a/n: I finally updated this story! Last time I made a mistake and uploaded a chapter for this story, my bad. lol.

This so called bastard and this so called Loner

Chp. 4 One Night

Sakura began doing her homework when her phone rang. Sakura's hand trace through the wall trying to look for the phone. When she reached it and pulled it to her ear she asked "Hello?" A scream was heard "Sakura!" she knew quickly it was Ayumi.

"Guess what?" she said excitedly, Sakura smiled to herself and asked "What?" her other hand doodling on her plane white paper. "Did you hear about the Cherry Blossom festival?" Ayumi asked. Sakura stayed quite and shakily said "..yeah.."

Ayumi screamed "Are you coming?" she waited for an answer. And no reply but a hard breathing huff. "Sakura please! Please come! I'll introduce you to my friends. Please!" Sakura stayed silent, almost breaking.

"I.. I don't have a kimono." she lied. Ayumi quickly said "My friend will gladly make you one! Please, you have to come Sakura!"

"No. I can't." she said shamefully.

"Why not?"

"I can't tell you. It's too.. complicated."

"Please Sakura, we'll have lots of fun, we'll--"

"I can't."

"Please, Sakura." her voice sad, but with determination "Please? For me?"

Sakura stayed silent for a moment "Okay. For you"

After the two girls talk about their daily lives and what's knew, they hung up.

Sakura eyed her pink clock reading 9:35. She yawn, and started walking downstairs into the kitchen and picking up a bag of garbage. She open the door to her front yard and headed for the large plastic box filled with garbage.

Dumping the whole entire bag into the box, Sakura closed the box and headed back. She rubbed her closed right eye and yawn, the cold night's air blew Sakura's long auburn hair and making it tangle.

When it was too dark Sakura could find her way back, again scratching her cheek and yawning she notice that her right contact dropped to the cement floor. Sakura panicked and quickly bend down to get it. Half her eye blue and half green.

"Where is it?" she panicked. Her hands softly and swiftly touching the hard floor for any inch for the blue contact.

"May I help you?" a voice asked from above Sakura. She looked up, shocked. "L- L..." she pronounced with a shuddered.

"What're you looking for?" he smiled charmingly. Sakura stayed on the floor looking at anywhere else than Syaoran's amber orbs.

He frown and then asked "Don't I know you?" he said trying to take a closer look at the girl as she tried to hide her face from the guy.

"..n- no." she said nervously. Fluttering her eyes faster not trying to look stupid. When she flutter her eyes once more, her left contact flew down the floor also. It wasn't that she needed them for seeing, she needed them for covering her true self.

People thank her as a quite little nerd that can't even defense herself.

To the world, she was useless. And her true self, was a small girl, with little flame left in her heart.

She was left alone in the cold heartless world with only herself, and for that she was by herself and didn't need much for family, love, friendship, or anything else that a normal girl would want.

When small, she was happy, her father was the only one take care of her because her mother and father was divorce about two months. She had an older brother that she never met, and a mother that never took her place.

When Sakura came back from the park to play with her best friend she came home and her father, was long gone. She was abandon. She was alone.

She stopped seeing her friends, and moved from a different city in Japan. By that age she was 15.

She grew up lonely, so she doesn't talk much, she work in a flower shop when she gets home from school. When the money wasn't enough she would have part time jobs. So she doesn't have time to play.

"No. I sworn I had seen you before--" the guy lifted her chin up to him so he can closely see her every part. Her hair fluttered with the cold air, her soft blushed cheeks, pink small lips, and most of all-- her emerald jade eyes.

Sakura looked up and she just couldn't give the urge to look away. His chocolate bangs ruffled in a childish way, his lips warm, his amber eyes intense.

He held her under him, his hand from behind her back holding her up, and his left hand around her small thin waist. He inched closer.

Her eyes scanned itself in Syaoran's autumn brown eyes. He coming closer to her lips. "Your.. " he softly said giving shivers down Sakura's spine. ".. Syao-kun.." Sakura breathed out.

He inched closer, his body intense and hot. When Sakura fluttered her eyes closed, and waiting for the touch of his lips, it quickly surprised her. He landed on her lips with a passionate French kiss.

His tongue searching it's way through her mouth, his hot touch stayed on the bottom of her lip and then tracing butterfly kisses down her neck and then going back up to Sakura's sweet lips.

The sensation drove her crazy as she began to moan, he bit the bottom of her lips and she wailed in hurt. Sakura took her own tongue and traced it inside Syaoran's mouth, he kissed back-- Her eyes snapped opened.

Finally gaining control of herself she bit Syaoran's tongue and pushed him back.

She got the urge to kiss him softly saying she's sorry but her brain quickly took control and glared at Syaoran. She got up from the hard cold floor and began running back to find her apartment.

Syaoran, looked at the running back of the girl. He had kissed a girl, a different girl, a girl not his girlfriend, it was just.. a girl? Or was it the girl that smelted like cherry blossom and had gorgeous emerald eyes? Was she his childhood friend, was she..?

TBC..

a/n: OMG! This is so unexpected! ahaha. It really is to me! Syaoran doesn't know that it's Sakura but his childhood friend from when he was small. Is this really a disgusting part of a chappie? Could you rate it for me? The very first -lang-fa-'s kissing scene! Review! Review!

R&R