Final thoughts: I just want to say thanks to Mother Tels for all her valuable input for the pregnancy, labor and deliver scenes. She's had three kiddies while I've had zero. So it made sense that someone with experience actually give me suggestions instead of me relying on what I've seen in the movies or have read in books. Also, I wanted to say thanks to my betas for their suggestions and fixing those dreaded typos. Thanks girls! Also wanted to thank Tels again for creating Rhi and Zach. They were fun to play with for a while!

Author's Notes: Some adult themes

"Let us cling together as the years go by. Oh my love, my love. In the quiet of the night, let our candle always burn. Let us never lose the lessons we have learned." – Queen 'Teo Torriatte (Let Us Cling Together)'

They all felt like they'd been waiting forever!

It was just after midnight now.

After glancing at her watch, Sam calculated that they had been waiting for a good eight hours since arriving in San Diego. She had only seen Rhi and Dad a couple of times during that time. And that had only been in the early stages of Rhi's labor. Once the labor had progressed and had gotten too intense, only Dad was allowed to stay with Rhi while Dr. Abrahms and her two nurses monitored Rhi and the baby.

Sam and the others weren't actually in the waiting room for the entire eight hours. Sam, her team and General O'Neill had followed Mark and Laura's advice and not hovered around the waiting room. The General, Teal'c and Daniel shopped for cigars and ate an early dinner. When they had returned, Sam, Mark, Laura and the kids went for dinner.

Other than that time, they were all at the hospital waiting. No one was going to miss today's event!

Looking across from her seat, Sam saw that Ryan and Jen were sleeping soundly on the long couch. Beside them, Mark and Laura were talking quietly debating on whether to take the kids home or not. A few hours ago Mark and Laura had given up on getting Emily to go to sleep. She was wide-awake, sitting in her mother's lap and keeping those big blue eyes open. She knew something big was going on and she didn't want to miss a thing.

To Sam's left, standing next to the window with his arms folded across his chest she saw Jared intently watching the rain splashing against the window. That or he was talking to Malek. Jared did have the same far away look in his eyes that Dad usually got when he was talking with Selmak. In a chair near Jared, Teal'c sat quietly. Sam often envied Teal'c's ability to sit still and do nothing for hours at a time. She always had to be doing something.

General O'Neill, who always had to be doing something too, was pacing quietly behind her again. Always a man of action, O'Neill couldn't sit for very long. He had been pacing often this evening. Sometimes in the waiting room. Sometimes roaming the hallways. And he would periodically check on the security detail he had brought. Hence, the roaming the hallways.

To Sam's right was Daniel. It was his turn to keep watch by the door for any sign that Da…

"He's coming!" Daniel shouted quietly, moving away from the door.

"It's about time!" General O'Neill scoffed as Sam got to her feet. "Didn't think this baby wanted to be born!"

"They're born when they're ready," Mark smiled as he got to his feet too.

"Thank God Emily was out in thirty-nine minutes," Laura added.

"Yeah, my hand really appreciated it!" Mark chuckled just as Dad entered the waiting room.

For a brief moment, Sam's heart sank when she saw the tears streaming down his face. But then Dad cracked the biggest smile she had ever seen from him.

"Well…don't keep us waiting!" O'Neill teased as they all gathered around Dad.

"It's a boy!" Dad grinned. "Seven pounds, four ounces…ten fingers, ten toes…mom's ears and…"

"Dad's hair?" O'Neill joked.

"Funny Jack," Dad smirked. "No jokes about my son's hair. He's got a head full!"

"How's Rhi, Dad?" Laura asked.

"Exhausted…happy…content," he sighed. "Doc and the nurses are cleaning her up right now. She wanted me to thank you…again for bringing her some of her things."

"It wasn't a problem," Laura smiled.

"Regardless, she really appreciates you taking the time," Dad replied.

"Can we see the little guy?" O'Neill asked excitedly.

"Of course Jack," Dad answered rolling his eyes.

"Good! Here!" O'Neill smirked, shoving a box of cigars into Dad's hands.

"Thanks Jack. I had forgotten about the cigars."

"Plenty to go around."

Sam covered her smile when Dad gave General O'Neill a look when the General held out a couple of more boxes.

"Were you planning on handing out cigars to all Air Force personnel?" Dad laughed.

"Sorry, I got carried away," O'Neill replied, shrugging his shoulders.

"Thanks again," Dad smiled. "Anyway, Doc wants Rhi to rest so only a couple of you at a time can come see my boy."

"Mark and Sam should go," Daniel suggested. "He's your baby brother."

"I can wait," Sam smiled.

"No, Daniel's right," Dad said, grabbing Sam's hand. "Mark…." Dad paused and turned to Jared. "Jared, I want you to come too."

Jared had been predominantly quiet. General O'Neill informed him that Jacob's son and daughter-in-law had no idea about Stargates and symbiotes. They simply knew that Jared was a friend of Jacob's from work, nothing more.

The lack of speaking to people didn't bother Jared. He rarely spoke aloud. Besides, he and Malek could converse and no one in the room would ever know it. In fact, he and Malek chatted excitedly to each other as they waited for this baby to be born. Both thankful they arrived just in time at the SGC to make the flight with the others.

However, the task that lay ahead of them was one that both Jared and Malek looked forward too and dreaded. They were confident that they created a perfectly normal human embryo using Jacob and Rhi's DNA. But there was always a lingering doubt within their mind once that embryo had been implanted into Rhi. A doubt they never bothered to share with Selmak or Zach.

There was always the fear that though the baby was created without any naquadah that the mineral could somehow still be transmitted from mother to baby. Malek had gambled, relying on the placenta's basic function as a natural barrier and prevent the naquadah within Rhi's blood from passing to the fetus.

It was a gamble that was to be tested today.

But when Jacob came in and announced he had a son and then invited Jared to see the baby, he and Malek set aside their worries. Jared was so overcome by his emotions that Malek took partial control, bringing them to their feet and following Jacob.

"Thank you, Jacob," Jared smiled, trying not to cry. "I am honored to be one of the first to see yours and Rhi's son."

"Least I could do," Jacob replied, wrapping an arm around Jared's shoulders. He leaned close and spoke so only Jared and Malek could here. "This day wouldn't have happened if you didn't put one and one together."

"It was actually one and…"

"That's ok, Jared," Jacob quickly interrupted. "I don't need a biology lesson. Besides, you know who had filled me in on the particulars!"

'Selmak was never one to hold back on details!' Malek commented to Jared.

Jared laughed out loud.

"Care to share the joke, Dad?" Mark asked.

"Sorry…it's classified," Jacob smirked, winking at Jared.

Mark rolled his eyes and Samantha just smiled. That's when Jared noticed both of Jacob's children did have some physical characteristic of their father. At first glance both looked like their mother. Both Jared and Malek knew this from the pictures Jacob had proudly showed them of Allison Carter. And both were very curious as to whom this new addition would look like more like…Rhi or Jacob.

"Wait here, I'll see if the Rhi's ready," Jacob smiled and then quickly entered the room while Jared and the others remained outside the door.

"So…Jared, you got any kids?" Mark asked.

"No," Jared sighed sadly, feeling Malek's reassuring hug. "My wife was killed carrying my unborn son."

"Oh God…I'm so sorry…I didn't mean…"

"It's quite alright, Mark. It was a long time ago and she was one of a kind."

"Yeah, that's what Dad thought about our Mom," Samantha added. "Now look at him!"

"Come on Jared, if Dad can fall in love again so can you."

'He's right Jared. Rhi and Jacob being in love have me thinking about us. There are a few Tok'ra women who have glanced our way from time to time,' Malek teased.

"Ok…you can come in!" Jacob grinned excitedly as he held open the door, preventing Jared from responding to Malek.

Jared allowed Jacob's other children to enter first before following them in. Even though Rhi had given birth not too long ago, she still was as radiant as ever. A smile seemed permanently plastered on her face as she cooed to the small baby. And Jacob's grin was just as big, except he stood tall and proud! The satisfaction of what he and Rhi accomplished could be seen in the sparkling of his eyes.

'I don't think I have ever seen Jacob so happy,' Jared comment privately to Malek who absolutely agreed.

"Mark, you're the oldest," Jacob said, looking down at Rhi.

She allowed Jacob to pick up the baby and place him in Mark's anxious arms. Jared kept back, observing them all. He could tell that Mark was an experienced father by how natural he looked holding the baby. He even knew how to hold the baby with one arm while his free hand caressed his brother's soft round face.

"He's beautiful…you both did a wonderful job," Mark smiled without taking his eyes away from the baby.

Samantha, who was equally excited about holding her baby brother, was not so natural looking. Jacob had to help her get her arms beneath the baby just right so both she and the baby were comfortable. It didn't take long for the baby to realize she was uncomfortable. He started fussing.

'Funny', Malek commented. 'I thought all women took to motherhood naturally.'

'She's too much like her father…a workaholic!' Jared reminded Malek.

"Here, I better take him," Jacob gently suggested as the baby's cries began to increase.

Jared smiled. The baby's cried stopped. Jacob held his son against his chest and rocked him gently.

"Let's go see your Uncle Jared," he cooed, kissing his son on the forehead.

"So, do we have to guess our baby brother's name!" Mark scoffed as Jacob was placing the baby in Jared's arms.

Jacob looked towards Rhi and smiled.

"His name is Jordan," she proudly said. "Jordan Zachary Carter."

"It's perfect," Jared whispered, allowing a tear to fall.

'You ok, Jared?'

'I'm fine, Mal.'

"Jordan would have been honored," Jared said to Jacob.

"Who was Jordan?" Mark asked.

"When my father was killed," Rhi explained. "It was Jordan who spared me from the same fate. If not for Jordan, Jacob and I never would have met."

"Jordan was a mutual friend I met through a very close friend of mine at work," Jacob continued. "Jordan was…her husband. She had a rough time dealing with his loss when she heard how he died. While I tried comforting her, I was also angry at how this beautiful, young fragile woman had been treated. I knew that if I was in Jordan's shoes, I would have done exactly the same thing. No woman should ever have to endure being mistreated that way."

Jacob paused, returning to Rhi's side.

"In fact, it was Jordan's wife who encouraged me…in her own way…to pursue a relationship with Rhi."

"And I'm grateful for her doing so…every day we're together," Rhi grinned, her hand cupping the back of Jacob's neck as they kissed.

"Maybe one day I can meet this lady," Mark smiled, standing beside Jared and looking down at the sleeping baby. "I'd like to thank her. I got my dad back in my life in way that I never could have imagined. We're closer now than we ever were before."

"I promise you Mark, she knows," Jared smirked for he knew Jacob was talking about Selmak.

Finally, Jacob and Selmak were alone with Rhi, Zach, and the baby. Everyone had been courteous, spending only a few minutes with Rhi and the baby knowing she needed her rest. She was still so exhausted but doing so much better after Zach had tended to some her aches and pains.

Jacob and Selmak were still running on an adrenaline high to even think about sleep. Both intent on keeping their eyes open as long as they could. Jacob's heart just beat with such excitement each time he looked at his newborn son. It was a feeling he had completely forgotten he had experienced so long ago.

He had felt such excitement when he had first laid eyes on Mark and Sam as Allison had put them in his arms. Even though he wasn't there for the births, that first moments when he held Mark and Sam were precious. But those moments were forgotten when he lost his wife and alienated Mark and Sam. He never dreamed he would get them back, not even after he blended with Selmak and reconciled with his children.

Jacob knew now never to let such a thing happen again.

The life lessons he had learned following Allison's death were tough to swallow. With Rhi and Zach he learned to find love again. And Jacob was grateful for this second chance of love and a second chance at going through fatherhood with Jordan. Jacob was determined to never let anything get between him, his son, or his wife.

Just one last task was keeping Jacob from moving on with his new family. Well, make that two tasks.

