Always Away
whispered words
of grief
of regret
do I love you?
you make me question.
myself
my head
my heart
how can you?
change my mind
affect my life
carry my happiness
when I wont let you?
I twist from your grasp
from your heart
when u reach
I recede
when I reach
your gone
when I want you
you've left
when you talk to me
I can't respond
is it you or is it me
how can you do this when I wont let you?
I want to give my heart to you
will you reject it
I need to hand my trust to you
will you crush it
I can release my love to you
will you discard it
I don't know
I don't know you
do I
I think I do
the way you act
the way you smell
the way you mutter when she talks to you
I know facts
but do I know you heart
do I deserve to know you heart
--me (may 9, 2006)