saw Carol was smiling at me. I shook my head disbelievingly.

"Don't take him seriously, he won't go anywhere near your house," she said as she was following Daryl to their house. Henry was sitting on the porch with Lydia, waiting for Carol. They smiled at me, I smiled back at them.

I glanced at Carol and Daryl's backs as they headed inside, I smiled to myself, shaking my head disbelievingly as I walked home. Negan was sitting on the porch, waiting for me.

"Oh, sorry. I got the key," I said.

"It's okay."

"I should give you one. I'll check if I can find a spare one," I said as I unlocked the front door. I let us in, then I locked the door. The sun was about to go down. I turned to the kitchen to look for a spare key when I saw from the corner of my eye that Negan throw his blue jacket away. I glanced at him. He was kicking his shoes off, then our eyes met. I quickly turned back to the bowl of scraps to search for the key. He took off his shirt too and stepped to me and hugged me from behind, rested his chin on my shoulder. I thought I was really going to get a heart attack this time.

"Leave that key, we'll look for it in the morning. Barely any light in here," he said quietly, his warm breath tickling the right side of my neck.

"Okay," I said, while my heart almost jumped out, just like in the morning. He let go of me and I turned around to face him.

"We should eat then," I stated, he nodded. I still got a little bread left, so we ate that, but I had no idea what we were going to eat the next day. We only eat once a day anyway. Alexandria's stock was ruined, with barely anything left. I cleared off the table then I headed upstairs. I was trying so hard not to stare at Negan, he was shirtless the entire time since we got home. I changed into pajamas. When I turned around he was standing at the door, checking me out. I blushed and quickly went to bed. He changed into pajamas too but he didn't put on a shirt this time, I didn't dare to look at him. I was so shy and embarrassed because of what happened in the morning. I turned my back on him and prepared to sleep. He lay beside me in the bed and turned towards me.

"Are you mad at me for some reason?" he asked. I turned around to face him, it was completely dark, but almost a full moon, so I saw him.

"Why would I be mad at you?" I asked.

"I don't know, you just turned your back on me."

"It's comfortable like this," I said. But then I realized he just made that up, so I would turn to face him. He put his hand on my cheek and kissed me. It started out as a regular sweet kiss, but then he became so wild suddenly. We were making out for quite a long time. He got closer to me, his hand slipped from my cheek to the side of my neck and then to my shoulder. I couldn't stop myself from touching his shoulders and his chest. I felt how fast his heart was beating. We parted, both gasping for air. He took his pants off. He was wearing only his underwear. I was scared I would faint at any minute. I took off my pants too, only wearing panties and a shirt. He kissed me again, wildly and his hands started wandering. His hand stopped at my belly and he asked in a whisper:

"Am I allowed to…?" he asked still panting, without finishing the sentence.

"Yes," I replied without hesitation. He didn't ask twice, he kissed me immediately and the rest of our clothing disappeared quickly…

…

I couldn't decide whether I was dead or alive. Am I fainting? I gasped for air, I was breathing heavily. I completely forgot about all of this, the last time I had sex was so many years ago. Negan was lying next to me, we were both gasping for air.

"We should take a shower," I said quietly.

"Yeah," he agreed. He gathered himself and headed to the bathroom. "Just give me a minute," he said.

I tried to catch my breath and collect my thoughts. I felt like I was levitating. I gathered myself to get up and go to the shower. I got up and headed to the door when I ran into Negan in the darkness. The moon was shining so brightly I could still see him, I just didn't expect him to be at the door. He slipped his hands on my waist.

"We should shower together," he said quietly, in that warm, gentle tone I loved so much. "We have to save water after all," he added with that impish sparkle in his eye once again, smiling so mischievously.

"Okay," I gave in. He didn't expect I would say yes, so he was smiling even more. We headed to the shower. I quickly washed myself but then he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. I put my hands on his chest and slowly pushed him away.

"Negan… if you start this in here, we'll use all the water instead of saving it," I said quietly as I tried to catch my breath again.

"Right," said Negan smiling, but didn't continue. We quickly washed ourselves and got out. I put my pajama back on, he only put the pants on. We went back to bed. He cuddled me without question. I buried my face in his neck this time. It was hard to keep my hands away from him, he wasn't wearing a shirt.

"It'll be hard to fall asleep if you keep touching me. My sides are ticklish," he said in his low voice.

"I'm not touching your sides then," I said embarrassed. I took my hand away, but he grabbed it and placed it on his chest. I felt his heartbeat was calm. It calmed me down too. He kissed my forehead and we fell asleep.

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Author's notes: Listen to "Sweet Surrender" by Against the Current.

I can't and I won't write sex scenes, because I have no idea how to do it right, so it would probably be crap and also I don't really like detailed sex scenes. Sorry about that if you're disappointed, but feel free to use your imagination. :D At least I tried…

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