It's only been a couple of days, but John called me to say he wants to see me again. I'm worried. This could mean the end of our friendship.

I have to go to his old home. I'm going tonight. In fact, right now.

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I am so happy! Even though John said dating might be a little hard, he said we could keep seeing each other. We would just sneak out to the house and be together.

He doesn't want to leave my life! This was one of the best nights ever. I guess I still do love him. And I always will.

He also said if it doesn't work out between us, being friends is the next best thing. Right now, I really don't care how he's in my life as long as he is. Life is good tonight.

I'm going to have to tell Rogue and Kitty. Bobby just won't care. As long as those two know that this has to stay a secret. Although, the next time Professor Xavier reads my mind, he'll find out too. Oh well. I would scream it from the top of the school if I didn't want the Brotherhood to know about us.

In a few weeks, we're taking a picnic to the house and spending the day together. I am anticipating that day with every fiber of my body.

Ok. Since it's around two in the morning, I have to get to sleep. Yay for love!

AN: ok I don't think I'll update until I see the third movie (which is in fifteen days!) So don't expect anything. Although last time I said that I updated quite a bit. Who knows. Well now review. Come on. You know you want to.