In the hallway, outside Rhi's room, Malek was with General O'Neill and Teal'c. Behind Jacob, Jordan's cries were growing more persistent. The baby was hungry. Only Rhi and Jacob were afraid to feed Jordan. They were afraid Rhi's breast milk was contaminated with naquadah. Neither was willing to risk Jordan ingesting the mineral.

However, before they could confirm that, there was another more pressing matter that needed tending too. No more delays. Jordan was here. And the sooner Malek performed the test the sooner Jacob, Selmak, Rhi, Zach and Jordan could move on with their lives.

Jacob didn't have to beckon or call Malek. He came over the moment he saw Jacob lingering by the doorway. Malek knew this was a scary moment for Jacob and Rhi.

"Malek…do it now," Jacob sighed.

"Of course, my friend," Malek smiled, patting Jacob on the shoulder and then followed him in.

"Malek, back so soon?" Rhi asked as she rocked Jordan.

"Yes, I wouldn't leave this task to anyone else," Malek sighed.

"What task?" Rhi asked, worry instantly filling her eyes.

"Malek's here to test Jordan…part of the arrangement I made with the Tok'ra. Remember, I told you this was the only way to convince the Tok'ra that our son is not a threat."

"He's a baby! He's not a threat!" she snapped, clutching Jordan closer to her chest.

It broke Jacob's heart as she burst into tears. The last thing he wanted was for Rhi to be so upset. Her arms trembled as she clung onto the baby she had just worked so hard to bring into the world. If Jacob could, he wouldn't hesitate to send Malek away. But the consequences of doing so put fear into Jacob's heart. The Tok'ra would come after them. He couldn't allow that.

"Rhi, we are not here to take Jordan away from you or Jacob," Malek insisted with a smile.

"It'll be alright, Rhi," Jacob added, feeling as terrified and as helpless as Rhi at the moment. "The test is harmless…right?"

"It's a simple scan, harmless to your son," Malek answered.

"What kind of scan?" Rhi demanded.

"I'll be scanning for naquadah and measuring his brainwaves."

"Can she hold him?" Jacob asked, wanting to make this as painless as possible for Rhi.

"Unfortunately, the naquadah in both of you would interfere with the scan."

Rhi held Jordan closer, looking up at Jacob. He couldn't think of anything to say. Even Selmak didn't know what to say to Rhi to comfort her.

"It will only take a minute," Jared smiled. "One minute and the Tok'ra will be out of your lives forever."

Rhi nodded to Jacob. His own hands trembled slightly as he took hold of Jordan. It was with great reluctantly that he handed Jared and Malek his son. Selmak remained quiet and still within. Both of them were silently counting the seconds as they ticked by, their hand never letting go of Rhi's.

After the longest minute of Jacob's life was over, Malek turned to them and smiled. Jacob and Selmak let out a collective sigh of relief.

"He's perfect," Malek said as he gently placed Jordan back in Rhi's arms. "Not a trace of naquadah. And his brainwaves are consistent with a normal human newborn."

"Thank you, Malek," Jacob said, shaking Malek's hand. "Thank you so much."

"Yes…thank you Malek and Jared…thank you both for coming," Rhi added, holding Jordan close the her face.

"It was our pleasure."

"Malek…before you leave…we have one more favor to ask of you," Jacob said, glancing at a fussy baby.

"Anything, my friends."

Jacob headed into the small bath of Rhi's private room. He saw the container sitting on the sink where Rhi had left it. He stared at it for a moment, afraid to pick it up.

'We must know Jacob. Jordan cannot wait any longer.'

'I know,' he replied to Selmak as he grabbed the container.

"What's that?" Malek asked.

"It's breast milk," Rhi answered. "We need you to test it before I can feed Jordan."

"I understand," Malek replied, taking the container from Jacob.

Of course, Jacob could have done the test himself but he was scared to. And Selmak wasn't going to do it if Jacob didn't want to.

"It's fine," Malek said, looking up from his scanner. "Neither of you have anything to fear."

"Thank you…thank you again," Jacob smiled, shaking Malek's hand. "You promise to keep your word and visit, right?"

"Of course we do," Malek smiled. "Jared and I look forward to your anniversary party and to seeing Jordan again."

"You can't stay any longer?" Rhi asked.

"No, I must return. The Council is waiting for the test results and I have a base to run."

"Just remember you are always welcome in our home," Jacob replied.

"Yes, you and Jared are always welcome," Selmak added.

With that said Jared and Malek bid their farewells and left with General O'Neill and Teal'c as their security escort. Jacob and Selmak quietly sat on the edge of the bed beside Rhi and watched as Jordan ate. Jacob's hand affectionately caressed Jordan's soft black hair. Exhaustion was beginning to over take him as he sat there. Only he refused to close his eyes.

'Rest Jacob,' Selmak cooed to him. 'I will watch over them for you.'

'I don't want to sleep yet,' he replied stubbornly. 'I want to watch my son eat his first meal. Maybe even burp him when he's done.'

'Ok. I'll help keep you awake. But we will both need to sleep sometime tonight.'

'I know. Thank you…for helping me through today.'

'You are very welcome, Jacob. And I must say you do make beautiful babies Jacob. Forgive me for being a little bias, but I think Jordan is the most beautiful of all.'

'All my children are beautiful to me Selmak. All of them.'

The room that was once filled with Rhi's screams of agony was now filled with such a peaceful quietness. Even Zach's purring was soft and quiet, as if he thought the sound might disturb Jordan while he fed. Rhi herself was filled with contentment, happiness and so much more. There weren't enough words in any language to equate everything she was feeling as Jordan fed and as her husband watched.

Jacob or Selmak didn't have to speak to convey the emotions they were feeling at the moment. From the warm smile on his face, Rhi knew it was Jacob that was fore. The way his hand caressed Jordan's head told her how much love he already had for his son.

This moment unfolded exactly as Rhi had hoped…and then some.

Rhi wasn't expecting to see so much emotion in Jacob's eyes as he looked up at her. His tears mingled with her tears. His lips tenderly moved from her eyelids to her lips. When he pulled back, he was smiling lovingly at her, his hand gently moving over her hair.

"Thank you," he whispered.

Rhi smiled, "I would do anything for you, my love."

"I know that," he replied softly, raising an eyebrow. "You were absolutely amazing!"

"I was not," she blushed. "I was horrible to you and Selmak. I remember every harsh word and…"

"Shh," he cooed, pressing his finger against her lips. "Our feelings weren't hurt in the slightest. All that matters is the end result…this sleeping babe."

"This sleeping hungry babe! He hasn't stopped since he latched on."

"Maybe he's done."

Rhi slowly pulled Jordan away. His tiny mouth continued sucking for a few moments until it realized Mommy's breast was no longer in his mouth. Rhi and Jacob just watched as Jordan's mouth slowly closed.

"You want to burp him?" Rhi asked, seeing the excitement in his eyes.

"Won't that wake him?"

"I doubt it. Go on…you can do the honors."

"Yeah…who gets the honor of his first diaper change?" Jacob snorted, as he gently moved Jordan into burping position.

"We'll be taking turns," Rhi answered, closing her nightgown back up. "I'll be first, then you followed by Zach and Selmak."

Jacob chuckled.

"What?" Rhi asked, then realized why. Zach laughed softly within Rhi's mind. "Ok, Selmak can be before Zach."

"Age before beauty!" Zach quickly added then retreated.

Jacob's dark eyes narrowed but he was smiling while he continued patting Jordan's back. Rhi couldn't help but laugh. She could only imagine what Selmak was telling him.

"Selmak said something so rude I can't repeat it in front of the baby," Jacob smirked. "But Zach, you had better watch out! Hiding behind Rhi isn't going to save you from Sel's wrath!"

Rhi only laughed harder knowing full well it was an empty threat. Neither Jacob nor Selmak would ever raise a hand towards her or Zach. They've never even raised their voices in anger towards them.

"Good boy, Jordan," Jacob cooed softly. "Time for you to go to bed now, my son."

Rhi got up, pulled on her robe and stood beside Jacob as he delicately placed Jordan in the infant hospital bed Dr. Abrahms acquired. Rhi and Zach together covered the baby with one of his blankets received by Mark and Laura at the baby shower. It was Rhi's favorite blanket. Soft blue with white teddy bears. It matched his one-piece pajamas that were also a gift from Mark and Laura.

The four of them watched Jordan for a few minutes before returning to the bed. Rhi adjusted it so that it was flat before they lay side by side, facing each other. Selmak's hands caressed her back, Zach was doing the same to Jacob's back. But it was Jacob who was fore.

"Selmak and I should sleep on the cot," he spoke softly.

"Nonsense," Rhi countered, her hand, still under Zach's control, moved to the back of Jacob's neck. "I have not been this close to my husband for some time. My stomach is no longer in the way. Would you deny me the pleasure of your closeness even though we cannot make love yet?"

"Of course we wouldn't," Jacob sighed. "But Zach better be careful…his nimble fingers are getting Selmak all excited."

'Zach,' Rhi warned her symbiote.

'Sorry, Rhi. It has been so long for me. I miss them.'

"He apologizes," Rhi replied as her hand slid down Jacob's back. "It is difficult for him. And for me…we must wait at least five to six weeks…"

Jacob suddenly winced as if he were in pain.

"What is it?" she asked, her hand touching his face.

"Selmak just shrieked into my ears!" Jacob chuckled. "She had no idea we had to wait that long to make love to you and Zach!"

"Sel, you poor dear," Rhi purred into Jacob's ear. "Just because Zach and I must wait doesn't mean you or Jacob have to. There are other pleasures we can provide."

"Yes…I know," Selmak sighed, snuggling closer to Rhi. "Another time, my beloved. Tonight you need to rest, as does Jacob. The emotional roller-coaster ride we went on today has caused havoc on our systems. Not to mention I am still tending to Jacob's hand!"

"Does it still hurt?" Rhi asked, reaching for Jacob's hand and moving it to her face.

"It's still a little sore that's all," Jacob answered. "To be honest, I never noticed how sore until a little while ago."

Rhi kissed the back of his hand, then his lips.

"We must sleep now Rhi," he gently insisted. "Turn over, then we can both fall asleep watching Jordan."

Sleep was imminent. Once settled, with her husband snuggled up against her with his arm around her, Rhi closed her eyes. She knew she could sleep soundly without worries because Zach was not going to sleep. He had slept for the past nine months and had no need for rest. If anything happened with Jordan, he would know and he would wake them.

For the first time, in such a very long time, Rhi's dreams were filled with such happiness.

It was seven in the morning. Jack knew it was early but he couldn't put this off any longer. He had to have that talk with Jacob. Jack had debated during the drive to the hospital on just injecting Rhi and the baby without telling Jacob or Selmak. But Jared and Malek were right. With something as important as this, Jack couldn't deceive Jacob or Selmak. Still, Dr. Abrahms was there with him. She was ready to administer the injections when he gave her the go ahead. She was Rhi's doctor after all and Rhi trusted her.

"I'll go in first," Abrahms smiled. "They are expecting me. If you want, I can send Jacob out to you."

"That's fine," he nodded.

Jack didn't have to wait long for Jacob to appear. The man's clothes were wrinkled, he had a dopey grin on his face, and he looked exhausted but exceedingly happy.

"Get any sleep?" Jack asked.

"An hour or so," he sighed. "I was up most of the night watching Jordan sleep. I couldn't take my eyes away."

"I was the same way with my kid after he was born," Jack said.

"Listen…Jack, I know why you're here. I swear to you what happened yesterday won't ever happen again! I swear on my newborn son! And just so you know, Selmak had nothing to do with it! In fact, she tried to stop me but I prevented her from doing so."

"I know Jacob. Malek explained to me about it. And I understand your reaction after everything you and Rhi have been through," Jack smiled. He paused, taking in a deep breath. "I'm actually here to talk with you on another matter."

"Oh…ok."

Jack glanced around to make sure they were alone and lowered his voice as he spoke.

"Jacob, Selmak…I'm here to talk to you about the safety of your family."

"My family?"

