NEXT MORNING
It was kritika who wished tarika first. she gifted her a beautiful maroon sari,with a package .tarika was surprised to see that and she asked
Tarika:- kritika,it is so beautiful.(pointing towards sari),thank you so much.(then hugged)
Lekin ye (while indicating towards package envelop),hum kahin jaa rhe hain kya aj raat.?
Kritika:-Haa ,ja to rhe hai ,lekin hum nhi ,sirf tum aur Abhinav sir. firstly a pool side dinner,then a room for romance.(and she winked )
Tarika's jaw dropped and she got hell shocked.
Tarika:-Tera dimag to theek hai n ?Kuchh jyada hi dimag nhi chalta aajkal tera .mai unke sath ,wo bhi ek hi room me,,nhi nhi,it is not possible...(completely disapproving )Aur chal mera to kuchh nhi,wo kya sochenge?(she got jittery with the mere anticipation)
Kritika:- (raising her eyebrow) Achha ,to tum log sochte bhi ho,mujhe to nhi lagta . waise agr sochte hote n to yun is tarah jungle me...(she teased her)
Aur kya tujhe aaj propose nhi krna unhe?
Tarika:-Ha ha krna hai but aise Hotel,pool side ,room wo bhi ek,aise kon krta hai?
Kritika:- Oye,barat nhi ruk rhi tum logon ki jo 10 rooms book kru..itna hi budget tha mera.(making fake angry face)
Tarika:- Nahi ,maine aisa kab kaha hai?. mai bs ye kah rhi thi ki tujhe bs ek peaceful site select krni thi aur mai unhe propose krke yaha wapis aa jati .Room booking ki kya jarurat thi?(said innocently)
Kritika:-(she slapped her forehead and said while controlling her irritation),Aur tujhe lagta hai ki wo tujhe aane dete?my dear taru, itni pagal kyu hai tu?pyaar to kr liya ,ab kuchh samjhna bhi shuru kr de.(smiled)Dekh aisa nhi hota jaise tu soch rhi hai .maine room isiliye book kiya taki confession ke baad tum dono aram se romance kr sko aur tum logon ko yun jungle me phir khuleaam...(she nudged her)
Tarika:- (her statement made tarika red with shyness,she hit kritika hard) ,Tu n kuchh jyada hi shararti ho gyi hai aur ye kya baar baar jungle jungle laga rkha hai?It was an accident..okkay. (Hiding her blush)
Kritika:- Ha ha ,pta hai kya tha wo. ab ye sb jaane de aur jakar abhinav sir ko invite kr .bolna mai bhi aayungi ,warna pta chale wo aayen hi nhi.
Tarika:- okk,mai abhi jakar unse milti hun.(and she left from there)
Tarika searched him everywhere in the hotel but did not find him. later in the late morning ,they left hotel to visit more places in GOA .here too Abhi did not accompany them. she was badly missing him. her all collegemate wished her .she pretended to be happy but inside the heart ,she was literally sad.
She was wondering where was he?Why did not he wish her ?Why did not he even call her?according to kritika,she had informed Abhi about her birthday. was he that much angry that he did not even try to contact her on such special day of her life?Without him,A day felt like a year for her. ,she did not see him all the day .In evening they returned to hotel.
On the other side,Abhi had decided that he will not wish her .she would take it as a indication that he is not interested in her and her happiness does not matter for him. deep in the heart ,he wanted to wish her but his Sharp mind did not allow him to do so. In the morning,he checked entire hotel to find any clue to uncover chinkara's plan .But there he found nothing .when it was time to left the hotel to pay visits,he made an excuse of ill health and stayed at the hotel .All the day ,he tried hard to find something but all vain. He even called pritam to discuss something but he was out of the Bengaluru. These all things together made him super irritated and annoyed. He was really worried about the safety of targeted students ,But to his bad luck,he did not even succeeded in finding projected students.
IT was 4:30pm and He was walking along side of swimming pool. .He was engrossed in his own thoughts that how can he find any clue,suddenly someone's feet's sound poured into his ears. He turned back and saw there was tarika who was approaching him.
