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I'm not giving up on this story, I promise. I love writing and thinking up storylines but I am just kind of out of inspiration. I am trying to write the next chapter now but whenever I go to start I just can't get anywhere. If you have any ideas for this story please leave them in the reviews and I will see if I can fit them in anywhere. Thanks for reading!

Chapter 10

Edward POV

Watching her happy were some of the best moments of my eternal life. Her smile when she met Ron and Hermionie, her laugh during their first adventures, I loved it when one of her features would change without her conscious permission, she had such a look of concentration on her face trying to get it to change back to normal. Her first year was a roller coaster, we were all worried about her 95 percent of the time. She, her brother, and their friends always seemed to be involved in some sort of trouble whether it was getting involved with something they probably shouldn't have been or that teacher Snape, who seemed to be taken aback with Bella whenever he caught sight of her, or that Slytherin boy Draco Malfoy. Rose had thoroughly commented on him, she didn't like bullies, especially ones who hurt the people she cared about. Rosalie's change in attitude towards Bella was refreshing but surprising, to say the least.

Seeing the magic unfold at Hogwarts never got old, for any member of my family, from the beautiful ceiling in the great hall to all the spells performed in class, we saw ghosts, potions, more spells than even our supercharged brains could count. Emmett had insisted on getting Bella to teach him how to fly a broom when she got home. We were all very worried after her first Quidditch game. After Emmett had gotten over the fact that our clumsy Bella played a sport, she had almost fallen off her broom. She held on by a hair, as did her brother until finally, the out-of-control broom bucked her off. She fell to the ground and hit with a sickening crack, another broken ankle, the same one as before at that. Though for the first time we got to see just how glorious magical healing was. We were all surprised with how quickly it healed and healing the old injury too. Carlisle was fascinated with everything and his supernatural eyes took in every inch of the hospital wing, committing it to memory. Me and Rose were a close second to the speed our father was taking in everything, to anyone with a medical degree this was like candy for a child.

The smile on her face as she took off running, no limp insight was enough to fuel me for 100 years.

We continued to watch the memories of Bella's first year of school.

Bella POV

We had been on the run for about a month, staying at Grimmauld Place. Kreacher and Mrs. Black had been giving us hell, the house was full of dark objects, and we were mostly blind on Order business, but other than that it was not a bad hideout. Plus after we heard the real story of Regulus Black, Kreacher warmed up to us quite a bit. Ron and Hermionie were close as ever, I could see them falling in love more and more every day, I was ecstatic for the two of them but I tried not to think about their blossoming relationship much. It just made me think about Ed-Him. It had reached a point where I couldn't even think of his name without feeling slightly nauseous. I was happy to be back with my brother, with my friends, my world. But the more time I spent here the more I missed Forks. My fake father, my vampire family, Jake down on the reservation, even stupid Mike Newton...well maybe not Mike. Anyway, Forks was simpler than here. I would take being hunted by nomad vampires over being hunted by 'The Dark Lord' any day.

Remus had been here, informing us of his newly pregnant wife. Let's just say that Harry was not happy he was here and not by her side. In truth, I didn't blame him for being nervous but him leaving her is never something I would want for anyone.

As far as we heard school had started again but it was under the complete rule of Voldemort. I was worried about my friends. Ginny was alone, none of her brothers there to protect her, not that she needed it. And Neville was dealing with Snape as Headmaster. Luna was on my mind more than ever with him off-limits, she reminded me of Alice sometimes, eccentric and passionate and cute as a button but also strangely calm like all that excitement was just a buzz surrounding them even though the person standing before you looked calmer than Dumbledore with lemon drops. I think I was most worried about Luna. I know that Hogwarts had to be a dreary place right now, I also know that the others can deal with cold environments, thrive in them even, but Luna. Luna needed bright, Luna needed creativity, Luna needed Hogwarts, and I have faith that she will push herself to survive, that she will push herself to be okay even when everything is dark. But I didn't know if she will come out the same Luna, my Luna.

When this was all over I knew I would need her. I would need my brother, and my family, both from the Wizarding World and Forks and above all, I would need him, Ed-Edwa-Edward.


I know it's short, I'm sorry, this place just seemed like a natural ending for this chapter.

Fuck Mike Newton (Into the Twilight podcast reference)

Idk when I will post this but at the time of writing this exact sentence it is pride month, so if you are gay, lesbian, bi, pan, ace, non-binary, trans, questioning, gender fluid, anything else queer or LGBTQIA+, or even a straight ally, I hope you have a wonderful pride month! I myself go by she/her or they/them pronouns and I am about 95% sure I am Bi but I'm still figuring some things out! (And I'm writing this at like 3 am so if I left out anything I'm very sorry)

Sorry, I haven't posted, I've had personal stuff going on and no motivation soooooooooooo, Yeah.

What are your opinions on Tom Felton, I don't usually keep up with any kind of drama but as far as I know he sided with JKR and then posted a terrible apology for being transphobic, so I am definitely on the 'he sucks' side, but if you have more information, options, or corrections on things that I have said pls leave it in the reviews!

Do any of you shift? I've ended up on Shiftok and I'm very interested but I wasn't some outside perspective.

If you like Vampire Diaries/Originals/Legacies or sometimes the occasional Harry Potter vid, follow my TikTok, I have 2 accounts, hey_its_lillie_mikaelson and lilliepotter_salvatore if you'd like to check it out!

OH and if you are reading this and have watched The Originals and The Vampire Diaries, I have 2 questions for you. (Spoilers seasons 1 and 5 of Originals and seasons 3 through 6 of Vampire Diaries)

How in the HELL is Hayley not sired to Hope? The reason Hayley is a hybrid after season1 is because she dies with Hope's blood in her system. And we know from Klaus siring hybrids in TVD and Hope turning Henry in season 5 of Originals that all hybrids that are turned are sired to the person that turns them, so how is Hayley not sired to Hope? Because if I remember correctly she never flips the switch so she couldn't have broken it like Damon and Elena did after Jeremy dies. And unless they just didn't show it or mention it we never see her turn a lot to break it as Tyler does. I'm very confused.

When Liz dies in TVD the whole cancer thing makes no sense, okay I get that the actor wanted to leave the show but let's think past that for a minute. Okay so we know that vamp blood doesn't cure cancer and just makes it worse, we also know that Liz has terminal cancer and that it's in such a dangerous spot that she would die or go brain dead if they tried to remove it. But why couldn't they remove the tumor and then give her vampire blood right after to cure the messed up parts of her brain or give her vamp blood and then have them remove the tumor so that she will heal? At the very least she will become a vampire without the crazy cancer thing that happened to the other guy from Duke! Again I'm very confused!

If you haven't answered the questions from the previous chapters pls do that, It really does help me write a good story for everyone!

Also, I am looking for a Beta, it's more for story flow and grammatical errors, maybe some spelling so if you are interested please PM me! Thank you!

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P.S. I do not support J.K. Rowling or her transphobic views. If you do, I would kindly ask you to leave my page and any of my stories.