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Revien17

Kuro66

catseyes77

Dark Kaiser

NeverSmile

Fumera

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When The KittyKat Comes A Calling Chapter Twenty-Two: If I Lost You

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Dull yellow orbs stared at the brown floorboards.

He lost it.

He lost it all.

Tala was his life, his everything.

He lived to keep Tala.

Finding him wrapped around another guy was to his shock.

Tala had found someone who would love him to the very core without wanting him. Without needing him. Kai fell in love with him and not just his body.

Ray loved his body just a little more than he loved the redhead's heart.

Knock, Knock!

Slowly glancing up the knocking continued. Sighing the fallen neko stood up and opened the door to meet…a friend at the door.

"Hey Ray…how are you?"

The dead orbs slowly looked up to meet concerned lilac eyes. Slowly he lifted himself on tiptoes closing the gap between them. Bryan's eyes widened in shook stumbling back, Ray stumbled after him.

"Uh-er-Ray? Um…"

"Bryan…" Ray started looking up at him like a lost kitten. His eyes shut as he dropped his head onto Bryan's shoulder.

A bit shaken Bryan lifted the weak teen up bringing him inside the apartment putting him in his bed.

Sighing he took a step back eyeing the sleeping neko curiously.

"What happened Ray?" recalling the feeling of his lips…his mind wandered to other things that could have led from that. Shaking his head decided to leave, but Ray called him back.

"Bryan…please…stay." Upset with himself Bryan stayed. Ray…was a friend, even if he did hurt Tala as Kai had said, but still.

"Ray…what happened?" Bryan started.

"Kai…he took Tala away from me…" Ray hissed screwing his eyes shut, anger boiling up.

"Do you hate him?"

"Yes…"

Bryan tilted his head back in thought. Kai was his best friend, of course he would back Kai up but—Ray was the one who needed more help right now.

Opening his eyes—Ray's face was above him. Scrunching his nose, "Ray?" Lips pressed against his in a scorching kiss as a wet tongue pleaded for entry.

Bryan allowed it…

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Two bodies lay tangled in limbs. The high rise of their sweat covered chests as they took in large breaths. The light from the moon high in the black sky poured through the window smoothly running over their naked skin.

The taller form moved to disentangle them as the shorter redhead pulled away as well turning to lie on his stomach.

The slate-haired teen turned on his side to stare at his lover.

Silence followed, a warm and comfortable one. A light flush stained pale cheeks and their hair was damp and sticky. But they did not care. They had each other, and returned love for the other.

"So…you're mine now?" Kai panted raising a hand placing it on the back of Tala's neck. Slowly it traced down flawless skin. No scars marred down his back.

Tala smiled at the touch. No more scars. No more Ray. -1-

"I belong only to you Kai. But how can I have you?" Tala inquired staring at the black headboard. He loved Kai. He knew Kai owned him, now what about him having Kai?

Kai brought Tala close, his chin rested on his head.

"You will always have me. No one. no one, will take me away from you. Please don't doubt me." Tala did doubt…a little. Kai had been with countless of others, how did he know Kai was not going to just up and leave him?

Kai never left anyone, but Raul. Everyone left him.

"Tala, the only thing I have to worry about is you leaving me. I've never left anyone, but Raul. And it was for you," a kiss to his temple and blue eyes fluttered shut.

"So…? You're mine?" Tala guessed looking up at Kai.

Kai's eyes twinkled, for the first time since he lost his innocence.

"Always will be." Kai answered.

Tala smiled nuzzling his cheek.

"If I lose you…I'll come for you ok?" Tala whispered lightly.

"Alright. If I get lost, I'll wait for you. You'll come when I call right? No matter how mad you are?"

"Always."

-1- Kai made love to Tala, and Tala accepted his feelings. -.- If a neko-jin's lover does not feel the same way anymore, he or she can give his or her love to someone else. (in this ficcle)

Author's note: o.O see? Fast update this time xD I haven't…started the epilogue…but I'll be short anyway and I know what to write, I just gotta do it. –sweat drop-

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