Hello reader, and reviewers.
the next chappie-ter is here!
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Here I sit in the darkness,
alone without a friend
here is where my coffin is
this will be my end.
With only a razor
with only a blade
with only few memories
the ones that dont fade.
everyone left
not knowing what ive been through
they saw my insanity
not knowing what to do
nobodys here
what can i say?
one person stayed
but they took him away.
Now im torn to pieces
once i was whole
my heart is broken
just like my soul.
My knife in my arm
slashes all over me
the writing in my skin
to keep my sanity
my spirit broke
my life is a dud
so all i can do
Is spill more of my blood
they cant stop me
they cant destroy my life
they took away everything else
but they cant take my knife.
Life is a confusing thing, ne?
I walk into the bathroom, pulling out the blade from the razor that i kept on the sink.
I dont have to hide it. Theres no one to hide it from.
No one cared whether i cut or not
They dont even knowtice my new scars.
Hell, I doubt they would care if i comitted suicide...they'd probably laugh to death.
I wish Bakura were here. I know he'd care. He'd snatch the razor from my hands and tell me that its bad. He'd ask me why i do it, and when i told him, he'd tell me that I'm not alone. He'd hold me and tell me I'm beautiful. He'd kiss my lips, and I'd be pain free.
Gods, I love him so fucking much.
But he's never coming back to me.
Never.
I furiously stab the small blade into my arm, right next to the other marks, which either spell out words, or are random slashes.
Discovering that i dont have enough room on the arms, i move to my wrist, starting by my elbow, and carving downwards one simple word: Never.
Never means Never.
Never will they break me.
Never will they have the pleasure of laughing at my grave.
They will never have the satisfaction of seeing me dead.
Never will my lover return.
He will never come back to me.
To hold me,
To kiss me,
To tell me that i'm not alone,
To love me...
To keep me alive.
NEVER.
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Sorry for the late update...give me a break, I'm at the library for ra's sake!