So this was an inspiration that I got yesterday at work. I heard this song and all I could think about was Ryan and Troy. This is my first songfic so criticize all you want!
Troy straightened his tie and rubbed on a bit of cologne as he stared at his reflection in the mirror.
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
He tiptoed past his mother and father out the front door. Its not
like they would have noticed him anyway. They were too busy fighting
about something stupid. But he knew if they caught him, his life
would be over.
If you are not mine then why does your heart
return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
His
heart pounded as he drove up to the house at 321 W. Sycamore Ave. It
was enormous and was envied by almost every resident in
Albuquerque.
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
He pulled into the driveway and standing outside of the beautiful home was something even more appealing to Troy.
"Hi"
he said as Ryan climbed into the car. Ryan said nothing but stared
into his eyes. Ryan looked fantastic. He was wearing a grey-ish suit
with a forest green tie and his hair was spiked up. Plus, his cologne
smelled like heaven to Troy.
We'll make it through
And I
hope you are the one I share my life with
"Troy", said Ryan in awe, "You look amazing." He leaned in and kissed his boyfriend and took his hand. Then he grinned and said,
"Lets
go".
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I
don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my
heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your
arms?
They
began to drive andevery once in a while stole glances at each
other.
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If
I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If
you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
"Ryan I…" But Troy was cut off when Ryan leaned in and kissed him. Then they heard the most horrible sound. A semi's horn was blasting Troy stared into the oncoming lights and fear filled his heart.
I
don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much
is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I
share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die
with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope
I love you all my life
Troy opened his eyes only to see red everywhere. The car had been crushed around him and the only part of Ryan he could see was his hand.
"RYAN!"
He screamed. But no sound could be heard.
I don't want to run
away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made
for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way
that I can stay in your arms?
He
then saw flashing lights and felt the car move around him. It was
only then that he saw what had happened
'Cause I miss you,
body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe
you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
The
semi had obviously hit their car and had smashed it. Troy turned his
aching neck and saw, to his horror, Ryan wasn't there. His hand had
been severed and the rest of him was just gone.
'Cause I love
you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with
you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
He
began to sob and didn't stop crying even as he was removed from the
wreckage and was taken into the ambulance.
I don't want to
run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
It
was only as they lifted him into the vehicle that he saw, about ten
feet away from his wrecked car, the shattered body of his beloved.
If
I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is
there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Tell me what you think