He knew he should hate her; hate her for stealing his light. But he took one look at His precious face, and saw it shining with joy. Not for anything would he wish that light gone. He would rather have his curse – his nightmare – return than deny Him His happiness.
How ironic, that though his name meant 'light,' His light far outshone his own. He was dying inside, watching Him kiss another, watching Him give another His beautiful light, but could say nothing.
He had pushed Him away countless times, refused His help, knowing that He could only love him as a friend… yet he could not stop himself from returning, time and time again, to bask in His light.
And yet… He had never known, would never know, could never know.
Because then Satoshi would truly have lost his light. His Daisuke.
((A/N: …that was rather angsty. Thing is, though, that an angsty, one-sided SatoDai is almost canon, so…
Anyways, for those of you familiar with my Saiyuki-HP crossover fic, Insanity, it has been resurrected! A heavily-edited first chapter should be reposted fairly soon, with the second chapter close behind. I make no guarantees about the length of new chapters for a while, though, as I'm just trying to get it out there.))