"Hear me out. You know that dangers Rhi and Zach are in while living on Earth."

"Yes, Selmak and I are aware. We've experienced some of them," Jacob replied, folding his arms across his chest. He immediately went on the defensive. "I take good care of them!"

"I know you do Jacob. But you can't be with them 24/7. And then there's Jordan."

"What about my son?" Jacob growled.

"Jacob…as one father to another…if anything happens to Jordan I know you would never forgive yourself. Not when you can do something to protect Rhi, Zach, and Jordan now."

Jacob's anger dissipated as quickly as it ignited. Jack remained quiet, watching Jacob who was rubbing the back of his neck.

"Selmak wants to know what you're proposing," he sighed.

"A nanochip tracking device," Jack said, trying not to make it sound so intimidating. "It can be injected and you would never know it was there. The chip transmits a frequency that we can track if the subject is taken. Each chip has it's own frequency and it's not easy to pick up if you don't know what you're looking for. It's designed to blend in with everything that emits energy. According to Carter, just about everything emits some kind of electrical magnetic energy."

"Sam was involved in creating this nanochip?" Jacob asked in disbelief.

"No, the eggheads at Nellis. Carter was explaining the technical side of the chip when the Joint Chiefs informed me of…"

"Ah…there it is…the Joint Chiefs want to protect the only two living symbiotes on Earth!" Jacob snapped, his arms dropping down as he took a step in Jack's direction. "If it isn't the Tok'ra it's my own Government!"

"Calm down Jacob. They do was to protect Selmak and Zach. And I don't have to tell you why. Besides, it's not so bad this chip thing. Even the President of the United States has one…without his knowledge of course."

"Is that supposed to make me feel better, Jack!"

"No," Jack sighed. "But I know you Jacob…you would do anything to protect Rhi, Zach, and the baby. Tell me you wouldn't and I won't force you or your family to be injected. I tell the Joint Chiefs you threatened to take your family and live offworld."

"No…I couldn't do that. I feel safest on Earth…I felt safest on Earth."

"You can feel safe again," Jack smiled, resting his hand on Jacob's shoulder. "The Air Force will be installing a security system on your home. And you have Mickey."

Jacob chuckled.

"Yes, Selmak is grateful to have him. He is turning out to be quite the guard dog," Jacob smiled. Then his smile faded. "You are right…I would do anything to protect Rhi, Zach, and Jordan." Jacob fell silent for a long moment, no doubt debating with Selmak. At least that's what Jack assumed. Then the man straightened up. "I'll agree to this…but Rhi and Zach are never to know. Rhi is going to worry about Jordan as it is being his mother, I can't weigh her down with this extra burden. And I can't tell Zach. He and Rhi share everything."

"And Selmak?"

Jacob's posture changed slightly.

"I am in agreement with my host," Selmak answered using Jacob's voice. "Although I do have one question. A symbiote has the ability to detect a foreign object within its host, do you have a means of masking the nanochip, rendering it undetectable?"

"The geeks at Nellis thought of that too," Jack smiled. "They came up with a protein mark that can be attached to the nanochip. A symbiote would never know it was there, unless they were told about it."

"Very well," Jacob said. "Let's get this over with. I plan on taking my family out of here before dinner time today."

Jacob and Selmak, held on tight to Jordan while they anxiously watched as Dr. Abrahms injected Rhi with vitamins and the nanochip. Rhi was calm and chatty, totally oblivious about what was actually happening. In her mind she was getting another vitamin shot like she had received during the pregnancy.

But Jacob knew…he would always know.

'We will tell them when they're ready,' Selmak told him.

'We had better. I don't like keeping things from Rhi or Zach.'

'I don't like to either. But it's our suffering…or Rhi's suffering. I take us over her any day.'

'Agreed,' Jacob sighed.

"There, all done," Dr. Abrahms smiled to Rhi. "I know Zach's in there taking care of you but I just want to be make certain you're getting the vitamins you need. It's especially important if you're going to breast feed."

"I understand," Rhi nodded, rolling the sleeve of her robe back down. "The doctors of my world do something similar. Even the babies are vaccinated regularly until they grow into teenagers."

"As do we," Jillian said, turning to Jacob. "Now for Jordan."

"Is it going to hurt him?" Jacob asked, cradling the sleeping baby close to his chest.

"He'll be a little sore and cranky afterwards. But I'm confident he'll sleep through most of the discomfort."

"Why don't you hold him," Rhi suggested to Jacob. "Is that ok, Jillian?"

"That's fine," Jillian smiled. "He'll be fine Jacob. I promise."

Rhi's angelic face smiled sweetly at Jacob while she unbuttoned Jordan's pajamas. Jacob forced a smile back, putting up a front and feeling like such an asshole for lying to her. Well, he wasn't lying. He just wasn't volunteering any information to her or Zach.

Jacob also felt horrible for Jordan. The baby wasn't even a day old and he was going to get stuck with a needle! Not exactly one of the first experiences he'd imagine his son going through while watching him sleep through the night. On the other hand, Jacob would never forgive himself if anything every happened to Rhi, Zach, or Jordan.

'Neither would I,' Selmak echoed, hugging Jacob tightly.

Just then Jordan yawned and opened his eyes. He blinked a couple of times before he stared up at Jacob. Jordan was so innocent and totally unaware of what his father was doing to him. He would grow to trust Jacob implicitly and here Jacob was already lying to the boy.

Breathing became somewhat difficult for both Jacob and Selmak as his throat tightened and his vision blurred.

"Jacob, don't cry. It's for the best," Rhi spoke softly, wiping his tears away. It felt like someone just grabbed hold of his heart with two hands and twisted. "It won't be too painful. And Jordan won't remember the pain."

"Ready?" Jillian asked.

Jacob nodded. He and Selmak both held their breath as the needle slowly entered Jordan's leg. They watched his face carefully. He didn't react until the injection was done and Jillian was pulling the needle out.

Jordan let loose an ear-piercing cry that cut right through Jacob's already tortured heart.

'We are doing the right thing,' Selmak reiterated to Jacob, comforting him as best as she could.

"It's all over, Jordan," Jacob cooed, rubbing the baby's leg.

Together with Rhi they started talking softly to Jordan until his cries finally died down.

"He'll be fine," Rhi smiled, wrapping her arm around Jacob.

'Selmak, are we doing the right thing?'

'Yes,' she answered firmly. 'We promised to protect them and that's exactly what we're doing.'

Rhi took Jordan from Jacob's arms and prepared to feed him since he was wide awake now. The guilt Jacob felt already weighed heavily within. But Selmak was right…better that it be him suffering than Rhi.

It was chaos in the house. And for once it wasn't the kids' fault. Mark and Laura took the day off from work. With the kids out of the way at school and Emily with the sitter, Mark, Laura with help from Sam, Jack, Daniel, and Teal'c worked diligently on the getting the house ready for Dad, Rhi, and Jordan.

Although the majority of the cleaning was done by Rhi yesterday, which still shocked Mark and Laura. They couldn't believe she had done such a terrific job while in labor! She even cleaned the drip pan underneath the fridge! So, cleaning wasn't much of an issue.

Sam volunteered to clean bathroom and the rug outside its door. Daniel and Teal'c, were tending to the front door. Laura had left to do some shopping for the small welcome home party. Mark and Jack were busy rearranging the guestroom to accommodate the bassinet.

"No, Jack…it goes over here," Mark said when Jack walked in with the bassinet. "We're putting up some curtains that used to hang in the nursery after Emily was born. We want Dad and Rhi to feel like this little area is a nursery for Jordan. At least during the next month or while they're living with us until they can move into their home."

"Doesn't the sun come through that window?" Jack asked.

"For only a few hours in the morning. Don't worry Jack. The curtains are thick. Jordan will be fine. Let's get the rocking chair and we're done. Laura's going to put the bedding on the bassinet. It's a one mother to another kind of thing, I guess."

Jack shook his head and all Mark could do was shrug his shoulders.

"Come on, you and the others have two hours before Dad and Rhi come home," Mark said, glancing at his watch. "Laura should be here any minute…"

"I'm on it," Jack smiled.

Mark shook his head as Jack left. After a quickly glance around the room, he headed down the hallway towards the master bedroom. He stopped at the bathroom.

"Hey Sam, how's it going?"

"Just finished," she smiled. "Anything else I can do?"

"Why don't you come with me to the hospital," he suggested. "It's not often that you're here in San Diego. You should get in as much time with our little brother as you can."

"There's not enough room in your car for the ride back…"

"I'm taking Dad's," Mark interrupted. "There's enough room for all of us and Jordan."

"Mind if I shower first?"

"No, go ahead. I was about to take one too. We'll leave in fifteen minutes."

"Sam, I'm so sorry you had to clean up the mess," Rhi apologized, unable to stop her tears.

"Rhi, it's ok," Sam smiled, rocking Jordan in her arms.

"I just feel so terrible for making such a mess," Rhi sniffled.

"Rhi, please…you more than made up for it with all the house cleaning you did!" Mark commented. "Laura and I are afraid to touch anything because it's all so clean! Besides, what happened to you happens to a lot of women. And no harm because everything's cleaned up, even the front door."

Rhi gave Mark a puzzled look. Even Zach shrugged to her not knowing what Mark was talking about.

"Dad got a little carried away," Mark said but was unable to explain further as Jacob and Dr. Abrahms returned.

"Here we go!" Jacob cheered, pushing in a wheelchair into the room.

"Jacob, I'm fine…"

"Sorry, Rhi, it's hospital procedure," Jillian seriously said. "You did officially check into this hospital and even though I signed your release form, you have to be wheeled out of here."

"It'll be fine…I'll drive you and Jordan carefully," Jacob grinned.

"Sam and I will get the car and meet you guys out front," Mark said.

"Mark…"

"Rhi, no more apologies," Mark said, giving her a hug. "You just take care of my baby brother."

"Don't worry, I plan to," she smiled as Jacob took Jordan from Sam.

"I got your bag, Rhi," Sam said just before heading out the door with Mark.

"Might want to wrap an extra blanket around him, it's cold out there tonight," Jillian suggested.

"I'll get it out of the diaper bag," Rhi quickly volunteered.

'Pick the one with puppy's on it!' Zach told her. 'Its Selmak's favorite.'

'Jacob's too because it's his favorite shade of blue.'

"I don't think Jordan has enough blue," Jacob remarked when he saw the blanket. "He'll probably grow up and army green will end up being his favorite color."

"Not if Zach and I can help it," she countered.

Together they wrapped Jordan up. Then Jacob gently placed the baby in Rhi's arms once she was situated in the wheelchair.

"Let's get you out of here," Jillian smiled, holding the door open.

"Jacob?"

"Yes, Hon," he replied, pushing the chair.

"What did you do to Mark's front door?"

"Oh…that. I broke the door in. I just knew you were in trouble when you didn't answer your cell phone. I…"

"Shh, I'm fine now," she smiled up at him. "And Jordan turned out fine too."

"Jordan turned out more than fine, my love," he whispered into her ear.

'He did, Rhi!' Zach agreed. 'Jordan is a lovely baby. Selmak was right, as usual. Jacob makes beautiful babies…as do you.'

Rhi sighed, 'It's so good to have you back. I missed you.'

'I missed you too' he said as Jacob wheeled them into the elevator. He and Dr. Abrahms were talking behind Rhi. 'I wished there had been a way I could have been with you during the pregnancy.'

'Perhaps next time there can be.'

'Next time?' he asked in disbelief.

'Why not? Jordan needs a baby brother or sister,' Rhi explained as they exited the elevator. 'I'm sure Malek wouldn't mind helping out again.'

'And I'm sure Sel will figure out a way that I can remain awake. If not, I will! I still can't believe that you went through all that pain and suffering alone!'

'But I wasn't alone. Jacob and Selmak were with me every step of the way. And Jordan was worth every tear and every drop of sweat.'

"Rhi, you should put your sweater on before we head outside," Jacob said as they stopped about ten yards from the exit.