Tarika:-(a bit nervously),Aap yahan hain sir,mai to subah se apko dhundh rhi hun.
Abhi:- (he is no mood to talk) Ha wo mai yaha ek dost ke ghar gya tha. Bahut time se bula rha tha.(said disinterestingly)
Tarika:(in a calm tone),But Ahmed sir ne to abhi mujhe bataya ki aapki tabiyat theek nhi thi isiliye aap nhi aaye hamare sath.(actually she was unable to understand why he was telling a lie)
Abhi:-(this made him more annoyed),Jb pta hai to puchh kyu rhi ho?aur kya pura din meri tabiyat kharab rahegi .?mai baad me chala gya tha usse milne.(a bit loudly)
Tarika:-Sir,Ap naraj kyu ho rhe hai?mera wo matlb nhi tha.(she got a bit teary)
Abhi:-(now he got a bit calm,damn he cannot see her like that),I am sorry tarika. my mood was a bit off. By the way Happy birthday .Mai yhi chahta hun ki tumhari har khwaish puri ho..(now he smiled finally)
Tarika:-(Ohh!she was waiting for it since morning.)Thank you sir, Meri khwaish to aap hai?(she mumbled slowly but abhi heard it)
Abhi:- kya?(though he said to confirm)
Tarika:-(Tried to cover) wo ,mera mtlb tha ki ,ha wo mai ye kah rhi thi ki aap mere liye koi gift lekar nhi aaye kya?.(Managed to say )
Abhi:- Gift to maine kuchh liya hi nhi .( Being embarrassed)I am sorry.
Tarika:- You don't need to be sorry .aap ab bhi mujhe gift de skte hai?(said while smiling)
Abhi:-(surprised tone)kaise?
Tarika:-kritika ne mere liye aaj dinner plan kiya hai .To agr aap aate to ye mere liye sbse bada gift hota plz sir.
Abhi:-(Being a sharp mind ,He got her hidden meaning behind this invitation)Nahi tarika,mai nhi aa skta .Mujhe aaj raat bahut jaruri kaam hai..(He protested )
Tarika:-(got disappointed but tried for the last time) sir plz,It is a request.(in a pleading tone)
Abhi:- Maine kaha n tarika ,mai nhi aa skta(harshly) aur tum kisi aur professor ko kyu nhi invite kr leti. ek student ke liye to sb teachers equal hi hote hai.(After sometime ) Mai chalta hun,mujhe jaruri kaam hai.(he left with this)
Someone heard their convo and said(chalo,ab akhir time aa hi gya hai tarika ko birthday gift dene ka)
As abhi left from there. tarika kept on standing out there .this time ,there was no tears to flow in her sometime,Sun started to sink lower in the sky ,light of day was draining away,giving way to the velvet dark of night. Air became cooler but no soothing for tarika. there was a close silence in the dim evening light.
Tarika made her mind to left the place ,she directly went to her room and headed towards bathroom .she needed shower badly. as she stepped into the bathroom,she stripped down her clothes and turned shower on at high .Her lips parted as she inhaled deeply. shower was pouring her with lukewarm drops,darkening her hairs and tickled down her back. steamy water now calmed her a bit. her soothing session was disturbed by kritika's excited tone.
Kritika:-Taru,kaha hai yaar?8:00 pm ho gya .9:00 pm pahuchna hai tujhe hotel.
Tarika:-(from bathroom) Aayi bs,bathroom me hu .(and she stepped out from bathroom)
Kritika:- Kya yaar,tu abhi shower hi le rhi hai jaldi kr yaar,else you will get late aur pahli date pr late nhi hote..(she thought for a moment) waise taru,tune shower kyu liya,shower to tum log baad me bhi le skte...(but she stopped after seeing tarika's serious face)
Tarika:- kritika,mai kahin nhi jayungi..(pain was visible on her face)
Kritika:-(got confused)Matlb?
