I have to tell you…I was extremely nervous…I was still a virgin…I wanted to do this…I don't know why…but I just did…Anyways…as Mark was kissing me he slid my panties off and slid himself between my thighs…and felt me tense up a little…In his most seductive southern drawn out voice Mark said, "I'm not going to hurt you Cassandra…I promise." I said, "I know…I've just never…well you see the fact is, I've never…What I mean to say is…I'm still…" My hands were on my mid-drift and Mark could see my hands getting antsy…and could tell I was nervous and VERY inexperienced…
Mark said, "Cassandra, its okay…I get it…you're still a virgin…Are you sure you want to do this?" I nodded yes...Mark said, "Okay, I won't lie…it will hurt for a couple of minutes, but after that you'll be fine…" I said, "Okay." Mark said, "You ready." I was slowly biting on my bottom lip and nodded…
Mark wrapped one arm completely around me and held me tight to his chest and I wrapped my arms around his neck and held on for dear life…
When all was said and done…Mark wrapped me up in his arms and held me with my back to his chest, as I laid there feeling his chest rise and fall in a small pattern, I knew he'd fallen asleep…I had a million thoughts running through my head…like how do you tell someone you've only known 7 hours, you're in love with them…I guess you don't…because I whispered it…but I knew Mark wouldn't hear it…I just had to say it…not so loud every one or even him had to hear it…but just so I could hear it myself…I let sleep over take my body…
In the morning, I slowly opened my eyes, I was laying on my side with the covers over me…I turned over and Mark wasn't there…I looked over to where his pillow was…it still smelled like him…there was a red rose, cash and a note…I sat up with the sheet around my chest…I smelled the rose first…then read the note…it said:
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Cassandra,
I realize after a night like last night, most people would regret ever doing that…I realize I'd only known you for 7 hours…but I woke up this morning feeling better then I had in years…I don't regret what we did for a second…and I hope you don't either…it was beautiful and so were you…you looked even more beautiful this morning…I was going to wake you and let you know I was leaving…but I couldn't bring myself to do it, you looked so peaceful with a small smile trying to dance on your lips…I realize we may never see each other again…but I really hope we do…I want you to call me when ever you'd like to…My cell phone number is 410-231-0023…Feel free to call when ever, what ever time…for what ever reason…I left some money for the massage…I hope it helps with that college tuition. Good luck and please keep in touch..
Mark
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I looked at the money sitting on the pillow…and there was a post it note stuck to the fifty dollar bill…I picked it up and there was more then one fifty there…there was 20 to be exact…if you know how to multiply or add…you came up with the same number I did… $1,000.00…the post it note said --Good massage….REALLY good.--
My clothes were folded up and placed on a chair next to the bed, I took a shower, got dressed…went to my room for shoes and then meet my brothers in the hotel restaurant and we had breakfast…I couldn't get Mark off my mind…Jeff said, "So what did you do last night you insomniac?" I smiled and said, "Oh nothing, gave a massage to a guest…and then went to bed…"