She stood up and allowed him to wrap it around her shoulders. Then she turned to Dr. Abrahms.

"I'm walking out of here," Rhi said defiantly. "The only reason my husband carried me in was because I was unable to walk."

"I won't tell anyone," Jillian smiled while winking an eye.

"Will we see you again?" Rhi asked expectantly.

"I hope so. I had General O'Neill leave your wedding invitation at Mark's house."

"We'll be there," Jacob said. "And thank you…for everything."

"You're both very welcome. And you Jordan…you be a good little boy."

"Ready?" Jacob asked as Jillian took the chair away.

'Zach?'

'Let's go!'

"We're ready," she smiled.

Rhi let Jacob lead them to Mark's car. Actually, it was Jacob's when she spotted Sam getting out. The night was chilly and Rhi was grateful Jordan was wrapped warmly. She watched as Jacob gently situated Jordan in his car seat. Then laughed as it took the two of them with Mark's help to strap the baby in correctly.

Once Jordan was secure, Rhi and Jacob head around to the other side. Jacob helped Rhi climb into the back seat so she could be beside Jordan, as Jacob wouldn't have it any other way. Jacob sat next to Rhi and Sam was in the front passenger seat while Mark drove.

The inside was nice and warm. From the sound, Mark had the heater on high. It was the only sound other than the engine. As Mark pulled out onto the streets Rhi looked down at Jordan and adjusted his blankets. She didn't want him to get too warm. Only once she was satisfied did she turn to her husband.

In the dimness of the street lights as they slowly passed by, she could see that Jacob and Selmak looked refreshed, even through they were still wearing their same clothes as yesterday and even though they had little sleep. She reached up and caressed their face. Jacob's arm wrapped around her.

"I prefer sitting this way with you on the backseat as opposed to before," he whispered, leaning closer.

"Me too," she whispered back, kissing his warm lips.

Out of habit, Jacob's hand rested on her stomach. Rhi didn't mind she enjoyed his touch. During the drive, she leaned against him, listening to him whisper his affections into her ears. He lips touching her face every so often. The only time they parted was when Mark pulled into the driveway.

Mark was going on about how Laura made a big dinner for Rhi knowing she was starving after eating hospital food. He was right. Rhi and Zach were ravenous! And she was certain Jacob and Selmak were too. They never left her side and thus never ate.

"Mark, please! You and Laura have done too much already," Jacob said as they entered the house.

Before Rhi could reiterate what Jacob said, she was bombarded with a small group of people shouting 'Welcome Home!' The grandkids shouted it as loud as they could. There was even a banner up saying congratulations and welcome home.

Rhi and Jacob were speechless and touched.

"Can we hold the baby?" the kids asked.

"Ryan, Jen…what did I tell you," Laura scolded. "They just got home. We're going to give them and Jordan a chance to settle in first."

"It's ok, Laura," Rhi smiled. "How about tomorrow, you both get a turn?"

"Sweet!" Ryan cheered.

"Jack, I seriously hope you haven't been influencing my grandson in anyway," Jacob said.

"Don't worry, Dad," Laura smiled.

"Yeah, Mom ordered Jack around like she was a General!" Jen giggled.

"Enough! Let's let them get Jordan settled then eat dinner," Mark announced then turned to Rhi and Jacob, smiling. "Dad, not a single word…but there's a surprise in your room for the three of you."

Jacob rolled his eyes.

"Let's go Hon," Rhi smiled.

Rhi ascended the stairs. Midway up she had a flashback to her first really intense labor pain. It was almost funny now how her body didn't remember any of it. Part of the reason was Zach. The main reason was Jordan. At least that's what Rhi believed. She loved Jacob so much she would do anything for him. Even if it was painful.

"You ok?" Jacob asked, his hand moving slowly up and down her back.

"I'm fine," she smiled. "Just that right here…Jordan really made it clear that he was ready to come into this world."

"I'm so sorry I wasn't home."

"Jacob, you didn't know. Neither did I. My last check Jillian was convinced that I had another three weeks. Obviously, Jordan had other ideas," she said, making him smile.

"I'm just so glad you and the baby are alright," he sighed, his hand cradling Jordan's head. "I was so scared. Not even Selmak could calm me down."

"Come on. I want to see this surprise."

"I wonder what they did now," Jacob remarked.

At their door, he reached to turn the light on to their room. Rhi's eyes instantly welled up. The room was completely different. The bed was moved over. A dresser and bedside table was missing; they didn't need them anyway because everything was already packed. Next to the window were the bassinet and a rocking chair. The window itself was dressed with curtains that matched the bedding in the bassinet.

Rhi could barely see through her tears but the bassinet was ready for Jordan to be placed in. She glanced over at Jacob and saw he was crying too. They didn't speak. He simply wrapped his arms around her and Jordan, holding them close for a long moment.

"Come on, let's put Jordan to bed then go down and thank them," Jacob smiled.

"It's so lovely…I'm afraid to mess it up," she wept looking down at the few small stuffed animals neatly arranged around in the bassinet.

"Nonsense, Jordan's the missing piece!"

'Jacob's right, Rhi. Jordan's the missing piece of our lives,' Zach replied softly.

Still, Rhi's hands trembles as she loosened his blankets. The room was warm but she didn't want Jordan to get too warm or too cold. Only when the blankets were the way she wanted them did she take a step back.

"Will he be ok up here by himself?" she asked looking to Jacob.

"Thought you'd feel that way," he smiled and then headed over towards the bed. He bent down and pulled something out from beneath. It was a present with white paper and a pink bow. "I got this for you because I knew how much you're going to worry about Jordan. I'm going to worry too."

Rhi sat down on the edge of the bed and began opening the gift.

"It's funny…no one thought to get us these for the baby shower," Jacob commented.

'I wonder why they call it a baby shower. There's no actual showering going on,' Zach said to her.

'It's a showering of gifts Zach,' Rhi countered as she held up the box.

Of course, Rhi being from another world altogether wasn't sure what it was she was holding.

"It's a baby monitoring system," Jacob explained pointing at the picture. "See you place the transmitting radio with the baby and the receiving radio goes wherever you go. This way you can listen in on Jordan when you're in another room."

"Can we hook it up now?" Rhi expectantly asked.

"Of course…I bought batteries too!" he said.

Rhi watched as Jacob and Selmak quickly assembled the radios and made sure they were working properly. Then he put one in the bassinet.

"That should be fine," Jacob said. "He doesn't really move around yet." Jacob grabbed her hand. "Let's go eat, we're starving."

"Just a moment," she said, letting go of his hand.

Rhi leaned down and tender pressed her lips against Jordan's forehead.

"Sweet dreams, Jordan," she whispered.

For two weeks since waking, Zach hardly slept. He had missed out on so much during the past nine months that he was determined to not miss anything when it came to Jordan. While Rhi slept, he would sit in the rocking chair and just watch Jordan sleeping. And whenever Rhi was tending to Jordan, Zach was as equally attentive to the baby as she was.

'Rhi, what are you doing with that?' he asked in disbelief. 'A little keepsake that you aren't supposed to have?'

'I'm checking Jordan,' she replied calmly as she turned the Tok'ra bioscanner on.

'Malek wouldn't have lied to us,' he stated, knowing for a fact that Malek or Jared would never have held any significant information from them.

'I know. But this I need to see for myself.'

Zach remained quiet while Rhi performed the scan. It was Rhi's right to do this if she wanted. He could even feel her relief when she saw for herself that Jordan was normal.

'Whoa…what was that?' Zach suddenly asked when the scanner alarm sounded softly.

Zach had instantly came fore the moment the alarm sounded. A good thing, Rhi's heart rate practically doubled as the fear within her went through the roof. Though Rhi scanned specifically for naquadah, the scanner was capable of finding any abnormalities and alerting the user.

'What is it?' she asked even though she was afraid of the answer.

Zach held the scanner over Jordan's leg. The boy slept soundly unaware of what was going on.

'That's odd…something in Jordan's leg is emitting a signal,' he said. 'It's some kind of electronic device…about the size of a nanochip.'

'WHAT!'

Zach relinquished control back to her. Uneasiness came over him as she checked the readout for herself. As usual, Rhi picked up on his emotions.

'What is it, Zach?'

'It…it could be nothing. But the signal is located precisely where Jordan got his shot,' Zach sighed. 'Selmak said that Jacob's government was sneaky. But I can't believe Jillian would have intentionally put that in Jordan.'

'We have to tell Jacob as soon as he gets back from the store.'

'Agreed. Neither him nor Selmak would hesitate to tell us if they discovered anything like this.'

Of course, Zach wasn't sure who was going to be more furious…Jacob or Selmak. Selmak didn't care for Jacob's government. And Jacob didn't care for people butting into his business, especially if it was the Government or the Tok'ra.

'How do we tell them?' Rhi asked.

'Best to come right out with it,' Zach replied. 'Don't hold anything back. Our husband wouldn't like that.'

Jacob was in an unbelievably wonderful mood. So much so that he didn't even mind that he had to go to the market and buy feminine products for Rhi. But his smile quickly faded the moment he saw the worried look on Rhi's face as she stood there clutching Jordan close to her chest.

"Rhi, what's wrong?" he asked, setting the bag down and closing their bedroom door.

"This," she wept, her hand trembling as she held a bioscanner for him to take.

He didn't even question why she had the thing. But just took it.

"Why would your government do such a thing?" she asked angrily. "He's only a baby!"

'Shit…I knew we should have told her sooner,' Jacob said to Selmak.

'Best do it now then. So that she doesn't worry needlessly.'

Jacob took a deep breath.

"Rhi, Selmak and I have been meaning to talk with you and Zach about this."

"WHAT?" Rhi shouted with a look of total shock on her face. Jordan was instantly awake and crying. "You knew! You knew and you didn't tell me!"

Jacob was expecting her to be angry. But he wasn't expecting the slap across his face. Still, he couldn't be angry with her. He deserved that slap.

"What is it?" she demanded.

"A locator device to track Jordan…"

"My son is not a dog!"

"It's for security purposes," he quickly explained.

"Great! Next you'll be telling me I have one too!"

Jacob couldn't answer. He didn't need to. She saw right through him.

"I can't believe you!" she shouted, slapping him again. "I don't even know you!"

Both Jacob and Selmak thought Zach really had a temper. But Rhi's…she really laid into them. She tried to keep her voice down but it echoed in the room and on a number of occasions was very loud. So loud that Jacob was positive Mark and the others could hear. And Jacob stood there taking in every harsh word Rhi called him and Selmak. He never attempted to quiet her or calm Jordan who was crying loudly in her arms.

For what he had done, he deserved all of it and more.

"Why, Jacob?"

"I had all of us, including myself, implanted with a locator nanochip. I did it to protect us. If I was taken, then Jack could find me as quickly as possible so you wouldn't have to worry for long. Selmak and I were going to tell you…"

"But you didn't! Jacob, you both lied to me! A decision like this should have been made by all four of us! We're a family!"

"I didn't want you to worry," he weakly explained.

"What else have you kept from Zach and I?"

"Nothing," he replied looking directly into her tempered green eyes.

"How can I trust you?" she asked, fighting back the tears.

"I swear, Rhi. It was only this."

Never in all his life as Mark ever heard a woman shouting so angrily at Dad. He couldn't even remember Mom every shouting like that at Dad. And Mom had a temper! Though hers wasn't as legendary as Dad's was.

Still, Mark did his best to keep the kids out of earshot until the dust settled. Only when he heard Rhi shout 'Get away from my son!' and a door slam shut did Mark leave the kitchen. He headed for that staircase expecting to catch someone coming down. However, he was not expecting to see his father looking devastated, as if his entire world was just taken from him.

"Dad, is everything ok?" he asked, as Dad reached the bottom of the stairs.

"I'm sorry if we disturbed your family," Dad said.

"What happened?"

Dad was totally unable to make eye contact with Mark. That's when he noticed the red hand print on Dad's face. But before he could question his father, the man hurried out the front door. A few seconds later, Mark heard the tires of Dad's SUV screeching on the pavement.