Tarika:- wo nhi aayenge.(uttered hardly)
Kritika:-(now she became serious) Kyu ,kya hua?
Tarika:- jab maine unse kaha ,to unhone aane se saaf mana kr diya .mujhe to lagta hai wo mere liye kuchh feel hi nni krte.(she was hurt)
Kritika:- Aisa mt soch taru.. Ruk ,mai jakar baat krti hun.(she started to go but tarika held her hand tightly)
Tarika:- Nahi kritika,tu kahin nhi jayegi .kuchh cheezen jabardasti n ho to hi achha hai. aana chahte to mana hi kyu krte.(then her voice became soft)
I need you kritika, just stay with .
She landed on bed and placed her head in kritika's lap.
ON THE OTHER SIDE
Abhi was watching TV .He was not in his senses .he was continuously changing channels one after one .after shuffling channels for sometime ,he switched off TV and banged remote on table hard.
He said to himself(Jab jarurat ho to ispr bhi kuchh nhi aata, faltu ki cheezen dikhate hai.{then he thought},Aaj tarika ko n jane kitna bura lg rha hoga. maine uska dil dhukhaya kitna. jis din mujhe usko bahut special feel krwana chahiye tha ,us din ko hi maine barbaad kr diya.
Mai tumhari bahvnao se anjaan nhi hun .mai janta hun tum aaj mujhse apne dil ki baat kahna chahti thi aur isiliye maine mana kr diya. kyuki shayd tb mai kamzor pad jata .Mai kal bhi kamzor pad gya tha. sach hai tum jab samne hoti ho to sambhalna bada mushqil hojata hai .mera tumse dur rahna hi theek hai .Na chahte huye bhi tumhe itni takleef de rha hun .I Am sorry tarika.I am really sorry.
When he was engrossed in his thoughts,There was a knock on the door. He stood up and opened the door .he got confused to see the person as he was not expecting person's arrival.
Abhi:- Aap yaha ?kya koi jaruri kaam tha ?
Person:- yes sir,mujhe aapse bahut hi jaruri kaam tha.
Abhi:- kaho?
Person:- kya andar bhi nhi bulayenge?Auron ki to kafi madad krte hai aap..(gave a tauting smile)
Abhi( it raised his anger),kya mtlb hai tumhara ha?jo kaam hai bs wo kaho ..
Person:- Aap to naaraj ho rhe hai sir...(smiled then )Waise maine suna hai tarika ne aapko birthday dinner pr invite kiya tha...gye nhi aap?
Abhi:- (He got angry at statement),It is none of your business. bs kaam ki baat kro .Bakwaa sunne ka time nhi hai mere pass.
Person:-(Now person started to tell him) ,mera aapse yhi kaam tha ki mai aapko tarika ki sachchai bta skun?wo jaisi dikhti hai waisi hai nhi. aapke bholepan ka fayda uthaya hai usne..aur aapka kya hr professor ke sath uska yhi rahta hai jo bhi aapki tarah smart and status wala ho.
Abhi:-(Now it is peak ,he cannot hear such words about her),Bakwaas band kro tum. isse pahle ki mai kuchh kr baithun,nikal jao yaha se .Sharam nhi aati ,us jaisi achhi aur sharif ladki ke liye aisa bolte huye..
Person:- Sharif,my foot...Aapko ho gya hoga us sharafat se pyaar, lekin mujhe sb pta hai .she cheated you .Usne aapko fasaya hai..
Abhi:-Jarurat se jyada mt bolo ,bs nikal jao yaha se(controlling his temper)
person:- jitna jarurat hai utna hi bola hai sir .pura college janta hai usne kya kiya hai aapke sath. waise uski galti nhi hai aap pr to koi bhi mr mite, lekin yakin maniye tarika aapke pyaar ke layak nhi hai..
Abhi:-(it was enough for him)I said get out from here.(shouted)
Person:-(smiled evily) mujhe pta tha ki aapki nazron pr pyaar ka parda pada hua hai aur ye prda katne ke liye scissors hai mere pass.(and person handed him over a envelop)
Dekh lena khud hi,tarika kitni sharif aur achhi hai .have a good night sir.
