To my reviewers:
Alex C: i know my name doesn't fit my personality. Thats the funny part. It used to, but it doesn't anymore. Life can even make a light turn dark. Just as the story says. I, hikari, write the dark angsty stories, sunny writes the humor. It used to be the other way around.
hikarinotenshi15: haven't you read someother of my stories? You're names familliar to me. You think this is emotional, you should read my xanga. This poem was one of my entries, because poerty many peoples way of expressing emotion. And because i was trying to tell my feelings to my friends indirrectly.
They just think its another one of my random poems -.-
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They think they know what's wrong with me,
what I'm going through deep inside.
Thats a lie.
They swear they know how i feel and whats wrong with my head,
they say they've all had times where they went through what i did.
Thats a lie.
They say they'll help me get through life,
and no matter what, they'll be by my side.
That's a lie.
They say they know everything about me,
because i'm the sweet innocent creature i used to be.
That's a lie.
And care so much that i'm alive.
and never want to see me die.
Thats a lie.
They say they'll protect me because thats what friends are for.
That's a lie.
They say stuff about me,
that i'm screwed up in the head Thats a lie.
They say I'm making a big deal about this.
They all have worse problems, so why am i so miserable?
Thats a lie.
They don't care that i exist,
they don't know that i hear them talking about me,
they don't feel the way i do,
they don't real issues too,
they don't mind seeing me in pain,
they don't see my mulitation,
they don't want me there,
they don't understand my true feelings,
how much i want to die.
That's not a lie.
I hear them, laughing, giggling away without a care in the world. They don't even realise that i'm here
"You ok, Bakura?" I hear Yugi ask me through the dark clouds within my mind.
As i snap back to reality, I look up at him blankly, untill i realize I am again in school.
A smile crosses my face, as i put on that innocent smile, that denies all of my inner emotions. "I'm fine." I say throught gritted teeth.
No you're not.
"Well...ok...but if you need to talk...i'm here..." The shrimp smiles and goes back to whatever he was doing.
Liar.
I sigh, and close my eyes. I don't know how much longer i'm gonna be able to do this. To act like nothings wrong with me, when in reality, i'm about to break.
But maybe if i hold on to everything i have left, maybe one day, they'll see how hurt i am, one day, they'll accept me for who i am. They'll understand that i need more than a second glance every now and then.
That's a lie.
Who am i kidding. I have nothing left. Even though the spirit of the ring hated me, he still acknowlegded my existance. But now he's gone. He's in the depths of darkness, or probably in hell. They took him away from me, and i'm all alone.
That's not a lie.
But who needs him? Certainly not me. He's a mean, nasty, dark person. Plus, everyones meant to be alone.
...That's a lie.
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well...this chapter wasn't as good. But the poem for the next chapter is better. Review please!