Marick'sDarkSlave- I continued...you're welcome. I'll try to keep up with this...
hikarinotenshi15- Hm...yes this story comes from my mind, but i don't really need to talk about it...but i will talk anyways! If you have aim, my name is animehikari12. If not, feel free to email me anytime.
Dark Magician Girl Hikaru- Wow...was it really that emotional? I guess, so.
In that case, here's more.
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There you go again,
forgetting my very existence.
not realizing how hurt i am,
the real personality behind the mask.
Seeming problem free,
Its just an illusion.
It's not real,
one day, it will all just fade away.
Dissolve into nothing,
just like my broken spirit,
and your view upon me.
I guess it's only human nature,
to hold someone tightly,
then throw them away.
Like a piece of trash;
Like they're nothing,
just because you found someone better?
Is that all i am?
Am i nothing in your eyes?
You swear up and down that my thoughts are incorrect.
That its just a voice in my head that's troubled,
and that one day, my blind eyes will see reality.
Though its not me who needs to open my eyes.
It's you.
I don't need to fix what i've done,
I've done nothing wrong.
If i had to go back in the past to fix a mistake,
it wouldn't be my faults.
It would be that i was born.
And i thought trash cannot make mistakes,
you told me that,
before i turned to nothing in your eyes.
I don't understand how i fell so quickly to you.
One second i was everything to you,
the next i'm not even there.
And the infection spread,
it's as if i died to the world.
As if i'm standing at my grave,
reading my headstone.
But it's blank,
as if i was never born,
with one word etched into it's rocky, crumbling surface.
Nothing.
It seems as though i never meant a thing to the world,
to my mom and dad,
to my sister,
to my friends.
Nothing.
That's all i am. I never was anything else.
I'm so pathetic, that's all i can tell myself.
I'm Nothing.
You wonder why i hate myself so?
You'd hate yourself too,
if you were lower than the lowest lifeform If you were lower than trash,
If you were nothing.
They all walked out without me again...imagine that.
They saw Mai over there, i guess.
Reminds me of battle city.
After i was knocked unconsious, who stayed by my side?
Nobody.
They all left me.
Who took care of my body while i was in the shadow realm?
Nobody.
Though after Mai was banished, who stood by her?
Everybody.
I bet they wouldn't care if I had stayed in the shadow realm.
And right now, neither do I.
I'm nobody to this world.
Just "that kid" to everyone.
I don't matter.
I'm nothing.
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Review please!