"What happened?" Laura asked quietly from behind Mark.

"I'm not sure. But I'm going to find out."

He quickly made his way upstairs. Inside Dad and Rhi's room he could hear Jordan's cries lessening.

"Rhi, its Mark. Can I come in?" he called, knocking softly.

There was a long moment of silence. Even from Jordan. Mark wasn't going to let this issue drop. Not with the way his father looked.

The door suddenly opened as Mark was about to knock again.

Now he really needed to know what happened. Rhi looked as devastated as Dad had.

"What happened?" he asked gently as he followed her in.

"Your father had a locator nanochip injected into Jordan and me. He said he even had one injected into himself."

"What…to track you?"

"Yes. In the event one of us was taken," she replied, rocking slowly in the rocking chair still holding Jordan close.

"Excuse me but what's so bad about that?" he asked. "I wish each of my kids had one!"

"What?" she exclaimed in disbelief.

"The world isn't exactly as safe as any parent would like," he explained. "We can only teach our children so much and hope for the best. There are so many children that go missing, get abducted, or worse. As a parent, I would give my right arm to ensure the safety family."

"I bet you wouldn't make the decision without asking Laura!" Rhi said harshly still furious.

Mark looked at her and seriously replied, "If I had to I would."

Rhi was silent. Her tears continuing to fall as she looked at Jordan.

"I take it this has something to do with yours and Dad's work. Otherwise I don't see him doing such a thing to you or Jordan."

"I don't know," she breathed. "I didn't even ask that of him. He said it was to protect us. And he didn't tell me about the chip because he didn't want me to worry so much about the baby."

Mark took a deep breath.

"Rhi, you are a little naïve about the American culture," he said. "And you tend to fret over the tiniest things. I'm not saying I agree with Dad for keeping it from you but after what happened to you during that final mission, I don't blame him for doing what he thought was best for you and Jordan."

Rhi glared at him. But Mark wasn't about to let this new family fall to pieces.

"Rhi, my father loves you so much," he explained. "My God, he was in tears when you were in labor because he couldn't do anything to take away your pain."

"I didn't know that."

"No you wouldn't because he wouldn't have wanted you to see how upset he was with himself. Rhi, Dad does everything in his power to protect you. I know for a fact that the love he has for you and Jordan has blinded him from time to time. You can't be angry at the man for loving you so much that he would sacrifice his own life to save yours and Jordan's. You of all people know that of him. And I know my father…he would have told you about the nanochip thing when he thought you were ready."

"I guess I did kind of over react," she admitted looking down at Jordan.

Mark could see her guilt overwhelmed her.

"Rhi?"

"I was so mean to him," she wept.

Mark sighed.

"Rhi, you were angry," he said. "We all say things we don't mean when we're angry. I ought to know. Look at what it did to my father and I. We didn't talk for years."

"Where's my phone? I have to call him," she quickly said, getting to her feet.

"Here," Mark said, grabbing her phone off the bed.

Rhi dialed but Jacob didn't answer. She tried again.

"He's not answering," her voice trembled with fear. "What if something happened to him…what if he got hurt…it's all my fault!"

"Rhi, slow down…Dad's fine," Mark said confidently. "He just went somewhere to be alone. And I have a couple of ideas where…come on!"

The cell phone rang again. And again, Selmak did nothing to alert Jacob to it. Nor did she answer it herself. Her main focus at the moment was Jacob. He had withdrawn ever since he parked the car and turned the engine off. She didn't even notice the sun as it set over the Pacific Ocean in the distance because she was comforting him as best as she could.

There was nothing she could say to him to help him or make him feel any better. In his mind, he deserved exactly what he got. Even if that meant losing Rhi, Zach, and Jordan…forever.

So she wept with him. After all, his pain was her pain. His loss was her loss. They both deserved this punishment. Not even she could see how to fix the damage they had caused. Or she had caused. Jacob wanted to tell Rhi but Selmak persuaded him not to.

Some time had passed. It was total darkness outside. And there was a soft tap on the driver's side window.

Thinking it was a police officer or park ranger Selmak quickly wiped her face. Jacob came fore and turned to address whoever was there. Neither of them was expecting to see Rhi standing there with Jordan in her arms, tears streaming down her cheeks.

Jacob quickly exited the vehicle, noticing Mark's car right behind his.

"I'm sorry," he and Rhi said at the same time.

Selmak chuckled for a moment. But she agreed with Jacob that Rhi had nothing to be sorry for. And she allowed him to convey their feelings to their wife.

Rhi signaled for Mark to leave. Then turned back her attention to Jacob and Selmak.

"No, we are sorry," Jacob said. "We should have told you and Zach much sooner."

"None of that matters anymore," she smiled, caressing his face. "I understand why you did it. Zach and I can't be mad at you and Selmak for protecting us…for loving us so much."

Together Selmak and Jacob pulled Rhi, Zach and Jordan close.

"We'll never do anything like that again," they said, their lips moving from Rhi and Zach to Jordan and back.

"Rhi, I'm afraid I am to blame," Selmak admitted. "Jacob wanted to tell you but I…"

"Shh, it doesn't matter anymore," she whispered. "I was the one who was mean…I…I shoved you and Jacob out of Jordan's life. He isn't only my son, but Jacob's too."

'Selmak?'

"Jacob wishes to hold his son," Selmak spoke for her host, feeling his need to be close to Jordan.

"Jacob or you never have to ask," she smiled.

Like every time before when Jacob held Jordan Selmak felt the love her host had for his son. She was filled with the same love even though the baby wasn't biologically hers.

"If anything ever happened to you or Jordan…" Jacob spoke softly. "There is no life without you or him. That's the only reason why I did what I did…I swear."

Rhi looked at him.

"And there is no life without you either my love," she replied, kissing him.

Over the next few weeks Jacob and Selmak kept apologizing to Rhi and Zach. And each time she forgave them and told them they didn't have to keep apologizing to her or Zach. Reflecting back, Rhi knew she was as wrong as Jacob was. She will never forget the utter devastation on his face when she told him to get away from Jordan. It was one thing to be angry with him for keeping things from her but it was far worse to take Jordan away from him the way she did.

Rhi and Zach promised that no matter how mad they got at Jacob or Selmak they would never punish them by keeping them from Jordan. Even though they didn't give birth to him their claim on the baby was equal to her own. Rhi just hoped they never fought like that again. She didn't want to feel that angry or guilty or scared again.

Besides, the four of them hadn't had time to argue of late with tending to the baby and buy things for their home. They were finally in their own home now…just barely. The only room almost completely finished was the nursery. Rhi, Zach, Jacob and Selmak worked nonstop for an entire day putting up the wallpaper, painting the ceiling, and installing the carpet to match the wallpaper and ceiling. They were so exhausted and their own bed wasn't even ready that they had to spend one last night at Mark's house. Besides, they couldn't let the baby in the nursery yet because the paint was still drying.

Of course things could be progressing quicker. But Jacob and Selmak insisted on doing the majority of the physical labor. To save money Jacob wanted to do as much as he could without hiring professionals to do it. Rhi and Zach were so surprised that Jacob was quite skillful in home improvement and repairs. When questioned, Jacob explained that his Uncle Jeremiah, who was a handy man and more of a real father to Jacob than his biological father, put Jacob to work doing such things during each summer until he graduated from High School.

"You never talked about your father before," Rhi remarked as Jacob helped her place the crib where she wanted it.

"Not too proud of the man."

"Jacob, he was your father!"

"Rhi, Hon, there's so much more to being a father than just getting your wife pregnant," Jacob grumbled. "My father didn't get that. I got no love from him and nothing I did was ever good enough for him. Sometimes Uncle Jeremiah couldn't believe my father and he were even brothers."

"What happened?" Rhi asked, having never seen such sadness in Jacob's eyes before.

He reached up and rubbed the scar on his forehead.

"I was only nine years old. My father came home drunk one night. One of his many nights I should say. As usual I could hear Mom and him yelling at each other. Only this time he'd gone too far. When I heard Mom cry out…like she was in pain, I hurried out of my room…you know to protect her."

Jacob paused. He was visibly shaken as if the memory hurt him.

"It wasn't the first time he had hit me," he said softly. "But it was the worst he'd ever done and it was the last. I woke up in the hospital. Mom was there, crying. Uncle Jeremiah was there too. He promised me that nothing like that was going to happen to my mother or me again."

"I never saw my father again. Mom told me Dad was taken to jail for hitting her and me. We never knew what happened to him after that. When he was released he never sought us out, not even his own brother."

"We ended up living with my Uncle. In fact, he married my Mom. Seeing him with her showed me how a woman should be treated. They were only married for seven years though. Mom got really sick and died my senior year of High School. Her death hit my Uncle Jeremiah hard. He really loved her and he loved me as if I was his own son. He lived just long enough to see me get my first commission in the Air Force just two years after I graduated from High School."

"So you see…in every way that mattered, he was my father," Jacob smiled. "He would have loved my kids. He would have loved you like a daughter. And I don't talk about him much because it brings up too many painful memories. Mom's death really hurt. Then to lose the only father I cared for really hurt me too."

"He seemed like an honorable man," Rhi smiled, wrapping her arms around him. "He would have been proud of the man you are today."

Jacob smiled and blushed slightly.

"I'm proud of you too," she seriously said.

His smile softened. Such tenderness filled his dark eyes. Those eyes still could take her breath away whenever they touched her soul.

"I love you," she whispered, her hand moving to the back of his neck.

His response was instantaneous. His hands pulled her closer. His lips pressed affectionately against hers. But both Rhi and Zach were anxious. Perhaps Zach more than her because he hadn't made love with Jacob and Selmak for nearly eleven months now. Or perhaps because it had been nearly two months since Rhi and Jacob last made love.

Whatever the reason, the kiss changed as did their touch. His hands were strong and firm as they caressed and squeezed her. And Rhi's were equally passionate, filled with so much desire. No, it wasn't all Zach's influence on her. Rhi wanted…needed her husband's touch. She encouraged Jacob by moving his hand beneath her shirt.

His lips moved furiously around her neck. She was ready for him to take her there. Only he suddenly pulled away.

"We had better stop," he gasped.

Rhi heard his words but she could see his body was saying something different. Hers was speaking the same thing.

"It's alright…we can now," she replied, moving up against him, her hands reaching for his shirt.

"What…right now? Our bed isn't even together!" he exclaimed as she pulled his shirt off.

"Since when did we need a bed," she purred, slowly pushing her fingers through his chest hair.

Rhi started giggle when he laid her down.

"Jacob I didn't mean right here!"

"It's the only room with carpet!"

'He's got a point, Rhi,' Zach commented, as Jacob gently lay on slightly top of them. 'And it has been so long for me.'

"Alright…I can't win when it's three against one!" Rhi smiled.

"When are Mark and Laura bringing the baby by?" Jacob asked, his hand moving up her thigh beneath her skirt, his lips nibbling her ear lobe.

"Not until lunch time. We only just started the day so…"

Rhi didn't even finish as his mouth quickly over hers. His hands hastily explored her most intimate and sensual areas. Her heart and breathing increased. She wanted to move things along a little quicker so she urged Jacob to roll onto his back. This way she had the advantage and could dictate the tempo.

"Did you hear something?" she suddenly asked, pulling her mouth from his and panting for air.

"No," Jacob replied breathlessly, using her being distracted to retake his previous advantage.

No longer distracted, Rhi smiled mid kiss as his hand skillfully unzipped her skirt.

"DAD! RHI!" Mark's voice sounded from downstairs. "DAD!"

Jacob let loose a frustrating growl as he stopped everything he was doing.

"Crap!" Selmak hissed, making Rhi giggle. "You think it's funny…it's not…it's actually slightly uncomfortable!"

'She's right…it can be very uncomfortable for a man when he has to suddenly stop making love to his wife!' Zach added.

