(Disclaimer: You asked for it and now you have it. ALL YOU WHO SENT ME REVIEWS ABOUT THE LOVE BETWEEN INU AND KAG READ BOTTEM Stupid copyrights but you know what's coming. Own no music I just found the lyrics. But the bands (yeah I know, "Shut up!" but) Cascada (I think is how it's spelled. My friend gave me those lyrics.), more A Perfect Circle, Blue October, and Jack's Mannequin)
(InuYasha's POV)
She looked so happy to be home. Kikyo wasn't bothering her anymore from what I could tell and she has forgiven me. "Come on let's get you up to your room to rest." I said taking her hand. She shook her head. "I've been resting! I want to do something." She said with a smile. "Ok how about we go back to that park thing?" I asked. It wasn't to far away and she wouldn't get hurt walking there I hoped… She nodded and I looked down at Sota. "Want to come to?" He nodded and ran to get a coat. It had apparently snowed recently. The ground gets a blanket of white and the whole world seems to have stopped. I thought looking out the window. Keh damn Kagome's made me soft. I smiled at the thought. "Stupid girl. Turned me soft and doesn't even know it." I whispered against the glass. "Who turned you soft?" She asked. I jumped a foot in the air. I had no idea she was standing there.
I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
"Keh do I look soft to you?" I asked trying to hide what I said. She rubbed my ears and I felt my heart melt. "Yep!" She said with a smile. "Keh!" I turned and crossed my arms in my kimono. She kept rubbing. "Your ears are so cute." She said. I smiled slightly. I loved her. She could always make me melt inside. Sota came in and laughed. I jumped back and frowned. "Let's go." I said. Kagome was out the door before I could hardly finish my sentence. Sota followed quickly. I brought up the rear and shut the door. Kagome was sitting on a blanket under the sacred tree. Sota was running around the yard making snow angels and building snow forts. I shook my head and sat down beside Kagome. "We have had some rough times with this tree huh?" She asked rubbing its trunk. I nodded and smiled. "But we have had some good times too." She nodded and leaned against me. I put my arm around her shoulders.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.
(Kagome's POV)
He was right. We first met under this tree. We found we could connect through time under this tree. But he also told Kikyo he would always protect her under this tree. I pushed those thoughts out of my head. He was with me now. I wasn't going to think of Kikyo until I had to. But you know he will die with her in the end. My brain said. I sighed and leaned back against the tree. I wonder if Kikyo will take him to hell with her under this tree? I thought. "Kagome? Kagome!" I leaning off him and looking up. "Huh?" I asked. "I asked if you were still having nightmares about Kikyo." He said sounding grumpy.
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.
I shook my head. "No I haven't." I said. Day dreams or nightmares? I thought. "Kagome what is wrong, you are out in space more than usual." He said looking concerned. I shook my head and gave him a slight smile. "I'm ok." I said. He looked skeptical but didn't push it. I looked back at the tree and up at the spot where he had been sealed. I stared at it a minute. "Kikyo loved him. And he her. But Naraku 'caused this betrayal. Now he's going to leave me to be with her." InuYasha stared at me. "What?" I asked. "Kagome… Do you not want me to leave with Kikyo?" He asked. I felt my face heat up. Oh no! I whispered! I didn't mean to! I thought staring at him. "Well I kinda…" I said quietly.
(InuYasha POV)
What is she going to say? I thought. Tell her! My brain screamed. "Kagome before you say anything I have something to say." The words were out before I could stop them. She stopped and looked at me. "Well um I'm glad you're ok and I'm sorry. And I don't want to leave with Kikyo." I said quietly unable to get myself to say I love you. I sighed as she looked down than back up at the tree.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.
Sota came running over. "Hey InuYasha?" He asked. I looked up. "What?" He looked over at Kagome than back at me. "Are you and Kagome going to be like me and Mica?" He asked. I blinked and looked over at Kagome who looked confused. "Who's Mica?" She asked. "My girlfriend." He replied and Kagome blushed. "Well are you?" He asked. I wanted to crawl under a rock. I grabbed his arm and pulled him down to me. "Maybe sometime soon." I whispered into his ear and let him go. He blinked and smiled. "Yes!" He yelled jumping around in the snow. Kagome stared at me. "What?" I asked. She looked down and blushed redder. "Nothing." Keh women. I thought but smiled.
(Kagome's POV)
He cares! Oh my gosh! He all but said he loved me! I thought happily. He was smiling even though he was trying to look annoyed. I leaned against him again. He blinked down at me but I just smiled and closed my eyes. He was warm and smelled nice. I felt his arms snake their way around my waist. I held his kimono tight and buried my face into it. I heard Sota laughing. "You were right InuYasha! It is sometime soon!" He yelled. I blushed but let him keep talking. I looked around a few minutes later and noticed street lights were coming on.
