"If our marriage meant anything to him he would'nt have gotten Janine pregnant."
Luke looked at her. "He what?"
"You heard me, he got Janine pregnant. That girl she has is Bo's daughter."
"You knew from the beginning?" Luke asked.
"He didn't want anyone else to know, still doesn't. But Luke I can't take it anymore. Hiding the fact that my husband has a daughter with another woman."
Luke grabbed her into a hug and let her cry. " I can't believe he made you keep it a secret too."
"Luke don't tell him that I told you. Please?"
Luke nodded. "Don't worry I won't tell him. I feel like this is all my fault."
Christine looked at him, "Ok Luke how is it your fault that my marriage is falling apart?"
"Because you two never would've married if I didn't give you that idea to get pregnant in the first place. "
"Luke don't you dare blame yourself. I got myself into this and I love my children more than anything. Sometimes I doubt Bo even feels that way about them."
Christine went into baby Luke's room and Luke followed. "You know Luke, we almost didn't have baby Luke. He was two months early, because of Bo putting stress on me. The doctors didn't even think he'd be around for his first birthday. And I look at him everyday and realize I have one strong baby boy here. And Bo...I don't know anymore."
Luke thought back to when the two of them dated, they had gotten pretty serious but he was afraid of commitment. And he was the one who broke it off between them and now he was regretting it every single day. "It should be me."
Christine turned around, "What should be you?"
"The one with you every night, the father of those three beautiful kids."
"Luke, you're not making sense."
"I should've been the one you married, not Bo."
"Luke, what we had was in the past. It never would've worked."
Luke grabbed her and kissed her. "Tell me that doesn't bring back any memories."
"Luke don't please..." she said tears coming down her eyes.
He wiped her eyes and went out to the hallway with her. "It meant something to you didn't it?"
She couldn't speak and just nodded. She remembered what it was like when they dated and she was so heartbroken when they broke up. He loved her, he never said it but she knew he did. She pulled him to her and this time it was her turn to start the kiss.
He was the one too pull away this time and just look at her. For once he was speechless. Christine gave him a smile and went into the guest room. Luke followed her and kissed her, responding to her kiss from before. She had to break away just to catch her breath.
"This is so wrong you know that right," she said to Luke.
Luke nodded and just laid down on the bed and she laid next to him, just talking.
"Luke one thing I always remember about you is that we actually made love."
"Are you saying you and Bo don't?"
"I know I can be honest with you. Bo's thinking is the faster the better. He never wants to make love, well at least not to me."
Bo was coming upstairs and Christine got off the bed. "Last thing we need is for him to think we're having an affair."
Luke pulled her back before she went to the hall. "So let him think that, it's not like we weren't kissing before."
He pulled her back onto the bed and started kissing her. And maybe it's cause the way Bo had been treating her lately because she had no desire to stop Luke.