"I'll go," Rhi laughed. "Before Mark spots us in this position…" She then added with a wink, "Again!"

"Maybe I shouldn't have given him a key to the front door!" Jacob growled as he rolled off Rhi.

"We'll continue this later," she cooed, kissing his forehead as he lay there trying to catch his breath.

"We had better at least get the bed ready first!" he shouted at her as she headed for the door.

Rhi quickly fixed her skirt and shirt. Then she headed downstairs, engaging in idle conversation with Mark to allow Jacob and Selmak a few minutes to compose themselves. It was difficult to keep a straight face as Zach was laughing his little fool head off about Jacob and Selmak!

"Perfect timing Mark!" Jacob sarcastically said as he finally came down.

"I'm not sure what you mean?" Mark smirked.

Jacob rolled his eyes, moving to Rhi's side.

"Your shirt's on inside out, Dad," Mark pointed out, making Rhi giggle softly. "You know Dad, one of these days you're going to have to let me in on your little secret!"

"It's not little and I don't have any secrets!" Jacob complained as he fixed his shirt. "Mark, you're grown up enough to know that you should have called first!"

"Jacob," Rhi gently chastised him using that tone, letting Jacob know he was being rude.

"It's alright Rhi. I'm a bear too whenever I'm interrupted with Laura!" Mark smiled. "Just wait until Jordan walks in and asks 'What are you doing to mommy?'"

"Been there already, Mark…you had a bad habit of climbing out of your crib and walking in on your mother and I in the middle of the night!" Jacob scoffed, making Mark's face turn bright red. "That first time I was so mad at you. But as soon as you ran away in tears, I realized I was wrong. We had a long talk. That didn't help because you did it again the next night."

"He probably just wanted to be with you or Allison," Rhi said, defending Mark.

"Yeah, I had returned from a long mission," Jacob smiled warmly. "My son missed me. I ended up letting him sleep on my chest for those few nights when he came in."

"Anyway, before you embarrass me anymore, Dad, I thought you could use some help. Rhi told Laura you insisted on doing everything yourself. At that rate you won't be completely moved in until Christmas!"

"Mark, give your old man a break here!" Jacob playfully responded. "First you attack my manhood, now you're saying I'm lazy! I'll have you know that we finished the nursery yesterday. The paint's dry and we were just moving the furniture in…"

"We would welcome any help you can offer," Rhi interrupted, firmly grabbing hold of Jacob's hand. "I would like to actually sleep in my own bed tonight."

"Right!" Jacob exclaimed, totally understanding what Rhi was getting at. "I could definitely use some help laying down the carpets and getting the master bedroom finished…TODAY!"

"Great! I brought a few buddies of mine from work!" Mark exclaimed. "Just tell us what you need done and we'll do it!"

Rhi watched as her husband, still a commanding General, got these civilians to follow his orders. It took until well after dinnertime for them to finish the master bedroom, the living room and the kitchen and making them look livable. The family room still needed to be painted but at least all the carpets were installed in each room, even the upstairs hallway and staircase were done.

After Mark and his friends left, Jacob helped Rhi with putting the dishes on the shelves. Neither had time for grocery shopping so there was no dry goods to put away. They only had a few food items in the fridge, mainly bottles of water, juice and Jordan's prepared milk bottles.

By the time they finished, it was already ten thirty. Dinner was quick because it was so late. Just a couple of sandwiches that Jacob and Selmak wolfed down with some juice while Rhi fed Jordan. She had eaten earlier because she was so hungry and couldn't wait to eat with Jacob. He didn't mind, as he enjoyed watching her feed the baby.

Then it was off to bed. Rhi and Zach were hoping they could pick up where they had left off earlier that morning in the nursery. Only after Jordan was put in his crib Rhi came in to find Jacob laying on the bed where he had fallen face down, still fully dressed with his shoes on, snoring.

Zach made a rude comment.

'Zach...that's not very nice! They've both worked very hard yesterday and today,' she reminded him. 'Besides, there will be plenty of time for making love later. Let's finish getting moved into our home first. Jacob and Selmak are no good to us if they're tired and exhausted!'

'And you say I'm rude!'

'I know you Zach! You'd wear them both out in an hour if they weren't fully energized!'

'Alright!' he relented, but then asked excitedly. 'Can we at least undress them and make them more comfortable?'

'Zach, you're incorrigible!'

Rhi shook he head. Only one way to take care of this! A long cold shower! Only then could she tend to her exhausted husband without fear of Zach taking advantage of Jacob or Selmak!

The baby's cries from the baby monitor woke Zach up. He lay there listening, not wanting to rush in and rescue the little guy like his mothering or fathering instincts wanted to. It was difficult as those instincts were so overpowering whenever Jordan cried. But Zach and Selmak agreed to follow Jacob and Rhi's lead when it came to tending to the baby. And even though it seemed cruel to let Jordan cry for a bit it taught him that mommy and daddy weren't going to come to him at any moment he wanted them to.

Jacob was not going to have his boy be like some babies who cry for attention all the time. And no matter how much Selmak hated hearing Jordan cry, Jacob kept her in line…it was his number one rule now to her! Although, the previous number one rule was still in effect…it was now the number two rule.

Rhi hated hearing Jordan cry too. However, Rhi was a great mother. She was a natural. She could tell the difference between Jordan's cries. It amazed Zach as Rhi knew when Jordan was distressed or when he was seeking attention simply by the sound of his cry. Jordan was two months old now and Zach was still trying to figure it out. But he knew that if Jordan was crying for attention that he would eventually stop because no one came to him.

Sure enough, after a few minutes, Jordan stopped crying. The crying was replaced with gurgling and cooing. No doubt there was some drooling too. Zach smiled to himself as he listened. He couldn't help it. He had never been a parent before. And he never knew how exhilarating parenthood could be or how much love filled his heart for Jordan.

Zach glanced over at Jacob. He lay on his stomach head to the side. In the dim moonlight, Zach could see from Jacob's face that he was in an extremely deep sleep. He even had a small smile on his face. Again, Zach smiled to himself. He was the reason why Jacob and Selmak passed out. Nine months…he missed them and they missed him. Only Zach missed them a little bit more.

Rhi was even exhausted and fell asleep long before Zach was finished! Of course it was their first time she, Selmak and Jacob were able to make love since before Jordan was born and the first time in eleven months it was all four of them together. The four of them made the most of Jordan's down time hoping he would remain asleep through the night like he did the majority of the time after he ate his dinner.

Moving gently, Zach slipped out from beneath covers. While putting on his robe, he bent down and kissed Jacob on the back of his neck. He even fixed the covers, adjusted the pillow and moved Jacob into a more comfortable position. Both Jacob and Selmak were so far gone they didn't even flicker an eyelid.

Then Zach headed down the hall into the nursery. Jordan was still making baby noises and sounded very happy and content. Since Jordan was awake, Zach saw no reason for not checking on him. The baby probably needed a clean diaper as he usually peed once he was awake. So, Zach turned the light on to low then approached the crib.

Jordan immediately got excited! And he started kicking when Zach looked down at him. Then he gave Zach a big smile.

Zach still gasped at the sight of Jordan's eyes. They were exactly the same shade and brightness as Rhi's. His black hair curled slightly and he had the cutest dimples in his cheeks whenever he smiled. Mark was right, with those long locks, emerald eyes, and adorable dimples Jordan was going to have the girls chasing after him.

"Hi Jordan," Zach cooed, picking up the baby. "Thank you for sleeping and letting your parents have some much needed alone time." He laid the baby down on the changing table. Jordan kicked happily again. "Do you need a diaper change? I think you do!"

Jordan smiled again, drooling all over his hand at the same time. Zach quickly changed the baby's diaper. While buttoning up the pajamas Jordan started to get fussy. A sure sign he was getting hungry. He rarely waited too long after waking up to start getting cranky for Mommy or a bottle.

'Rhi…wake up,' Zach called, mentally nudging her with his mind. It was Rhi's number one rule to be the one to breastfeed the baby. Zach was allowed to feed the baby a bottle. And since he didn't feel like going downstairs to heat up a bottle he had to wake Rhi. He sensed her slowly coming around. 'Rhi, it's time for Jordan to eat.'

'What time is it?' Rhi yawned.

'Nearly five in the morning.'

'Jordan slept in. He usually wakes between 2 and 3 for a feeding.'

'Good thing too!' Zach giggled.

'Zach…poor Jacob and Selmak…I fell asleep around midnight!'

'Sorry, Rhi…I missed them! I was making up for lost time.'

'In one night?'

Zach laughed, relinquishing control to Rhi as she turned the light up a little more.

"Hey baby boy," Rhi cooed, sitting in the rocking chair. "You hungry Jordan?"

Jordan puckered up and tears instantly filled his eyes.

"Oh, I know…here you go."

Jordan eagerly suckled as if it was his last meal!

Out of habit, Zach started purring softly. He knew a woman's breasts were very sensitive but he never knew how sensitive until he inhabited a woman. Of course, only Jacob could make Zach purr so loud that Rhi claimed it was deafening!

'Zach, watch your thoughts while the baby is feeding,' Rhi warned him.

'Sorry…I missed…feeling everything while I was dormant. I crave food, drink…our husband.'

'Zach!'

'Sorry, I'll behave while you're feeding the baby.'

As promised, Zach cleared his thoughts. He listened quietly as Rhi hummed a lullaby to Jordan. His big round jewel eyes looked up at while he fed. The look he gave Rhi was one he reserved only for her. She was his mother after all. Jordan wouldn't even give it to Zach who looked like Rhi.

Jordan was smart. He knew the difference between Mommy and Zach, Daddy and Selmak. He reacted differently to all of them. Mommy was becoming more than a milk dispenser. He gave her his biggest smile and most affectionate look. For Daddy he never cried and if he was crying he instantly stopped. Plus he loved it when Daddy played with him. Jordan's first laugh was with Jacob. Selmak played her own games. But belly farts on the baby's belly and flashing her eyes always made Jordan smile. And now that he could laugh he would smile then giggle uncontrollably.

With Zach, Jordan kicked excitedly and drooled excessively. And unfortunately for Zach, Jordan cried the most because Zach looked like Mommy but wasn't Mommy. But Zach never took offense often relinquishing control to Rhi or handing Jordan over to Jacob.

'Jordan loves you as much as he loves Jacob or me,' Rhi commented, picking up on his thoughts.

'I know,' Zach sighed. 'But there is a bond between you and Jordan that none of us will ever have.'

'That's only because I carried him for nine months,' she said as she stood up, maneuvering Jordan into burping position. 'There is a strong bond with Jacob because he often talked to Jordan during the pregnancy. Jordan will come to love you and Selmak as much as he loves his mommy and daddy. Wait and see. Jordan's a smart boy like his daddy.'

"Yes you are, aren't you?" Rhi smiled, rubbing her nose against Jordan's.

Jordan smiled then yawned. Then Rhi yawned.

'Go on back to sleep Rhi. I'll tend to the baby.'

"I love you Jordan," Rhi said, kissing Jordan's soft hair.

Rhi was back asleep as quickly as she had woken up. As promised, Zach tended to Jordan for a short while until he fell asleep. While Zach was covering the baby he felt a familiar tingle in his gut. Selmak's presence could be felt. But it was Jacob's arms that wrapped around Zach's stomach and his lips the pressed against the side of Zach's neck.

"Did he eat?" Jacob sighed.

"Of course," Zach answered, using Rhi's voice.

Jacob snickered.

"Zach, you should know by now that you can't fool me. I know for a fact that Rhi can't be awake! I'm barely awake. And Selmak's still sawing logs!"

"Sawing logs?"

"Still sleeping," Jacob yawned, leaning against Zach. "I woke because the bed was getting cold…you and Rhi weren't there to keep me warm."

Zach turned around, encircling his arms around Jacob's neck.

"I can always do something about that," Zach teased, kissing Jacob.

"As tempting as that sounds…I too tired. You wore us out!"

"I never thought this day would come when I wore Sel out," Zach chuckled.

