Disclaimer: I don't own the show… but like I've said so many times before, I wouldn't mind owning Tim Rozon.
Chapter 13: Surprise!
I sat on the bathroom counter with the pregnancy test in my hand. I had done this once before. Pink meant yes. I was pregnant again. I had just started to get my figure back from the birth of Tommy Jr.
It must have happened a week or so ago, after the engagement. We came home to celebrate and I guess what's done is done.
I started sobbing into my hands. I didn't want to be pregnant again, not after such a short time. Tommy Jr. still needed a lot of attention for himself but another baby around? That'd just be nuts.
"Yo, Jude!" Tommy yelled, slamming on the door. "We're supposed to be at the studio in five minutes!"
"Tommy, can you come in here a minute?" I called back to him.
He entered the bathroom. "What's wrong?" He looked at the test in my hand. "A pregnancy test?"
"Yeah…"
"Is it positive?"
I nodded.
"It's not like we don't already have a kid. This is just another step along our relationship."
"It was so hard last time…"
"But I'll be here this time, I can help you through it."
I stood up and tossed the test into the trash. "You don't get it."
"Get what? We're just having another kid."
"I don't want to be pregnant!"
"What?"
"I don't want to go through it again so soon. Tommy is still so young and he needs a lot of attention."
"But we can so this."
"Easy for you to say. You don't have it as hard as I do."
"But this time you'll be waited on, hand and foot. I promise you, it will be better this time."
"But I don't want to be pregnant! I just don't want to have this kid right now."
"Wait, you're not thinking of-"
"An abortion? I don't know, maybe. I just can't think straight right now!"
"Jude, c'mon, an abortion? That's so stupid!"
"It's not your decision now is it?"
"Think about this! Do you really want to kill an unborn child?"
"I'm not ready for this again, Tommy! Don't you get that?"
"Don't you get that I want you to have this baby?"
"Okay, when you're the one that has to carry it in your body for nine months, then we'll talk. But wait? That's not going to happen. So it's my choice." I tried to walk past him.
He grabbed hold of my shoulders and stared me down. "This conversation is not over. Imagine how you would feel if your parents hadn't wanted you to be born. Wouldn't you just feel so damn awful?"
"I guess…"
"I mean you didn't want to give up Tommy when your mom wanted you to, right?"
"I can't believe you brought that up, I really don't want to think about it."
"Sorry, just please, don't get rid of our unborn child."
I glanced down to the floor before looking back up to him. "Fine, I'll keep it."
"Thank you, you wont regret it."
Want to bet? I thought.
AN: Again, I love to torture everyone. Please R&R! Also, if anybody out there has any ideas they're willing to spare for my fic, PLEASE tell me!