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
"Come on Kagome it's getting late. You need to rest." InuYasha whispered. My mom leaned out the door. "Sota, Kagome, InuYasha dinner!" InuYasha picked me up gently. "I can walk you know?" I said. He smiled and shrugged. "Keh I'm carrying you get over it." I smiled. He was actually being nice for once. And to think earlier today he had shown his claws to me. My brain said distantly. I blocked it out in favor of the hanyou carrying me inside.
(InuYasha's POV)
Kagome was soft and light. She seemed so happy being in my arms that I wasn't about to let her walk inside. Once we were inside I let her down. "I'm going to go change hang on." She said walking up the stairs. I nodded and sat down on the couch with Sota. "You love her don't you?" He asked as soon as I was sitting down. I stopped and stared at him. "L…love?" I asked to stun to answer. He nodded and He nodded and looked down. "Keh! I don't love Kagome. She's too ugly. Plus I love Kikyo." I said. I heard a gasp and looked up. Kagome was on the stairs looking hurt. I jumped up as she ran to her room.
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
"You do love her or you wouldn't have said that." Sota said. I blinked and looked at him. Wha…? I didn't have time to worry about it. I jumped over the couch and chased her to her room. Her door was locked. I knocked. "Kagome listen. I didn't tell your brother the truth because I didn't want him telling you before I could!" I yelled. The locked clicked and the door opened. "Tell me what?" She asked tearfully.
I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
"Damn it Kagome." I said feeling irritated. She blinked and looked upset again. I pulled her into a hug. "Kagome you know I don't love Kikyo. But your little brother has a big mouth and I wanted to tell you…" I pulled her chin up so I could see her eyes.
(Kagome's POV)
What was he going to do? He leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on my lips. My eyes opened wide but slowly closed. All the thoughts of Kikyo disappeared. Everything around me was covered by a pinkish mist. InuYasha must have seen it too because he smiled against my lips causing me to smile also. He's so warm. I thought happily. Finally we broke apart. He smiled at me. My heart was pounding and I knew he could hear it. "I don't love Kikyo, but I do love…" He started. "Dinner!" My mom yelled. He groaned and shut the door. "That woman is out to get me!" He said staring at the shut door. I laughed, my heart felt so light and my stomach was full of butterflies.
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
"Wait who do you love?" I asked remembering what he was about to say. He looked at me and blushed. "Well…" Mom opened the door. "InuYasha dear I made your favorite, steak." She said. He nodded and followed her out. I followed behind. "InuYasha what were you going to say?" I asked catching up with him. But it was to late his brain was overtaken by the scent of food. "Huh yeah whatever." He said. I groaned but smiled, the kiss still fresh in mind. We walked into the kitchen and found five steaks, salads, and potatoes. I sat down at the table. He sat beside me. Sota, Grandpa, and Mom filed in. Mom sat on my other side while Sota sat on her other side leaving Grandpa beside InuYasha, who was tearing his steak apart. I started laughing and he stopped and smiled at me. "What's so funny?" He asked rubbing my chin lovingly.
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I beamed happily. "Oh just you." I said. He growled gently and smiled. Sota and Grandpa were staring Mom on the other hand was smiling. He went back to his steak. I giggled and hugged him around his waist. He finished the steak and smiled as I ate mine. "Want some?" I asked. He shook his head. "Keh I just ate a whole one!" He said. He rubbed his stomach. "Kagome do you want me to pop?" He asked. I blinked and laughed. I took a few more bites and felt full. "May I be excused please?" I asked. My mom nodded happily and I took my plate to the sink. "Don't worry about that dear. You just have fun with InuYasha." She said. I blinked and blushed, but nodded and turned to InuYasha. He smiled and turned to the stairs. I ran past him and smiled from the top of the stairs. "Slow poke!" I laughed. He ran and picked me up around my waist. "Now who's slow?" He spun me around and I laughed. "Oh your side!" He sat me down quickly than pointed to my room. "Bed." I yawned. It was rather late. I took his hand in mine and walked to my room. I lay on my bed and pulled him down beside me. He pulled me against him and I yawned.
(A/N: InuYasha's words about mid paragraph with Kagome are part of B/O Lyrics. I don't own them but it sounded cool.)
(InuYasha's
POV)
Kagome fell asleep quickly. Well she had had a pretty rough
day. I felt a small grimace at the thought of showing her my claws
earlier. She looks like an angel. I thought as she slept
peacefully. I felt myself nodding off and willing let sleep come.
