A/N: Hello all! Thanks for reviewing! Envy really is a nice guy (Smiles). And I know. I turned Pride into a bastard. But it's just what I do. I turn loved characters into hated ones. But it's only for this story! I'll make Pride cute once again in my other stories! Oh and just to let you know, that last chapter took place on Saturday. And one more thing! Pride is not a ghost.

Warning: Visitation from friends, jealousy, and royal assholes

Entry #3

Journal Entry #3 - June 16: I really don't know how to say this, but I…I…had a dream about kissing…Envy. The thing is…I kissed him back. I never really questioned my sexuality. Never really asked myself if I was straight or gay. But I'm not going to start now. It was nothing more then a dream…right? I'm not going to look into it too much, but hell I might as will consider the fact that I just might be…gay. Envy is my brother nothing more, nothing less. But that dream is kinda making me feel funny. I feel like I need to be around Envy more, but I'm not sure if that because of the dream or just because I want to.

Edward closed his journal. He didn't realize it, but he was blushing. Seeing that is was Sunday, he and Envy had chores. Edward had to clean his room, along with the living room. Envy had to wash the dishes and also clean his room. Edward just stared up at the ceiling, not really thinking about anything.

"You shouldn't think about your brother in that way, Edward."

"Leave me alone. I really don't want to deal with you today."

Pride sat on Edward's hip, glaring down at him.

"I forbid you to ever look at Envy that way."

"You're not the boss of me, so fuck off."

Pride smirked. Edward looked away, knowing full well what Pride was going to say. Pride was a manipulative son-of-a-bitch; Edward had to learn that the hard way.

"Don't touch Envy, Edward."

The smirked from Pride's face faded, and his looked turned into a dangerous stare. Edward had never seen that look before. It told him that Pride was serious. And that was never a good thing.

"Edward?"

Edward's attention was pulled away from Pride's gaze, and to the door. A knock came followed by the voice his mother.

"Honey, are you okay in there?"

Edward looked back to see that Pride was gone. He let out a sigh of relief.

"Yeah, I'm okay Mom." He called back.

"Alright. I'll just leave your laundry out here, okay?" With that she walked away.

Edward got out of bed and walked over to his door. Upon opening the door, the blonde found the clothes hamper fill with his now clean clothes. He bent down and picked it up, bringing it into his bedroom. He closed the door with his foot, and walked over to his bed. He dumped everything out and began to separate everything in to piles; school clothes, pajamas/boxers, and socks. Once done, He took each pile and placed it in his dresser. The first drawer was for socks, the second school clothes, and the last pajamas and boxers. He closed all of them and walked over to his door again. This time, he walked downstairsand got ready to clean the living room.

Envy lay on the couch, 'taking his time' with his chores. The sin was about to doze off, but something tickled his nose. He opened one eye to see Edward with a duster.

"What are you doing?" Envy cocked a brow.

"Making sure that the lazy palm-tree does his chores."

Envy sat up and waved of his brother.

"I'm am! I'm just-"

"Being lazy." Edward cut him off.

The sin shrugged. He wasn't really lazy, he was just…easy-going. Edward just rolled his eye, and continued to dust around the couch area. As he did so, the door bell rang. Edward was about to answer it, but saw that Envy had already beaten him to it. The sin opened the door and smirked.

"Well, well, well. If it isn't the royal asshole."

"Shut up Envy."

The person that pushed passed was none other then Roy Mustang. And he was, like Envy said, an asshole. Roy made his way to the couch and plopped down, not noticing that Edward was behind him.

"What the hell are you doing here? And get your feet off of the table!"

Roy was then hit in the head with a duster.

"Alright already! Damn, stop bitchen!"

Roy rubbed the sore spot on his head, and removed his feet from the small table in front of the couch. Envy walked in and took a seat next to the royal asshole.

"So tell me, what happened to the trip you were supposed to be taking?"

"My parent's left without me! I couldn't believe it!"

"I can." Edward muttered.

Roy looked over at the blonde and gave him an evil glare.

"Look chibi, no one asked you."

"Oh, did I piss you off? Fuck you Roy." Edward spat back.

"Okay you two, that's enough. Anyway, why are you even here?" Envy asked, trying to stop the fight that was certain to happen.