And person went from there .he locked room again and opened the envelop.
As soon as he opened the envelop and saw the pictures that were in the envelop,He became blank .he sat on sofa and it took some time for him to understand the meaning of the pictures .When realisation hit his mind,rage pulsed through his veins. He stood up with a jerk as he was smouldering with resentment .He shuffled pictures once again and with rage he threw them on the floor ,he was quivering with anger. His deep brown eyes were red,tear rimmed.A pair of tears raced down his cheeks .He sat on his knees, .His walls that make him strong just .. collapsed. moment by moment they fell.
He shouted while crying:- Why this hell did you do this to me tarika?Akhir kyu kiya tumne aisa?Kyu meri bhavnao se khela?kya ..kya (sobbing) samjhta tha mai tumhe aur tum kya nikali.?Aaj tak mai yhi samjhta rha ki meri wajah se tumhe kitni takleef ho rhi hai,mai tumhara gunehgaar hun,,,lekin tumne to bs ek khel khela mere sath. tumse n chahte huye bhi pyaar kr baitha. pahle to mujhe mujhe lagta tha ki yah sb ek tarafa hai lekin tumhare sath rahkar mujhe lagne laga shayad tum bhi mujhse pyaar krti ho...Ha manta hun tumse kbhi kaha nhi ,lekin mera dil is baat se kitna khush rahta tha ki you have feelings for me. mai to tumse mission ke baad shadi tak karna chahta tha.
{Then he wiped his tears harshly}:-lekin wo sb ek natak tha .wo natak jo tum hr kisi ke sath krti ho. mai soch bhi nhi skta tha ki tum aisa kr skti ho. kitni takleef me tha mai ye sochkr ki tumhe hurt kr rha hun mai lekin yaha to mere sath hi majak ho gya.I mean how can you do this just because of a mere physical attraction?Lekin tumhari bhi kya galti tarika,agr tum auron ki tarah bhavnao se khelna hi janti ho to .
Waah abhijit babu ,kya kismat hai ...jise... jise tumne pyar samjha , wo sb to keval ek dikhawa tha.
{He got up then):- No ,You have to answer for it tarika .tumhe jawaab dena hi hoga .aur mai jankar hi rahunga .wo bhi isi waqt.
He did not mind the time and picked his phone .He dialed tarika's number .after some rings,she picked up his call.
Tarika:- Hello,Abhinav sir ,aap is waqt ?sb theek hai n sir?(said in a serious tone)
Abhi:- Haa ,tarika ,mujhe tumse bahut jaruri baat krni hai. Actually I want to meet you. wo bhi isi waqt.(kept his anger in control)
Tarika:- sir ,itni raat ho gyi hai.I think 11:00 pm hua hoga. Is everything fine ?(she was now worried about him)
Abhi:- Tarika,maine kaha n mujhe abhi milna hai aur kya tumhe mujhpr bharosa nhi hai?(a bit loudly)
Tarika:- Aap pr to pura bharosa hai sir.(after a pause)Okk sir,mai aati batayiye kaha milna hai?
Abhi:- hotel ke bahar mai tumhara intezaar krunga. with this he hung up the call and started to get ready.
On the other side,kritika who was lying besides tarika asked the matter.
Kritika:-kya hua taru?Sir ne itni late call kyu ki?(asked curiously)
Tarika:- Pta nhi . kaha ki milna chahte hai .kritika mujhe kuchh theek nhi lag rha.( While making a serious face)
Kritika:-(thought for some time)Taru,kahin aisa to nhi unhone tere liye koi surprise plan kiya ho...You know birthday gift .pahle tera mood kharab krna and then a wonderful night with you.(said happily)
Tarika:-(she was still serious),Mujhe to aisa nhi lagta. Itne romentic nhi hai wo. He is very simple and straight .Itna to jan hi gyi hun unhe.
