A/N: Hello! Thank you all for reviewing! And sorry for the long wait! DAMN TESTING AND EXAMS! Actually there HSA's…..BUT STILL! Many of you have asked why I am adding only two more chapters. It's because, I cannot think of anything else to do with this story. I have found out that I can do a lot more in the sequel I'm making. Mainly because the characters will be older, and I will be adding new characters that I haven't used yet. Oh, and there were some of you that were confused about the sex scene with Pride and Ed. It was all a dream; it didn't really happen in real life. Next, this chapter will be a little short. The last thing I have to say is that there will be no journal entry in this chapter, or the next one. That's all I can say, so here that second to last chapter for you.
Warnings: Impalement, blood, language, and sorrow
Entry #8
Pride's POV
I'm so close. So close to seeing that bastard's cold, bleeding, pale body lying on the ground. While I, standing above him, laugh like there is no tomorrow. Why must time torture me so? You might be thinking that I'm doing this for revenge for what Envy had done to Edward, you would be partially right. I have no intention of doing anything on the behalf of that weak little bitch. Everything I had done to him the other day, was nothing but lie. I always knew he was weak; I just needed to say the right thing, push the right buttons, and poof, you have an Edward that is completely broken.
But back to the point, I am doing this for seer enjoyment, and revenge. Why you ask? Because that bastard messed up my plan three years ago. I wanted to make Edward's life a living hell. I wanted to take everything he held dear to him, and let him watch as it buried right before him. I wanted to watch him suffer, like no other had suffered. I was so close, but then he had to speak. His soothing words of comfort were like torture to me; I wanted him to stop, but he didn't. As the mouth went on, I had no choice but to make my presence unknown, leave if you will. Oh, but I would be back. And when did make my come back, I'd give that bastard the slowest death I could think up.
So, here I am now, waiting. I had been for three fucking days now. There were still too many people in the house, and if I did seek my revenge, they would surly stop me. I wanted no interruptions. As I lay in this rather comfortable bed, I pretend to have another coughing fit. As soon as I do, that bastard runs into the room. God, I don't have a single fucking clue as to why Edward had fallen for someone like him.
"Are you okay?" He asked in a worrisome voice.
I fake a smile, which is a lot harder them you think. Oh, how I wanted to spit in that pretty little face of his. But, I restrained myself.
"I'm…just a little dizzy."
"Well, Izumi, Wrath, and Al, are leaving. But, they'll back in a couple of hours." He said, while stroking my hair.
Yes, this bastard was going to die, by the hands of his own brother.
Waiting a half an hour, I wanted to make sure that there was no one to interfere. I get up out of bed, and left the room. My first stop was the kitchen; I needed something to play with. As I walk down the hall, I can clearly see that bastard asleep on the couch. Oh, what pleasant dreams he must be having. I'm going to enjoy turning them into nightmares. Scowling, I walk passed him, into the kitchen. Surveying my surrounding, I find what I'm looking for. Walking over to the kitchen counter, I find the knife stand. I pull out the first knife, too small. The second, still too small. I pull out the last one, yes, this one was just right. A large blade, with a nice jagged cut to it, but I needed to test it.
I place the blade at my arm, and it instantly cut threw my skin. It felt nice. I raise my arm, and lick away the crimson substance from it, savoring the taste. God, I love the taste. Closing my eyes, I begin to extract more the liquid with a sucking motion. Some of it trickled down my arm, escaping my delight. I couldn't help but moan. Snapping myself out of my gratification, I remember why I was here. Wiping away the blood from mouth and arms, I walk out of the kitchen, knife in hand.
I walk over to the couch, and scowl again. I hate him, with every fiber of my being. I want him dead, but I will not give him the pleasure of a quick death. Oh no, I want to torture him, play with him, put him threw some of the best psychological pain I can give. So, I straddle his hips and look down at him, still scowling. I lean down, to get a better look at him. He looked more feminine them anything. Leaning down further, the bastard turns his head, so that his face was towards this side. Opening my mouth, I lick his neck. He squirms, making me smirk.
"What…" I begin to whisper in his ear.
"Does he see in you?"
He squirms some more.
"Ed…" He mumbles.
I couldn't help but chuckle. He starts to move around, finally noticing that there was a presence in near him; or on top of him. I'm still looking down, waiting for him to open his eyes. I'm about to torture him till he breaks.
"Nii-san." I say.
He snaps his eyes open, and gazes up ay me.
"Ed? What are you doing up? You need to rest."
I shake my head slightly. Leaning down, I brush my lips against his. Of course there a blush forming on his face, wouldn't you if you were in his situation?
"W-what are you doing? Ed-"
"You love me don't you…?" I cut him off.
He looked at me in silence, confusion written all over his face. Now it time to mess with his head.
