A/N: Here's another chapter since the first one was so short. Still blaming 'BiteMeTechie', listening to Switchfoot's 'Nothing is Sound' while mowing the lawn. Don't blame plot bunnies anymore. I throttled them while they were sleeping so no more evil plot bunnies. Checks to see if I own 'SGA' yet...nope still don't. Read and Review. (And no I'm still not telling you who's POV it is.)
"You're pregnant." Carson says, looking at me.
"Are you sure?" I hear myself calmly ask him while my brain is screaming, "No fucking way! Do you even know who the father is?"
"I ran the test twice, jus' to be sure. They both came back the same." He said, taking my hand. "Don' worry, I'll make an honest woman out of you."
"If only it was that simple." I thought while forcing a smile onto my face. All I want to do now is run back to my quarters and scream. I force out a laugh. I'll keep him in the dark as long as I can. I hope, no pray, that it's a girl, that she'll look like me, fewer questions that way. Standing I say, "I know you will. That's why I love you." He smiles and I feel that much more horrible for him. Poor, unsuspecting, sweet Carson; I have no right to be doing this to you. But I couldn't help it he was always there, always had some snarky remark on hand, I could always keep up with him; remark for remark and those eyes…I could get lost in those eyes of his. Giving Carson a quick kiss on the cheek I leave the infirmary. Once outside, I lean against the wall letting my tears flow. It must of happened I had seen with both of them. On separate occasions, of course. They didn't know about the other. I have no idea how I'm going to dig myself out of this hole. But I know one thing; I'm not going to tell him. I'll marry Carson and I'm going to continue the charade as long as possible, if it's necessary. My hands involuntary wrap themselves around my waist and I sigh. I'll take this dark secret of mine to the grave.