Kritika:- Yara wo to tune unka professional front dekha hai aur tu kaise kah skti hai wo romentic nhi hai. Abhi to tum dono ka relation start bhi nhi hua. aur waise bhi tu hi bta ek ladka kisi ladki ko adhi raat ko kyu bulayega milne ke liye?Of course for something special.(tried to explain her)
Tarika :-(in a hopeful manner),kya sach me aisa ho skta hai ki wo kuchh special krna chahte ho?
Kritika:- Ha taru,yhi baat hai .Aaj tujhe bahut achhe se taiyaar hoke jana hai .you will wear sari that I have gifted you.
Tarika:-( happily), okk okk .mai ab ready hokr aati hun.
She got ready. she was looking gorgeous in that maroon sleeveless sari .she did some light make up,while applying same maroon lipstick on her delicate yet kissable lips. she kept her curly hair open .while tucking some of her hair strands .when she was stepping out from room ,kritika stopped her
Kritika:- Tarika,(while having a mischievous grin on her face),mujhe kuchh kahna tha.
Tarika:- Ha bol na.( Not anticipating her tease)
Kritika:- Aaj jo bhi ho n tum dono ke bich wo...(then chuckled) mujhe mat batana.(then bursted into laughter)
Tarika did not reply and went from there blushing .At hotel's exit ,she saw abhi waiting for her in car .she apprached his car with slow steps .As the distance was decreasing ,her heart rate was increasing.
When he saw her ,for a moment his breath stopped .he tried hard to take his eyes off from her ,but could not .for a short passage of time,He forgot his anger,but on the very next moment ,everything flashed in his mind mind. coldmess appreared in his eyes. he opened car's door for her as she was standing outside the car.
She was nervous and she passed an uncomfortable smile to him but he did not reciprocated .she sat besides him .when her gaze fell upon him ,she noticed, he was in yellow shirt that was completely fit to his hard build chest,with a black faded jeans. as usual,his sleeves were folded upto his elbows .then she noticed his face,she saw his hairs were completely messy ,his usual charming eyes were red .there was no trace of smile on his face face. she hasitantly asked:
Tarika:- sir,aap theek to hai n ?I mean aapko dekhkar lagta hai ki aapki tabiyat theek nhi hai ?(in a concerned voice)
Abhi:-,mai bilkul theek hun tarika.(coldly),then he started car and became silent ,tarika again asked him :
Tarika:- sir,agar aap bura n maane to kya mai jaan skti hun ,ki hum ja kahan rhe hai?(in a low tone)
Abhi:- thodi der intezaar kro, pta chal jayega.(said while focusing on driving)
After that she did not ask him further,as she found him disintereted .After half an hour,they reached BETULA BEACH,It is famous for its romentic sight ,apart from this,fort along with this beach give it a historic sense. they got out of the car and started to walk towards seashores. tarika was not able to understand why did abhi take her here?
Her pov:-(Is waqt is sunsaan beach par mujhe ye kyu lekar aaye hain?seriously mujhe to dar lag rha hai yaha .kritika ne to kaha tha ki koi surprise hoga ,and romentic surroundings ,par yaha to sb darawana sa lag rha hai hai. seriously ,abhinav sir n sach me bade ajib hain.)
Abhi:- Dar lag rha hai tumhe?(He questioned as he understood her dilemma )
Tarika:(she got startled),Nahi to,aisa kuchh nhi ,mai kaha dar rhi hun.(tried to hide her nervousness)
Abhi:- Daro mat tarika,mai kisi ke bharose ko nhi todta .(He taunted)
Tarika:-(she did not understand his point)G ,mai kuchh samjhi nhi.
Abhi:- Chalo ,tumhe sb pta chal jayega. they reached alongside of the sea .she was stunned to see the amazing sight
It was a majestic deep blue water. moon was shining on the water and it seemed there was a silver sheet on the sea .waves were slowly crashing against the shores .wind was lightly blowing .there was a white tent house near the sea shores .It was dimly illuminated . they reached near tent house,tarika saw there was a table and two chairs. entire tent house was decorated with dark red roses. everything was making her nervous. she looked towards abhi who was keenly observing her .