"Just don't tell her that!"

"Deal," he smiled, then kissed Jacob.

Jacob yawned again. Zach gently took hold of Jacob's hand. They dimmed the light then returned to bed. Jacob was instantly asleep in Zach's arms when they settled back under the covers. A short time later, Zach fell asleep looking forward to the days ahead with Jordan.

He like Rhi, Jacob and Selmak couldn't wait to experience Jordan's first tooth, first word, first step…first anything! Deep within Zach knew that Rhi wanted to have another baby. But she wasn't ready to ask Jacob yet. She wanted to wait a year or two year before having another baby. Zach wasn't in any rush. He didn't want to sleep for so long again and he didn't want to miss out on anything with Jordan.

Jacob was jolted awake by Mickey's barking. He quickly but gently slid out from beneath the covers, being careful to not wake Rhi or Zach. In the darkness, he found his sweatpants and put them on as he headed out the door. Mickey was still barking when Jacob hurried towards the stairs causing him to hurry even more.

He knew Mickey didn't bark unless there was a good reason. And even with the high tech security system on the house, Jacob relied on Mickey as the early warning system. As the well-trained dog he was Mickey was there to greet Jacob as he reached the bottom of the stairs.

"What is it boy?" Jacob asked quietly.

Mickey let out a muffled woof and headed off into the living room towards the window that looked out over the front porch. The curtains were drawn and the nearby street light illuminated a small portion of the living room. Jacob stayed in the shadows and slowly crept up to the window expecting to see someone on the porch. Instead, he saw an orange tabby cat licking its ass on the chair just outside the window.

"Mickey! You scared me half to death!"

Mickey quickly offered his paw as an apology to his master. Jacob took it and patted the dog on the head.

"Yes, you're a good boy. I think we'll let puss 'n boots stay where he is. It is Christmas morning after all. But you had better go back to sleep or else Santa will not be bringing you a new rawhide bone! Go on…go to bed."

Jacob watched as Mickey did as he was ordered and headed into the family room where his bed was located. He filled his wicker basket dog bed with his full body. Selmak told Jacob that Mickey deserved the best bed. Jacob bought it because it looked nice and he could simply replace the big dog pillow within the bed instead of washing it. Although, Mickey was probably the nicest smelling dog on the planet since Selmak bathed him every other week. She even hooked up a hose to the hot water from the laundry room so Mickey didn't have to freeze his tail off during the cold months.

After inspecting each room on the first floor, Jacob made use of the downstairs bathroom. Before heading upstairs he turned the Christmas tree lights on. This way Jordan would see them as he came down. He loved looking at the lights. Jacob often had to grab the boy before he got to close to the tree for fear of him getting hurt.

Jordan had already gotten hurt once when he accidentally rolled off the couch. It had happened a couple of months ago. Jacob had been changing Jordan's diaper and had only turned his back for two seconds to grab the diaper wipes from the end table behind him. Before he'd even turned back around he heard Jordan's head hitting the floor followed by heart palpitating wailing.

Rhi, who had been napping, had come flying down the stairs to find Jacob in a panicked state! His heart damn near leapt from his chest. His arms and legs were trembling so badly he could barely stand or hold Jordan who was screaming. Jacob thought for sure that something had broken and was in tears as Rhi quickly examined the baby. The baby only had a red spot that turned into a small bruise on his head but was fine. After Rhi placed him back in Jacob's arms he apologized to his son while repeatedly kissing the booboo until Jordan's crying ceased. Jacob and Selmak had hoped to never experience such a scare again.

Thinking of Jordan made Jacob stop by the nursery. He peered in, wondering if he should check on the baby. An overwhelming sense of déjà vu suddenly came over him as the memory of a dream came forth. Jacob's heart raced with fear. He quickly turned the light on. That irrational fear grew in intensity as he approached the crib. Then he let out a huge sigh of relief when he saw Jordan sleeping soundly. He smiled adjusting the blanket to cover the baby.

"I can't believe you're eleven months old and that it's your first Christmas Jordan," Jacob whispered, caressing his son's thick baby-soft black hair. "I wonder…have I done a good job as your daddy so far?"

'Yes, you have,' Selmak yawned as she stretched.

'Selmak!' he cried out.

'Sorry Jacob. Didn't mean to startle you. But to answer your question, you have been a wonderful father to Jordan so far. Can't you tell? Each time you enter the room he calls for you and reaches for you. He nearly took his first unaided steps to you last night. His first word was dada. Who was able to comfort him through his tears after his first big fall…you did.'

'Yeah because it was my fault he fell!'

'It was an accident. Jordan is going to have his bumps and bruises. Besides, who was up with him all night when he was sick with a fever…you were. Jacob, you are a good father to Jordan and a good husband to Rhi. You have no reason to doubt yourself.'

'Not with you in there anyway!' Jacob countered, making her laugh. 'Come on…we have a few more hours to sleep before it's time to get up.'

Selmak didn't protest when they returned to the master bedroom. She was as equally excited about Jordan's first Christmas morning as Jacob was. They were both ready to fall back asleep as their soft pillow looked so comfortable and inviting.

Only after Jacob removed his sweats and slipped back under the covers, the warmth of Rhi's body against his changed his mind. Plus, the way her bare shoulder was exposed was just too tempting to refuse. The exposed skin was soft as his hand slowly moved over her shoulder and down her arm.

When he affectionately kissed Rhi's shoulder she stirred, at first only moving slightly. Then as his lips pressed against the back of her neck he got more of a reaction from her. She was awake and turned around, her lips finding his. Neither of them spoke. They never had to as their lips and hands spoke for them whenever they made love.

Although Rhi did have a habit of calling out his name during a moment of ecstasy and still did! Only she was much quieter about it…when she had to be. They had to be when living at Mark's house. Not so much now because Jordan wasn't old enough to understand if he heard anyway.

"You know, you have such a sexy voice when you call my name like that," he purred into her ear.

From the sound of her giggle, he knew she was blushing. Nice to know he could still make her blush just as much now as he did when they first fell in love.

"You are so beautiful, Rhi," he whispered between his kisses.

"What about when I was pregnant?" she whispered back.

"Especially, when you were pregnant!"

Jacob stopped what he was doing.

"Rhiannon, I love you so much," he seriously said. "You are my other half. You fill a void in my heart I never thought needed filling. And you are the mother of our son. You will always be beautiful to me. Always."

"My darling Jacob, you really know how to make a woman feel loved," she cooed, her hand caressing his face.

Her lips found his as her body urged him to continue making love to her. He did and lost himself within her embrace until the flames of his desire were finally quenched. As their passion died down, he whispered her name over and over, repeating his and Selmak's affection for her and Zach. Jacob fell asleep with Rhi's head on his chest. He awoke at the designated time with her still in his arms. She reached and turned the alarm off.

"Merry Christmas," she said, snuggled against him. "Thank you for a lovely early present. Zach and I thoroughly enjoyed it."

"As was intended," he smiled, kissing her forehead. "Come on, you wake up Jordan. I'll let Mickey out and start some tea."

Jacob dressed in his favorite sweats and t-shirt with the slippers Rhi had bought him for his birthday. He grabbed a jacket from the downstairs closet and headed out into the backyard. Selmak took control taking care of any messes Mickey had made last night and this morning. As always, once Mickey was done, she wetted the grass down where ever the messes were that she had to clean up, making sure the keep the grass green and plush.

Back inside, it only took a few minutes to heat the water. With two cups of tea, Jacob headed into the family room where he found Rhi sitting wearing the nightgown and robe he bought her for their anniversary. Christmas music was playing softly. And Jordan was adorable as ever, sitting on Rhi's lap wearing his Christmas pajamas that were bright red with little reindeer all over them.

"Merry Christmas, Jordan!" Jacob smiled.

He was wide-awake and looking around, wondering what was going on. Both Jacob and Rhi agreed to only open Jordan's presents for now. They'd open theirs, Selmak's and Zach's later once he was back to sleep after breakfast. For the first few presents Rhi held Jordan while Jacob opened the presents. Both were encouraging Jordan to tear the paper off himself even though he wasn't coordinated enough for it yet.

Jordan was quite fascinated by the bows on the presents and kept reaching for them. Jacob stuck one on Jordan's arm just to see what he'd do. Jordan took it off, inspected it and then attempted to eat it.

"No, no Jordan…it's not food baby," Jacob smiled. "See!"

Jacob stuck the bow on his own forehead, which instantly made Jordan giggle and clap. Rhi grabbed another bow and handed it to Jordan. This time he put the bow on Jacob's forehead, squealing with delight when his daddy smiled. Then he put one on mommy's face clapping and giggle making both his parents laugh at him.

With no need to rush, they played with the bows for awhile before continuing with the presents. A lot of the presents were clothes Jordan would need as he was growing like a weed and seemed to need a new wardrobe each month because he outgrew his previous one.

Of course, Sam and Mark bought way too many toys for their baby brother. Jacob and Selmak were already calculating the dimensions for making a toy box to fit most of them into.

"Last present, Jordan," Jacob smiled, holding his son on his lap as they sat on the floor.

"This is from your Daddy!" Rhi said excitedly to the baby as she sat beside Jacob.

Jordan kind of helped by banging a blue toy car with one hand against the present. The other hand was holding a red toy car that was getting a car wash by his drool. Of course, he dropped the drool covered car for a bow and stuck it on his own head.

Jacob laughed heartily as did Selmak within. Rhi quickly took another picture for the photo album. She had already taken so many that morning. They wanted to take as many pictures of Jordan as possible on this day. Especially later when they headed over to Mark's house.

After the presents were opened, Rhi quickly picked up any wrapping paper and bows before Jordan tried a taste of any more of them. With a fresh cup of tea, Jacob sat back on the couch as Jordan crawled around the mess of toys on the rug. A moment later, Rhi joined him at his side.

"Here Jordan, have some milk," Rhi smiled.

He crawled over to them and pulled himself up onto his feet. Jordan was still a little uncoordinated with the sipper cups but was getting much better. He almost didn't need Mommy or Daddy's help with the cups anymore. No matter how much they helped or didn't help Jordan always got milk or juice all over his chin. As usual, Rhi was ready with a wipe.

"Go on…go play," Jacob smiled.

For half an hour Jacob and Rhi watched, as Jordan played with just about every box the toys and clothes came in. The only toy he actually showed interest in was the blue car he was still carrying around. He was banging it against all the boxes, against the toys, the tree, and even poor Mickey was used.

Mickey was a good sport. He often herded Jordan away from areas he wasn't supposed to be. And it never bothered him when Jordan grabbed onto his fur. Jacob and Selmak always made sure to praise Mickey whenever he did something good around Jordan. Especially since it was very apparent that a bond was forming between the baby and the dog.

Then they watched in surprise as Jordan suddenly stood up without using anything. He was so intent on his toy car that he didn't realize he had done it.

"Jordan, come to Daddy," Jacob called, moving closer so the boy would only have to take a couple of step.

Jordan glanced at his daddy for a moment before returning his attention back to his car. His bright green eyes were focused and serious as he held the toy.

"Jacob, ask him for the toy," Rhi suggested, ready with the video camera.

"Jordan, can Daddy have the car?" he asked, holding out his hand.

Jacob felt his heart racing with excitement. Selmak was holding her breath.

"Dada!" Jordan called, holding the car up.

"That's right, give Daddy the car," Jacob repeated.

Then Jordan suddenly realized he wasn't holding onto anything and looked a little worried.

"It's ok, Jordan…come to daddy," Jacob said, holding both his hands just out of Jordan's reach.

Jordan smiled big. The trust in his father was without hesitation. He took a small step. Then another and another. He only took a couple of more before he lost his balance. Jacob grabbed his son before he fell.

"Good boy, Jordan!" he cheered, holding his son high above his head. "That's my boy!"

