I'm feeling generous tonight...
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From the earthly realm I'm watching his illusion in my dreams.
I can hear him crying.
Maybe It's because he misses me.
Maybe it's because he feels the way I do.
Alone and helpless.
I think I hear him screaming.
Maybe he wants to kill someone,
Vengence has always been in his blood.
Maybe he's dying.
Perhaps it's slow and painful.
Maybe he's waiting out the death penalty.
What if he's watching me?
What if he wishes he could kiss every mark on me,
and tell me he's sorry it took him so long to return.
What if he's enjoying this?
Maybe he likes the darkness.
Maybe he prefers to be with the shadows more than with me.
What will happen if he's listening to my thoughts?
Would it make him hate me?
What if he hates me?
Maybe he wanted us to be seperated,
What if he hated me all along,
and was just using me for his own selfish reasons.
Perhaps he's unconsious somewhere,
and longing in his comatose state to be with me.
Maybe I'm just paranoid,
and he's on his way home.
Maybe he's sitting alone,
staring into the walls make of blackness,
and wondering the same about me.
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I'm sitting on the roof again, watching the moon rise.
My stomach hurts, then again I guess I haven't eaten in a while. I haven't eaten much at all scince he left...
It's not like anyone's noticed.
I think I saw a shooting star go by. Why should i have to wish? Who ever's up there should have gotten tired of hearing it by now. I'm suprised he ever sends shooting stars this way anymore, I've claimed them all.
If what ever god was smart, he would just give my love back. Maybe I should bug the hell out of him untill he gives in. Then again, stupidity won't get me anywhere.
I've wondered now a days what people are thinking about me. I don't really care, I'm just curious. I heard Honda saying something about the teachers think i should go to a psych ward. "Cute little Bakura" isn't as "cute" anymore, huh? Oh well, it's their own damn faults. They took my yami away, so now they have to "take care" and deal with "Hospitally depressed Bakura," although they've done a grea job with that. They used to make me tag around with them. I think we've both given up on that.
I hate school. I hate this house. I hate everything and everyone. Except for-
Yes, mind, I get it! Except for Bakura. What are you a broken record? I think I'm a little obsessed.
The more alone I feel, the more I want him. But how can I not feel alone! I'm sitting on a roof, watching people pass by. Yuugi's calling to me from the ground, but I don't care. I won't acknowledge him. He doesn't deserve it.
Who am I kidding! You can't deserve my presence! That's like a worm getting an appology before it's stepped on! Plus, Yuugi's known by everyone in the world. If anyone is worthy enough to deserve my presence, it's him.
Keh! Not in my mind. If he wants to talk to me so bad, then he should make me see him. Maybe I should jump.
Nah. not for him. He doesn't care. I don't see him anymore. He probably went home. Or maybe it was to see his friends.
I feel a hand on my shoulder.
As I turn around to meet a familiar face, I wonder to myself:
Is there a chance that maybe someone might care?
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Dun dun! Who is it?
I'm on a role, i think I might type three in one day. So cross you're fingers and hope that living with Sunny and Kurayami hasn't turned me completely evil.
Ja ne!