Tarika:-Abhinav sir,ye sb?(was all she could ask)
Abbhi:-(smiling) Kya tumhe pasnd nhi aaya?
Tarika:- Nahi nahi sir,It is amazing and quite beautiful. Ye sb aapne mere liye kiya?(she still was unable to believe that abhi can do this for her)
Abhi- kya yaha koi aur hai?(raising his eyebrows)
Tarika:-(she blushed,said while facing down) Nahi ,hai to sirf hum dono hi .maine bs isiliye puchha kyuki mai expect nhi kr rhi thi ki aaj mujhe aisa gift milega ,aur wo bhi aapse..(she blurted)
Abhi:-(staired her for sometime then),wo kya hai n tarika,tumne mere sath itna sb kiya to socha kyu n mai bhi tumhe ek chhota sa surprise dun. asli gift to tumhe abhi diya hi nhi hai.
Tarika:- sir,Isse better aur kya gift ho skta hai. mujhe aur kuchh nhi chahiye .thank you so much ..(in an emotional tone)
Today she again fell for him .she wiped drop of tear,without being noticed by abhi.
Abhi:-Nahi tarika,Aisa mt kaho. mai aaj tumhe aisa gift dunga ki tum use hamesha yaad rakhogi.
Tarika felt something unusual in his tone but did not say anything. He then hold her hand gently and headed into beautiful tent and made her sit on chair and he also sat besides her ,adjoining their chairs.
Tarika's heat beat was increasing by every passing minute . Abhi's continuous gaze on her was making the situation more worse .He understood her situation ,to make her comfortable,he said
Abhi:- Achha pahle dinner karte hai .yaha bahut tasty food milta hai..I love it.(and he started to arrange their plates)
Tarika just nodded yes .they started to have dinner and all the while she was having dinner silently .Abhi asked
Abhi:- Kya baat hai tarika?aaj tum bahut chup ho. kahin us jungle wali baat ko lekar ab tak naaraj to nhi ho?(looking towards her)
Tarika:- ( she got nervous while thinking that incident,actually she was blushing. she did not reply and kept her eyes down .)
Abhi stopped having dinner and got close a bit to her .He lifted her chin in order to make her face him .she was loosing her senses due to his sensous touch. abhi made her face him and tried to look into her eyes but she did not made eyes contact.
Abhi:- meri taraf dekho n tarika ..aur jawaab do kya tum mujhse naraz ho us baat ko lekar?Kya wo sb tumhe galat laga?
Tarika:-(her cheekes reddened with pinkinsh tinge,she nervously said),Nahi ,nahi to ,mai ,mai naraj nhi hun aapse.(with this she stood up from chair and turned her face to other side)
Abhi ,also stood and He made her turned back while holding her from shoulder. she literally shiverd at his touch .He was enjoying her brakedown) To kya mai ye samjhu ki you liked that.(fixing his intense gaze on her face)
She was unable to answer .somehow she managed to say
Tarika:-Nahi ,mera wo mtlb bhi nhi hai ...(she was stammering badly)
Abhi got closed a bit more to her .He then held her face between his palms. she tried to remove his hands but failed.
Abhi:- Kya hua ,kuchh theek tarah se bol kyu nhi pa rhi ho?Mai iska kya matlb samjhu?
(Then he leaned towards her face and said in a low sensuous tone) achha mai bataun ,mujhe kaisa laga ?
Tarika looked into his eyes for a moment .Her eyes gave him assent .He smiled at this
Abhi:- I liked it very much.I want to repeat that again with you here if you will permit me ..aur sach kahun to usse bhi jyada krna chahta hun bahut kuchh(said huskily)
Tarika was stunned to hear these words ,she was having butterflies in her stomach. !she was happy to the core...but wanted to confirm .