"…I wanted to fuck you."

Envy busted into a fit of laughter.

"What so funny?"

Envy laughed harder, and doubled-over, clenching his stomach.

"That's right; I completely forgot that Ed and I are the only two people that you haven't screwed at school." Envy said while wiping away a small tear that had made its way down his face.

At school Roy was known as a playboy. He was a senior, and had just about screwed everyone in the school; some people even say that he did some of the teachers as well. Envy wasn't exactly sure why they were friends, but it probable had to do with the fact that Envy had resisted Roy's charm for this long. After all, Envy was still a junior.

"And I want that to change! Let's get this over with. I'm hot; I'm horny, so come on Envy."

Seeing that Envy was laying on the couch, Roy reached over and pulled the sins leg, so that he was pinning him down.

"Not interested."

"It'll be fun." Roy said in a seductive voice.

While this was going on, Edward observed the entire situation. He hadn't noticed that his grip on the duster had increased. Once he saw Roy ghost his lips across those of his brothers, Edward completely broke the handle.

"GET THE FUCK OFF OF MY BROTHER!"

Edward rushed over and tackled Roy. The force of Ed ramming into Roy was so strong, that the couch flipped backwards; sending all three of the inhabitants crashing to the floor.

"What the hell was that all about?" Envy sat up rubbing his head.

He looked over to see Edward attempting to strangle Roy. The sin wrapped his arms around the blonde's waist, and pried him off of Roy.

"What's gotten into you?"

"He shouldn't be touching you like that Envy! He's nothing but a pervert!"

Edward tried to breakaway from his brother's grip, but Envy only tightened it. It wasn't until Envy lowered his head and whispered into his ear, that Edward's face completely lit up.

"Edward, please calm down. I wasn't going to do anything with him. I swear."

Envy spoke in a voice that was low, and sent shivers down Edward's spine.

'Why am I acting like this? It's just Envy.'

"Please Ed, calm down…for me at lest." Envy pleaded.

Edward closed his eyes and let out aggravated sigh, while trying to ignore the heat within his cheeks. Envy slowly let go of the blonde and sat back.

"Fine, but I still think he's a pervert." Edward mumbled.

"Fuck you Ed." Roy said

"That's something you'll never get to do."

That night, Edward tossed and turned in his bed, trying to get Envy off of his mind. Edward just said 'screw it' and turned over.

'God, please don't let me have another dream.'

Envy smirked down at Edward. The blonde's face was completely flushed. Just as he was about to kiss him, Edward turned away.

"Envy, I can't do this anymore."

Envy cocked his head to the side.

"Why not?"

Edward's blush deepened.

"You're…my brother."

"…so?"

Envy licked the side Edward's neck. The blonde let out a moan.

"Envy s-stop."

"Ed, do you really give a damn about ethics right now?"

Edward closed his eyes and shook his head. He really didn't care, but this just felt so…different, not to say he didn't like it. The sin reached under Edward's shirt, and began to massage his right nipple. Edward let out another moan. Envy removed the blonde's boxers, and discarded then to the floor.

"Envy wait-"

Before Edward could finish his sentence, the hand that had massaged Edward's right nipple, had traveled down the blonde's torso, and had wrapped around his fully erect shaft. Edward gripped the blanket and let out a loud moan.

'God, I want him to do more.'

Edward bolted up from his sleep and looked around. No Envy. He closed his eye, and found that the images from his dream were still fresh.

"What the fuck is wrong with me?" He said out loud.

It was then he noticed that his boxers felt unusually tight. He lifted the blanket and found that his member was in full on salute.

"…shit."

He quickly jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom. He pulled down his boxers, and began to relive himself. Edward let out a small moan as he finished. As the blonde pulled up his boxers, he sighed .Edward then walked over to the sink, turned on the water, and washed away the sticky substance. Upon looking up at the mirror, Edward noticed that Pride was standing behind him.

"What?" Edward spat.

"He'll only hurt you in the end."

"Leave me the fuck alone Pride!"

"You're going to be mine again Edward, you'll see."

Edward shut his eyes, and opened then slowly. Pride was gone.

'I will never be used by him again.'

Edward wrapped his arms around himself, and fell to his knees.

'Never.'

A/N: Another chapter down! Please review!