Holding Onto Water
is it safe. is it alrite.
can i wait.
one more nite.
trust is all.
faith is key.
hope is there.
idolessly.
yes i wont.
no i shant.
save me.
b/c i no i cant.
im lost.
and confused.
undestined.
and overused.
i needed u now.
u were there.
i held on tight.
and u cared.
trust is all.
faith is key.
hope is there.
idolessly.
i prayed for you.
i prayed for me.
i wished you could no.
i wished i could see.
is it past.
will it follow.
to haunt us forever.
to languish in sarrow.
u made me feel safe.
protected and warm.
u washed away the.
tears that i formed.
trust is all.
faith is key.
hope is there.
idolessly.
i kinda longed for u to know.
to care.
the way u used to show.
me.
but then again.
ur different from the rest.
im different i acted.
well i thought it was best.
you never encoraged.
i never gave in.
i was the flower.
you were the stem.
trust is all.
faith is key.
hope is there.
idolessly.
i shall never forget.
wounds will heal in time.
but the reasons of action.
always take place inside.
--me (may 5, 2006)