Tarika:(nervously) Aap ,aap ye sb kya kah rhe hai?mujhe kuchh samjh nhi aa rha ..(and got free from his grip)
Abhi:- samjh nhi aa rha ,ya samjhna nhi chahti.(this time he did not came close to her),mai bachha nhi hun tarika..sab samjhta hun lekin tumse sunna chahta hun..Kaho n tarika,will you permit me or if you will permit me then why would you permit me?I want to hear. just say it.
Tarika was unable to think .She did not turned back and did not uttered even a single word seeing her silent,abhi thought
{ TUM KITNA HI NATAK KYU N KR LO TARIKA,AAJ SARA SACH TUMSE SUNKAR HI JAYUNGA)
Then he said to her:- Mai samjh gya tum chup rahkar kya kahna chahti ho...Tum aisa kuchh nhi sochti jaisa mai samjh baitha .I am sorry to hurt you. chalte hai raat kafi ho gyi hai...and with this he left from tent.
Here tarika 's pov:- ( Kya sach me abhinav sir mere liye kuchh feel krte hai.? krte hi honge n tarika warna tere liye itna sb kyu krte ?Dekh n yar ,tune kitna hurt kr diya unhe answer ndekar wo aj khud tujhe apne karib lana chahte hain ,ha yhi sahi mauka hai ,tu bta de ki kitna pyaar krti hai tu unse. with this ,she came outside. She saw him busy in watching sea waves. she felt guilty to hurt him .sh e slowly approached him and stood besides him .Then she kept her one hand on his left shoulder and made him face her. she held his other hand in her delicate hand nd said
Tarika:-(looking sraight into his eyes this time) Aap janna chahte hai n ki us din jo hua wo mujhe kaisa laga ..?to suniye, mujhe wo bilkul bura nhi laga aur iska reason jante hai aap...(after a pause) mai aapse pyaar krti hun isiliye mujhe bura nhi laga ...Aapke sath bitaya hua hr lamha mere liye ek khubsurat ehsaas hai.(then she cupped his face,she got teary) I love you since the moment I saw you. kuchh dino se aapki berukhi ne mujhe kitna tadapaya hai bs mai janti hun .socha tha ki aapse apne dil ki baat kahungi isiliye dinner plan kiya tha lekin phir aapne mana kr diya..maine ye man liya tha ki aap mere liye shayd kuchh mehsus hi nhi krte..lekin mujhe kya pta tha ki aap bhi mujhse ...mujhe to yakin hi nhi ho rha ..kya mai sach me itni lucky ho skti hun?(tears were flowing through her eyes) I love you abhinav sir,I love you more than anything..And she hugged him tight.
Abhi did not hug her .He stood there motionless. He was now hating her touch. his temper was rising by each passing moment.
His pov:-( Kitna achha drama kr leti ho n tum...Tum sa behsram aaj tak nhi dekha .itni giri huyi kaise ho skti ho..mujhe to apne aap se nafrat ho rhi hai ki tum jaisi ladki se pyaar kr baitha..Na jane kitne professors ke sath aise hi ...disgusting..)
When he could not bear more, he separate himself from her .she was still sobbing..He wiped her tears harshly and asked
Abhi:- Itna pyaar hai mujhse ?
Tarika:- ha bahut hi jyada..
Abhi:- Kya kar skti ho mere liye ?(directly looking into her eyes)
Tarika:- Apna sbkuchh apko de skti hun, yaha tak ki jaan bhi.
Abhi laughed harshly at this .she was confused to see him like that. he then stopped and now He became damn serious.
Abhi:- Tum mujhe kuchh de sko ,is layak mai nhi samjhta tumhe,aur tum jaisi se to mai baat tak krna pasand nhi krta. mai bs tumse sach janna chahta hun.