Kikyo and Kagome were standing in front of me suddenly. "Hey what's going on girls?" I yelled. They both looked up at me. I ran over in time to see Kagome pull out an arrow. "Go away." She said with tears rolling down her cheeks. "What's goi…?" Than I smelt it. Someone was fertile. With my pups? I looked between them and noticed Kikyo rubbing her stomach. My stomach dropped. I had never wanted Kikyo to be my mate! If anyone I wanted it to be Kagome. I nodded and looked up at Kagome who was crying harder. And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave. Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made. And like a baby boy I never was a man. Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand. And then I fell down yelling "make it go away!" Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be. And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?" I woke in a cold sweat. She was still lying beside me sleeping soundly. "Kagome!" I shook her awake.
(Kagome's POV)
"What InuYasha?" I asked groggily as I blinked awake. "Kagome did I mate with Kikyo!" He asked sounding frantic. I woke fully up and looked at him. "Mate? Not that I know of why?" I asked. He sighed happily and hugged me. "Why? What happened?" I asked. "I had mated with Kikyo and you asked me to leave. It was awful Kagome! I lost you!" He said. I noticed his voice cracking slightly. I blinked and looked up at him. "InuYasha are you ok?" I heard him sniffle lightly and nod. "Yeah just a bad dream." He said. He leaned off me and lay back down. I snuggled back up to him and buried my face into his chest. "Hey InuYasha." I said. He grunted. "The fair is today!" I said happily. I leaned off his chest and smiled up at him. He was smiling too. "Oh yeah. I finally get to hear your mystery song." He said. I laughed and hugged him again. I love his smile. I thought happily. His ears were moving in all directions. I reached up and started rubbing them. He groaned and lay back down, pulling me on top of him. I blushed brightly as he started rubbing his hands up and down my sides, being careful of my injury.
This is morning
That's when I spend the most time
Thinking 'bout what I've given up
This is a warning
When you start the day just to close the curtains
You're thinking 'bout what I've given up
"Do you have your song memorized?" I asked. He nodded than stopped. "Wait what?" He looked confused. "Your song?" He thought a minute. "Oh yeah!" He said.
(InuYasha's POV)
Hmm she is so soft. She was laughing. "Good will you sing it please? Once so I know you have got it." She sat up and I groaned. Stupid song. I thought. I nodded and she smiled. She has a pretty smile. I thought happily. She turned on her "CD player" and I sang my song. When I finished she tackled me backwards on her bed in a huge hug and laughed. "That was great InuYasha!" She sounded so happy I was glad I sang. I smiled smugly and held her. "Hmm. You are warm Kagome." I whispered in her ear. She turned red. I started rubbing her sides. Sango would never believe this. I thought. Suddenly something warm was against my ear. I jumped lightly and realized it was Kagome's lips. She was placing soft kisses over my ears. I tickled her sides lightly. She jumped back into my lap and held her sides, laughing. "InuYasha!" She said. I smiled. Hmm this could work. I thought tickling her again. She was rocking on her bed laughing.
Where are you now?
As I'm swimming through the stereo
I'm writing you a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I rearrange the songs again
This mix could burn a hole in anyone
But it was you I was thinking of
"Kids?" Her mom opened the door. I sat up and smiled. "Morning!" I said. "Tickling fight?" She asked. I nodded. "I'm making sure to watch out for her wound." I said. Her mom smiled. "Ok well have fun! Breakfast will be ready soon." She said.
(Kagome's POV)
He was being nice! I sat up and hugged him from behind. He lifted his arm and put it behind me, around my waist. "InuYasha?" I asked. He looked down at me and smiled softly. "Yeah?" I felt my heart beat faster. His smile was so…nice. "Uh…um…" He smirked now. "That's nice Kagome." He said and I blushed. Well if I wasn't so nervous! I thought. I giggled. Sota walked in at the moment. "Hey I want to play!" He yelled jumping on my bed. InuYasha started tickling him. He laughed and tickled me. We were all laughing after about 15 minutes. I could hear InuYasha's heart beat as I laid on his chest laughing. Sota lay on the other side of his chest. He put his arms over both of us. "I feel like a pillow." He said. Sota sat up. InuYasha pulled him back down. "Now kid just because I feel like a pillow doesn't mean that you have to get up." He said. I smiled up at him. He leaned over and kissed me on the head. I blushed and Sota jumped up. "InuYasha are you in love with Kagome? Are you going to get married? Are you gonna be my brother!" He yelled. InuYasha blinked at him.
I read your letter
The one you left when you broke into my house
Retracing ever step you made
And you said you meant it
And there's a piece of me in every single
Second of every single day
But if it's true then tell me how it got this way
"Uh in order; yes, hopefully, and yeah." I sat up and stared at him. "What?" I asked. He smiled at me. "You heard me fine." His smile was a smirk now. Sota was dancing around my room. He ran out of my room so fast that he was a blur. "You ok?" He asked sitting up looking worried. "Yeah fine." I said hugging him tightly.