As always, Jordan giggled, smiled and squealed with delight. He absolutely loved it whenever Daddy held him high or even tossed him up and caught him. Jacob would have continued playing with Jordan but he could sense Selmak was getting restless. She had bought Zach a very special gift and couldn't wait for him to open it. Jacob was curious too as he was kept in the dark when she shopped for Zach and Mickey.

"Rhi, why don't I feed Jordan while you and Zach open your gifts," he said as he got to his feet with Jordan in his arms.

"Ok, I'll pick up these boxes while you get his food," she smiled back.

"Better leave one or two out for Jordan. He's not really interested in the toys yet," Jacob chuckled and then headed for the kitchen. "You hungry Jordan?"

Jordan replied in a string of unintelligible words.

'He says yes Daddy,' Selmak translated.

'You can't know what he's saying anymore than I can.'

'What else would he be saying then?' she asked as Jacob opened the cupboard.

Jacob shook his head grabbing a jar of chicken and vegetables and a jar of peaches.

'It's beyond my comprehension as to why the baby's food smells nothing like the description on the label,' Selmak commented as Jacob headed over to the silverware drawer. 'For example, the chicken doesn't smell anything like chicken.'

'He eats it, that's all that matters,' Jacob countered.

'Yeah, and it doesn't matter what he eats because it all smells the same coming out!'

Jacob laughed, 'And guess whose turn it is for his next diaper change!'

Selmak mentally stuck her tongue out at him. Then Jordan started getting fussy, reaching for the jars as they headed back to the family room. The boxes had been cleared. Rhi was waiting patiently on the couch. And Mickey was in rawhide heaven in his bed.

"Sit here for a second, Jordan while Daddy gets Mommy her presents," he cooed, sitting the baby on the floor.

Jacob set the spoon and jars on the end table before heading to the tree. Of course, Jordan didn't understand why he had to wait to eat and just started crying. It was difficult trying to remember what each present was for Rhi while the baby was in distress. He had a specific order he wanted her to open them in.

'It doesn't really matter, Jacob! Just grab all the one's with Rhi and Zach's names on them!' Selmak suggested. 'The one in purple wrapping paper is for Zach from me. He has to open that one last!'

There were only about eight boxes. Jacob tried not to go overboard like he had done for Rhi's birthday. She made him promise. The four of them agreed that each Christmas would always be for Jordan. Even after he stopped believing in Santa Claus.

"Here, Hon," Jacob said, quickly setting all the presents on the couch.

"Jacob, it's alright. Jordan needs to learn a little patience," she smiled, noticing his distress from the baby's cries.

"I just hate hearing him cry," he countered turning his attention to the baby.

Jordan was now sitting, face down on the rug, and bellowing out his displeasure at having to wait.

"Come on Jordan, it's not that bad," Jacob cooed, sitting down on the rug beside his son and opening a jar. "Jordan, get up…time to eat."

Hearing the magic words, Jordan sat up, tears streaming down his round cheeks, and opened his mouth when he saw the spoon full of food was ready. The second the spoon deposited a bite in his mouth his cries and tears instantly ceased.

"Is that good…yummy, yummy in your tummy," Jacob commented putting another bite in Jordan's mouth.

Jordan grunted, patting his tummy.

While feeding Jordan, Jacob managed to catch Rhi's reaction to all her gifts. She loved all the books he bought especially the steamy romance novels that Laura got her hooked on. She absolutely adored the children's storybook because she loved reading stories to Jordan when it was bedtime. And of course, she loved the art pencil set with the drawing pads. He made sure to watch her reaction as she opened the small present.

"Jacob, it's beautiful!" she gasped, holding up the small chain with emeralds on it.

"No…no, Hon!" he exclaimed, when she tried to put it on her wrist. "It's an anklet. You put it around one of those sexy ankles of yours."

Rhi instantly turned bright red.

"Must you always embarrass me?"

"Yes," he smirked. "But at least I do it when we're alone now and not in front of my family."

"Thank you, it is very beautiful," she said, leaning down to kiss him.

"The emeralds match your eyes," he grinned.

'Remember Jacob!' Selmak shouted at him.

"Zach! Open the purple present last…it's from Selmak," Jacob quickly said.

"I'm afraid to open it now!" Zach smirked.

Selmak simply giggled hysterically within Jacob's mind.

"I'm curious. I have no idea what she bought you. She even hid the receipt from me," Jacob said as he put the last bite of baby food in Jordan's mouth. "All done!"

Of course, Jordan was devastated and started crying again. He even started chewing on his fingers for emphasis that he was still hungry!

"Oh, Jordan! It's not like we're starving you!" Jacob exclaimed, quickly reaching for the dessert jar. He popped it open and put a bite in Jordan's mouth. As before, he fell silent, swallowing his food quickly and opening his mouth for more. "I swear he's eating more and more everyday now!"

"He's a growing boy, Jacob."

"I know…he's growing so fast though! There…is that better, Jordan?"

Jordan flashed a huge grin.

"He must get those dimples from Rhi's side of the family because no one on my side had them," Jacob commented.

"What are you talking about? Rhi found those baby pictures of you…you had dimples! Shame you out grew them!"

"Just open your presents," Jacob remarked, trying not to ignore the heat he felt in his cheeks.

'I thought we hid those!' Jacob said to Selmak who instantly started giggling. 'Selmak! That wasn't very nice!'

'I had to share them. You were so cute as a baby! And you had hair!'

"Jacob, I thought Rhi said to stop buying her low cut summer dresses!" Zach said as he held up a lovely thin strapped long yellow, flowery dress.

"I didn't buy it for Rhi. I bought it for you."

"That's a fine line you're treading on Jacob," Rhi smirked. "Whether you buy it for Zach or me, I'm the one out in public wearing it!"

"Is it a crime for a man to buy his wife gifts that accentuate her beauty?" he asked, again making her blush.

Rhi threw a wad of wrapping paper at him in jest, making him laugh. Then Zach was in control again, preparing to open his last present. Jacob quickly wiped Jordan's face.

"All done now, Jordan…I hope you're full," Jacob commented, picking up the baby and moving to sit on the couch.

He allowed Selmak fore since this gift to her mate was something special.

"I hope you like your present," Selmak smiled excitedly.

"Selmak, you're so like a child at times," Zach replied.

Jacob watched intently as Zach pulled the ribbon and wrapping paper off. From the shape of the box, he knew Selmak had bought some kind of clothing. The tissue paper was removed and Zach's eyes suddenly widened.

"Well, hold it up Zach so we can see!" Selmak requested.

This time it was Zach who blushed.

"Rhi is never going to let you get away with this, Selmak!" Zach commented and then held up a black, thin, silk, sexy lingerie top with matching underwear.

Never had it entered Jacob's mind to buy such a thing. He thought his wife's body was sexy enough. However, seeing Zach hold up the garments was enough to get Jacob's heart pumping rapidly.

"You know, Zach…if the baby wasn't awake, Jacob and I would make you model it for us then make love to you by the Christmas tree!" Selmak smiled.

Zach smiled, turning a darker shade of red.

"Tonight would be fine with me!" Jacob grinned.

"And Rhi says I'm incorrigible!" Zach retorted. "Selmak has been a bad influence on you Jacob!"

"No more that you've been on Rhi," Jacob countered.

Zach smiled, then leaned in kissing Jacob while caressing the back of his neck. Selmak purred at her mate's touch wanting so much to make love with Zach but knowing they couldn't because Jordan was right there.

"Zach and I say thank you for all our lovely gifts," Rhi smiled as she pulled away. "Give me the baby and you can open yours now."

Zach was right. Selmak was like a child at times. She loved presents. So Jacob allowed her to open all the gifts even his. They both loved the silver watch with their initials engraved on the backside from Rhi. And Jacob loved the thin sliver chain. He allowed Rhi to put it on for him, giving her a quick kiss as she did so. Then for the last present, Zach ordered Jacob and Selmak to keep their eyes closed. It was his special present to Selmak.

It took several long moments. From the sound, Jacob could hear Zach get up and leave the room momentarily.

"Ok, you can open it!" he said, after putting a box on Jacob's lap.

Selmak opened their eyes and their hands quickly lifted the lid of the box. Jacob instantly rolled his eyes as Selmak literally squealed with delight like a little kid.

"Look Jordan…a kitty!" she said excitedly, holding up the tiny shorthaired black and tan tabby.

Ok, Jacob wasn't too thrilled with the idea of a cat. The dog was one thing. The cat was a completely different animal as far as he was concerned. However, from Jordan's reaction to the kitty Jacob decided to keep his mouth shut.

"Be gentle Jordan," Jacob ordered, when Jordan reached for the kitten. It was an order he had to give often when Jordan was getting to rough on Mickey. "That's it…gently."

Of course, you know who had to come over and inspect the furball! Jacob thought the fur was going to fly for sure! Only it didn't. Mickey and the kitten seemed to take to each other. In fact, when the kitten was on the floor, Mickey herded it around much like he did Jordan. Then of course, Jordan didn't want to be left out and wiggled his way to the floor.

"It's a girl kitty," Zach said as they watched Jordan crawling as fast as he could after Mickey and his new little friend.

"It had to be! You know what that means," Jacob said.

"Yeah, I have a good idea, Selmak's going to call her Minnie!" Zach smiled.

"What else would I call her?" Selmak countered.

"At least she seems to have a good temperament," Jacob observed as Jordan grabbed her. "Jordan, no…no drooling on the kitty!"

"Kiss!" he shouted at his daddy.

Jacob shook his head as he got up to rescue the poor kitty. Sure enough she was already soaked.

"Jordan, you really need to learn not to drool when you give a kiss," he said, using the end of his shirt to dry the kitten off. "Poor kitty!"

"Jacob, look," Rhi said, indicating for Jacob to turn around.

Jordan was using his hands on the floor and trying to stand up. It took a few moments but he did it then came towards Jacob.

"Kitty!" he shouted, reaching up with his hands.

With his hands in the air, Jordan lost his balance and fell onto his behind. Only he didn't cry. He was determined to get to that kitty. So young and he already displayed his father's stubbornness! He managed to walk and crawl his way back to the couch where he climbed up and sat next to his Daddy.

"You want to hold the kitty?" Jacob asked.

Jordan figured that was his ok to move in. He was as gentle as his coordination would let him when he tried petting the kitten. She started purring and rubbed against Jordan's face, making him giggle.

"Kitty," he grinned up at his Daddy making him smile.

'You know, Jacob…for Jordan's sake, she'll be called Kitty,' Selmak said happily to him.

For the next hour or so Jacob and Rhi watched as Jordan played with Kitty and Mickey for a bit before returning his attention to his blue car. They thought for certain he would get sleepy and conk out. But he never did. In fact, he was practicing his walking, getting better with each new step.

Later, at Mark's house Jordan showed off his new ability. Emily who was running around everywhere now took to her Uncle Jordan. Everyone took lots of pictures of her kissing Jordan on the cheek, of her holding his hand and trying to get him to walk with her.

Sam was there too, getting her fill of her baby brother. She was so surprised at how much he had grown. And she was shocked to see him walking. And of course, like everyone else who laid eyes on Jordan, she had to comment on his eyes and his dimples.

All in all it was an exhausting day for Jordan. He finally passed out in the middle of eating his dinner. For the remainder of the evening while talking with Mark, Sam and Laura, Jacob never set his son down, holding him against his chest. Rhi was at his side most of the time too, only getting up to replenish their eggnog drinks every so often. Jacob and Selmak even felt Zach's touch every so often as his fingers playfully massaged the back of his neck where Selmak lay.

Jacob didn't want the day to end. But eventually it had to. Their day ended much like it began. He and Selmak made love to Rhi and Zach. In the darkness, while Rhi, Zach and Selmak slept Jacob looked forward to the many days ahead of them that were just like this one.

But there was one day, hopefully in the nearby future that he was greatly looking forward to. He knew Rhi wouldn't refuse when he asked her. Not when Selmak figured out a way for Zach to be with her this time around.

Jacob fell asleep, dreaming of his future family. After all, he didn't buy a four-bedroom house for nothing!

The End