Tarika was hell shocked listening those words from him, she could not understand his meaning
Tarika:- kaisa sach ?ye kya kah rhe hai aap?sach yhi hai ki Mai aapse bahut pyaar krti hun..(she tried to hold his hand)
Abhi (jerked her hand) ,Hath mat lagana .dur rho mujhse. ye pyaar ka drama band kro .tum se mai bs sach janna chahta hun ..(said loudly)
Tarika:- mujhe nhi samjh aa rha aap kon sa sach janna chahte hai..?( Her voice got chocked)
Abhi:(smiled) ,Achha itni masoom to tum nhi ho .chalo mai tumhari thodi madad kr deta hun..shayad yaad aa jaye .He handed her over an envelop, she opened and got stunned to see the pictures .her mouth was wide open .These were the pictures of tarika,receiving awards and honours for being excellent and in some of the pictures ,she was receiving medals for human anotomy awareness. ohh !that's the matter. to her bad luck , abhi took her intention all wrong.
Abhi:- Kuchh yaad aaya ab?(he questioned and it was clear he was hurt badly)
Tarika:-( she was clueless what to say) sir,,sir plz ,bs ek baar meri baat to suniye...meri ,,meri wo intention nhi ..(she was cut by abhi)
Abhi(he hold her tight with that much force that it was hurting her .tears welled up in her eyes) Kya sunu haan,kya sunu mai tarika...yahi ki kaise tumne mere sath game khela..kaise meri bhavnao ka majak banaya ..kaise dhokha dekar mere karib aane ki koshish ki..kya kaha tha tumne haan,ki human anotomy tumhe samjh nhi aati..mai doctor nhi ban payungi..aur na jane kya kya...
His eyes were red. she was scared to the death .She was forgot that his hands were hurting her .abhi jerked her.
Abhi:- kyu kiya akhir tumne mere sath aisa? pyaar kr baitha tha tumse .chahne laga tha bepanaah tumhe.(Now he bursted into crying) kyu kiya tumne aisa ,bolo kyu kiya?kyu mujhse ye khel khela?mujhe jawaab chahiye tarika ,aur mai aaj bina jane wapas nhi jane dunga ,mujhe sunna hai tumse..(he shouted but she was just listening him facing down)
with trembling voice,she said;
Tarika:- maine aisa isiliye kiya kyuki mujhe aapse mohabbat ho gyi thi. aapse bahut pyaar krti hun abhinav sir..Bs aapko janna chahti thi isiliye aapse jhut bola aur wo tuition ka plan banaya. Baad me aapko kho n dun is dar se sach nhi bol payi..plz sir,mera yakin maniye ,mai aapse schha pyaar krti hun. apke siwa mai aajtk kisi se pyaar nhi kiya.(she was crying hysterically)
Abhi:-Bs bhi kro tarika ,aur kitna jhut bologi .koi pyaar nhi hai tumhe mujhse. sb jaan gya hun mai tumhare baare me .Tum dhokhebaaz ho .professors ko fasana and then .. damn .mai to kah bhi nhi skta...(hate was clearly visible in his eyes)
Tarika:(she was unable to believe on what just abhi said to her) ,sir ,kya kah rhe hai aap?Ye sb sb jhut hai. galat soch rhe hai mere bare me.
Abhi:- mere samne jyada sharif banne ki jarurat nhi hai ab. sb jaan gya aur ab tk galat soch rha tha tumhe sharif samjhakr.(after a pause) aaj se mera tumhara hr tarh ka rishta khatam. bhulkr bhi mere karib aane ki koshish mt krna.(he started to left,but then stopped)..
Aur ha ,tum kisi ke sath kuchh bhi kro ,mujhe farak nhi padta .I hate you. just hate you .aur hamesha nafrat krunga tumse..
And he went out of there. she was calling him to stop but all wasted.
She sat near sea shores while crying hysterically .waves were touching her feet and at that moment she was not present there .her dreams crashed today. she lost her love .the person she loves the most,hates her to the core ,this realisation was worst in itself .,It was all because of her,she said to herself .hours later ,she left the place ,where she dreamed to be with him. To spend a beautiful night with him.
A sad smile apperaed upon her face,like she was laughing on her own destiny.
End of the chapter.
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