A/N: This entire story is from Logan's POV from after the break-up in "Let Me Hear Your Balaikas Ring Out" all the way up to "Friday Night's Alright for Fighting". Its his position on getting Rory back. I suggest reading the lyrics, or the story might not make sense.


I've been lying here for like a million years in my bed
Get up, get up, get up

Damnit. All I am isdepressed without her. Who would have ever thought the mighty Huntzberger would resort to wallowing over a girl.

But she wasn't just any girl. She was Rory Gilmore, damnit. And she was perfect. And I screwed it up. Screwed up the best and quite frankly, the only real relationship I ever had. She even told me she loved me. I really messed up this time.

I have to get her back.

All the time i can hear you talking in my head
Shut up, shut up, shut up

I can hear perfectly everything she said to me that night. Everything about Jess, and everything about me being a jerk. And I was a jerk. I was a total asshole to that guy, but I was jealous and tired and very pissed off at my father for sending me on that damn trip to Omaha in the first place.

Everybody says I should be moving on
Everybody knows I'm still waiting

And then I hear Finn's voice blaring over the answering machine.

"If you're not down the Pub in 15 minutes, mate, Colin and I are coming to drag your sorry ass down there."

And then Colin's voice.

"You have to let her go, man. Being a boyfriend just wasn't for you."

But I know that being a boyfriend is what I want now, and I need to let Rory know that I'm sorry and that I love her.

Wait? What! I love her?

Oh my God.

I love Rory.

I don't care whatever it takes to be with you
You're under my skin and no matter what i do
I'm nothing without you
So I'll do whatever it takes

I love her. I love Lorelai Leigh Gilmore. I LOVE HER.

Damnit. Why am I just realizing this now? And why did it take me so long? Maybe its because I've never felt this way.

Well, you know, except for Alyssa Milano.

Just Kidding.

I've been thinking about how I could have done things differently
Give up, give up, give up

I wish I wouldn't have been such a jerk to Jess. Maybe I would still be with her.

What if I can't get her back?

What if she doesn't want anything to do with me?

Yesterday I could have sworn I heard you calling me
Wake up, Wake up, Wake up

I had a dream about her last night. It was so real that when I woke up I actually was surprised she wasn't there next to me.

I could actually feel her skin, and I was looking deep into those blue eyes of hers.

I miss that so much…

I miss her so much.

Everybody says baby life goes on
Everybody knows I'm still waiting

Honor came over this morning. She told me how pissed she was at me for letting Rory go, but she told me I had a choice:

I could either move on or try to get her back.

She told me sitting around waiting and drinking every night until I pass out was absolutely NOT an option.

And I guess she's right.

I don't care whatever it takes to be with you
You're under my skin and no matter what i do
I'm nothing without you
So I'll do whatever it takes

All I need is a plan to get her back, and I swear I will do anything to be with her again.

So here I am waiting for her at the coffee cart, and then I see her. God I missed seeing her everyday.

"I knew you'd have to hit the coffee cart eventually." I said with a cocky smirk plastered on my face.

She just turned around and walked away. I should've known this wasn't gonna be easy…

I'll do what ever it takes
Nothing will stand in my way
We had it good, I want it back
I know you're feeling the same
And I'll do what ever it takes

I told her I love her. She literally slammed the door in my face. I don't think she believed me. I guess I'll just have to prove to her how much I really do want our relationship back.

I don't care whatever it takes to be with you
You're under my skin and no matter what i do
I'm nothing without you
I have to be with you
So I'll do whatever it takes

I went to Lorelai. I actually went to her mother. It was the hardest thing I think I've ever done. I was actually scared for my life. But Lorelai wrote the letter, and Rory agreed to dinner.

That's a start right?

I want what we had back. Rory is the best thing to ever happen to me, and she keeps me in line.

I need her and I love her, and I will do anything to prove that to her.

I'll do whatever it takes.


A/N: Does it suck? Please review and let me know what you thought! The song is "Whatever It Takes" by the Faders.