Hey so...some of you might have noticed that my name changed...it was a spur of the moment thing really...I might change it back it depends.

Also if you didn't see my profile, I do streams on youtube, trying to at least and it's about once a week, but currently the quality isn't up to par I noticed, but I'm working on improving, it's a learning process for me after all, but at least you get to hear how dumb me and my best friend is.

Anyway...I'm currently dealing with family issues (its like we're cursed) cause in one week alone 2 were in the ICU and one had to go to the ER. All for different reasons...so...a lot of stress...along with money issues because of this...lockdown thing...

I'm sorry for all that, but I will try and get to writing again (it's a good escape form everything) so please bare with me...

Enjoy!


Elsa was happy to see Rapunzel there when she got home. The girl smiled to her softly as she neared and Elsa let out a heavy sigh.

"So, what's up?" Rapunzel asked as she tilted her head.

"I want you to...I don't know really, um make me something that'll help me remember something?" Elsa tried and Rapunzel frowned. She hummed and stroked her chin before walking back to her jeep and retrieving a medical bag.

"I think I might have something," she smiled and Elsa felt herself relax a little as she let the girl into the house.

"Oh you cleaned!" Rapunzel smiled widely and Elsa felt her cheeks redden.

"Actually Anna did," she said shyly and Rapunzel's eyes sparkled.

"Oh? Are you two...friends?" she asked and Elsa didn't really like the way she said it. Implying there were more to it.

"No...it...it's complicated and I'm trying my best here," Elsa said as she looked away.

"Make us some tea while I whip something up for you," Rapunzel chuckled as they moved to the kitchen.

"So how far back do we want to remember?" The brunette asked and Elsa hummed.

"Last Saturday night till Sunday morning?" Elsa sounded unsure.

"Oh you mean when you went missing?" It wasn't really a question and Rapunzel wasn't looking at her. Elsa could see she was either chewing her cheek or there was a muscle spasm. Rapunzel wasn't happy.

"Y-yes," Elsa said softly as she slowly made them tea while Rapunzel unpacked a few things.

"Do you mind if I use your stove?" The healer asked and Elsa shook her head.

Elsa watched as Rapunzel pulled out a saucepan from the fixture above the kitchen island before filling it with spring water from a bottle in her bag. The Kitsune wasn't sure what all the things were that Rapunzel pulled out and added to the boiling water but there was a pleasant smell filling the kitchen.

"Now, this should help, but remember, if you're blackout drunk that means your brain did not store the information it was gathering, that's why one doesn't remember the next morning, but there might be lingering snippets that stuck, but because you can't recall anything there is nothing triggering these memories," Rapunzel said as she sipped her tea and stirred the pot.

"Are you mad at me?" Elsa asked as she watched the girl pour some of the concoction into a mug. Rapunzel turned to her and held out the steaming drink.

"Drink it," she said and Elsa suppressed a whimper as she took the mug. She took a sip first and almost wanted to throw up.

"Oh my gods that's disgusting!" She gasped and looked to Rapunzel.

"Special made just for you," she smirked. Elsa whimpered and whined as she drank the rest, holding her nose to minimize the taste.

Elsa gasped for breath as she finished the vile thing and placed her mug back on the table. She didn't feel any different besides the needing air from holding her breath for a while.

"So...what's going to ha-" Elsa started but her eyes rolled back in her head and she would have dropped to the floor from passing out if Rapunzel wasn't there to catch her.

~TP~

Elsa blinked her eyes open and found herself standing in a dark room. She resisted rolling her eyes. She was getting tired of these mental displacement situations. Grumbling she starts walking to where she can see a faint light.

Nearing the light she tilts her head as it doesn't get brighter, but maintains a dusty feel, like it was hazy and smoky. As she stopped in front of it she saw what's happening. She was looking at a memory, through her own eyes.

It was a little blurry at the edges and it was a little nauseating but she adapted well enough. She saw herself taking a shot of something and then a bunch of people cheering. She spots Astrid among the crowd.

After cheering, the image fades and Elsa blinks, before another light pops up a stride away from her.

This time she saw her view moving around a lot and there was a bull's head in front of her. Okay she does remember a bull ride, it hurt her body and it was mostly why she was so sore and stiff the next morning.

After being her view drops onto the matted floor it fades again. Okay she guesses this meant she was blacking out. Another light sprung up another stride away and this one was...the weirdest.

She was holding a karaoke mic to her mouth by the judge of the blurry view she had. The bikers in front of her were all rocking out and she kind of wishes she could hear what she was singing.

Elsa startled as sound started to filter into her ears. It was a song she enjoyed and she knew it pretty well. As she could hear herself singing, which was actually pretty good, she could see the people in front of her start to change.

Her eyes widened as she saw them all start to shift into their werewolf forms, their clothes ripping and tearing and falling onto the floor. It was like they were moving to her words and beat of the song and as she finished the song they all let out loud howls before the memory faded away.

Elsa frowned and rubbed her head as there was nothing left for her to see. The next memory that popped up was of her waking up to Anna's foot tapping. She couldn't help but sit down and watch the memory play out.

~TP~

Elsa gasped and sputtered as she volted up and off the sofa she was laying on. She rubbed at her nose and whined, sneezing and shaking her head, much like a dog trying to get rid of a bad smell.

"Ah finally, I've been trying to wake you up for a good three hours, almost called Mulan for help," Rapunzel says as she still holds the burning sage in her hand.

"What's that awful smell?" Elsa said after a very bad sneeze that made it feel like her body locked up.

"For a Kitsune like you? Just some burning Foxglove, it was really a last resort," Rapunzel said as she made sure to snuff it.

"Ugh, you're gonna kill me one day," Elsa sighs as she relaxes onto the floor. Her eyes were watering and her nose was on fire.

"Out of love yes," the healer sighs and sits down beside Elsa, "so did you get what you were looking for?" She asked after the silence just grew.

"Kind of, but it also gave me more questions than answers," Elsa sighs and sits up.

"But you'll keep those for yourself wont you?" Rapunzel hummed.

"Just till I have my thoughts in order and maybe tried to look for answers myself," Elsa smiled softly.

"You will make me grey before my time," Rapunzel sighs.

"Out of love yes," Elsa chuckles and smiles as she sees the other girl smiling back, bumping shoulders with her.

"Elsa you know you can talk to me about anything," the brunette says softly after a few seconds.

"I know Punzy, I know...just hard when all you've ever known was taking care of yourself and figuring stuff out yourself...I'm getting there I promise," Elsa says and pulls the smaller girl in for a hug.

Rapunzel hugs her back tightly, nuzzling into her neck. With how she was clawing at her back, Elsa guesses she really worries her friend and that just makes her hug her even tighter.

"Crushing me," Rapunzel mewls out and Elsa lets go.

"I'm so sorry!" She says and looks scared she had hurt her.

"I didn't say stop," Rapunzel giggled and went back for another hug. Elsa chuckled and hugged her back again.


I like writing their friendship, it's so sweet and pure. Next chapter will be a odd one, but it's just Elsa working on something...I'm hoping to make it funny, but we'll see.

I adore you all and hope ya'll are safe in this time...it will pass and things will get better...eventually...

X3