"But you love someone else…you promised you wouldn't hurt me Nii-san."
"Ed, I didn't know-"
"Didn't know? Didn't know! After all he things I'm done to show my affection, you 'did know'? Am I that worthless to you?" I yell.
"No, you're not worthless at all-"
"Yes I am! You hate me! You hated me from the very first moment you laid eyes on me!" I increase the volume of my voice.
"I would never think that about you!-
"Stop lying!"
He suddenly reached up, and wrapped his arms around me. That fucking bastard was touching me! I had the right mind to push away, and stab him. But, I actually do have more self-control then you think.
"Ed, don't say such things, I do care about you!"
"…do you really?"
"Yes, I would do anything for you, Ed…"
"…would you die for me…?"
I lifted the blade and slammed it into that bastards shoulder. He let out a horrifying shriek, which sent pleasure filled shivers down my back. Just so I could hear him again, I thrust the blade deeper into him. He let out another.
"Envy, please make that sound again…" I start.
"I love it."
I could feel his nails start to dig themselves into my back; he was trying to fight off the pain. That is truly pathetic.
"E-Ed….w-why?" He asks while panting.
"You fucking simpleton, I can't believe that you still think that I'm that worthless piece of shit."
"W-what are say-"
"Thinking about it genius, why would that runt want to kill you? He has nothing against you….me on the other hand…"
I begin to twist the blade, causing it to scrape against his shoulder bone. The bastard was whimpering now. His panting increased as more blood flowed out of his wound. He was going to die in the arms of his beloved brother.
"S-stop….w-why do want to kill me so badly?"
"….I hate you."
I pull the knife out.
"I FUCKING HATE YOU!"
I slam it back into him, much deeper this time. He let out another one of those delicious screams. I could already tell that he was trying to fight off the expanding darkness that was sure to come. His grip on me was slowly starting to loosen.
"Kill me….kill me now. I k-know you're not Edward. Since you're not….the means…he's gone."
"….say my name."
"…Pride." He whispers.
"I can't hear you." I say, as I twist the blade again.
"PRIDE!" he screams.
Having pity on his, I pull the blade out, and push him away. He was already starting to pass out. The bastard had already lost too much blood.
"You know what, He really did love you."
I aim for his heart, and thrust forward. But I stop. I hold my head as a headache suddenly strikes me. I start to laugh.
"You can't stop me now, runt." I say to myself, or should I say…Edward.
So, he wasn't gone after all. Well, I have nothing to worry about, since Edward doesn't have a hold over me like I did him. That little headache was the best he could do. Before I could turn back and finish the job, I found that a foot had lunged itself at me. It hit me square in the stomach. As I hunch forward, gripping my abdomen, the bastard manages to get from under me, and scrambles away. He doesn't get far; he only made it to the other side of the room.
"Was that your best shot?" I chuckle.
Recovering quickly from my pain, I get up and stalk over to him. He was backed against a corner; there was no way he would escape. I kneel down in front of him, and grab a fist full of his head.
"Ed…wake up…" He says weakly.
"He can't hear you, now where was-"
"Ed…please…don't let him do this."
"I said-"
"Ed…I know you're in there…please…"
"Shut up!" I scream.
The headache from before had suddenly come back, but its stronger then before. I get to my feet, and hold both hands against my head. Edward was trying to regain control, but I refuse to give it to him!
'There's nothing you can do, Edward.'
'Oh, but there is.'
I let out a shriek as my headache increases tenfold. No, I won't let it end like this. Falling to my knees, I start to blackout. I was so close, but I guess the damage has already been done. Which mean my plan worked after all. Edward won't be seeing me anymore, but his life is about to hit rock-bottom.
Normal POV
Envy looked down upon the fallen blonde. He hadn't moved for a couple of minutes, but since he was breathing, Envy could say that he wasn't dead. The sin had lost too much blood, and so he was starting to drift off into a sleep, which he knew he would not wake up from. He tried his best to stay awake, but it was becoming increasingly harder. Just as he was about to close his eyes, he heard a voice. It was panic-stricken, and scared.
"Envy!"
He looked over to see that Edward was now awake. The blonde rushed over, and wrapped his arms around Envy. Edward began to cry, wanting so badly to make all of the sins pain to go away.
"Envy, I'm so sorry, I never meant to hurt you."
"It's….okay Ed. I'm just….so tired."
Edward's panic grew when Envy closed his eyes completely.
"Envy, please don't go! I need you!" He says while shaking the sin.
"So…tired."
Edward felt Envy go completely limp. The blonde began to bawl on the sins shoulder.
'I love you so much Envy, you…you can't die…'
A/N: THIS IS NOT THE LAST CHAPTER! There's still one more! It will be short, but there will be a sequel!
