I don't understand him
by Bloodseed
Rating:T
Chapter one: Thoughts of one
I don't understand him.
He determinately smiles and the light blocks everything out until he gets his way.
He tries his hardest for an impossible goal and what may seem to be arrogance his own confidence shines like a sun which rays point to whoever he so chooses.
He wants to be the best.
He demands it.
I can understand that.
We all demand it of ourselves at one point or another.
But I don't understand him.
He has an absolute faith in not only himself but in others
His smiles never cracks.
His eyes never waver in their light.
They're always there. That determined smile and those bright eyes.
They never change. He never changes.
No...
No one's really like that...
Even if he gives everyone hope...
Even if he lives to be Hokage..
Does he truly love anyone?
I see him laughing loudly
Everyone watches
I see him scream and shout for joy and ramen
everyone watches
He asks the pink one out again
every one watches
I'm starting to think he likes her reaction
why else would he do it ...
If not to get hurt I don't understand him
Doesn't he hurt enough?
He has become more subtle over the years for the sake of missions
even abandoning his bright clothes that were never enough to get him the attention he craves
and yet here he is ever blatant
Is he asking for pain?
Now they are sparring
testing each other
and you can see that to them at that moment no one but the other exist
I...
I am jealous
but...
But ...
Everyone is watching.
I don't understand him.
Naruto...