It's been three years since I've been here at Xavier's. I left to tell John I loved him. As I was walking out, Xavier caught up to me, knowing what I was doing. He told me I didn't have to come back if I didn't want to. I understood. I planned to stay with John. Forever.
When I got there, he wasn't in his room. I knew where he had gone. I ran to his old house that had burned down. I had forgotten that today was the anniversary of his house being destroyed.
I found him there, standing, tears running down his cheeks. I was invisible, but he heard me coming on the hard ground. "What's up, Liz?"
I became visible. "How did you know? Oh right, I'm the only person you know who can make herself invisible. How are you doing?"
"Not good. But better than that first year. What brings you here?" His eyes never left the ruins.
"I came to tell you that," I started but couldn't finish. This was harder than I thought. "I came to say I love you, John Allerdyce. And I want to join you and Magneto."
"Why? You never liked him or the rest of us." He finally looked at me with a questioning look. But it was also pleading me to say 'sorry just kidding'.
"Trying to live in harmony isn't going to work. I can tell. I want to try it your way." His look of painful sadness grew. He knew how dangerous it was and he didn't want me to die. But he still took me back with him and there I stayed for three years, hearing about the missions but never going on one. Until a few days ago.
Magneto called on me and a couple others who I never connected with. In fact, the only one I really liked was John, though Mystique was actually nice to me. Anyway, Magneto told me he needed me to sneak into a factory with a teleporter I didn't know with a necklace (which was really a bomb but I didn't know it) and place on the boss's desk then teleport out. I followed all these orders, assuming that Magneto liked the boss or something. I had no idea.
After that, I ran away from there, vowing never to return, not even for John. Now if he wanted to see me, we would meet at his house ruins. But right now, I can't talk to him. We fought about what he was part of before I left. He tries to call but I won't pick up.
Luckily, Xavier allowed me to return. He knows everything that happened and has told everyone not to disturb me for a few days.
I don't know what I'm going to do about the guilt I feel in killing all those humans. I came back where I knew that I wouldn't have to kill anyone else.
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