AN/ Random drabblness. xD; HanaxTohru!
I suppose watching from a far is as good as it will get, Tohru-chan.
No amount of longing will bring me to you, that is for sure. I suppose I am cursed to be alone, to be different from others.
It's not my fault.
It's not my fault that I love you…
It's never my fault.
I care so much for you, so much. My heart twists painfully out of what…what is it…? Jealousy? Every time I see you with him. Every time you make him smile. That could be me, with you, hand in hand.
I could confess. But I'm afraid of rejection. It would be nothing new, for I have suffered through that pain before. But…if I was rejected by my Tohru-chan, then…my heart would simply break.
So I will keep my feelings hidden for now. Perhaps…one day…I shall unlock them from my heart.