A/N: Hey, it's me 'gain! Hope you like this one! Just wanna thank those people who've been making comments, even outside fanfiction. Thanks a lot!
(I got permission from JM to share his thoughts. His stories helped me create this story. JM, with all due respect, thanks!)
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It hurts when I see them all smiling and truly happy from the bottom of their hearts. Of course I don't show them my envy, but I am jealous of them at times. I know I should be happy because they are my friends, but sometimes, I question the world. Of all the people, why did they pick me to be left alone with no one? The world is a big place, so why did they pick me?

I try to smile at them because I have to. I have to show them my support and love. Of course I'm happy for them, but I can't help feeling angry at times. Why do they have a family and I have none? Why didn't the world take their parents too? I know I shouldn't complain, but sometimes I can't help but feel angry. Sometimes, I feel cheated. No one would ever understand what I am feeling because no one ever tries. Yeah, they feel bad, but that was it. They don't understand.

I become famous for the death of my parents? They write about me, tell stories about me. So? I lost my parents, dammit! There's no need to remind me of that. I don't want them prying into my feelings. They won't understand. In my case, they will never know.

There are some things in life I have come to accept. Like my parents are gone, I don't belong, some people hate me, and some people don't. I have also come to a conclusion that I am different from others because I haven't got any parents to run to when I'm in trouble. I have to help myself.

It's lonely, but no one would know. They say I'm sorry you lost your parents. It's terrible. But they don't really care. I could feel their empty emotions. It hurts to know that they have a family and I don't. They constantly remind me of it. I hate them.

Of course some of my friends don't really mind that I am orphaned. They even get me to forget about the past. Although they tend to try, I can't smile from the bottom of my heart. They can treat me right, but they cannot heal my feelings towards my loss. They understand, oh maybe, ten percent of what I feel.

I cannot fly without wings, niether can I dream without a goal. My only goal in life, well, may be odd, but it is just to see my parents. Yeah, that's it. I don't really want to earn money, or become more famous than I already am. I simply want a happy home with my family. But I can see that my goal, my dream, would never happen. Never.

My teachers tell me to study, my books give me something to learn, my friends encourgae me, and then what? What will I be after this? Still nothing. I just feel empty inside. I feel like a zombie, alive but not living. I feel neglected, even if I know there are so much people around to love me. I appriciate their love, but I want to feel my parents' too. It hurts to think that they are gone.

No one ever notices my pain. No one ever sees past my smile. I stand up, brave and tall, they say. No. I hide behind myself, the one I know who I truly am. A coward. I am afraid to face the world for I know, even with friends, I feel alone. I feel lonely and scared. Nobody knows. I don't show them. I don't understand why I can't. Myabe it's because I have to live up to my father's name, my long gone father's name.

Don't they see? Oh well, life just goes on, doesn't it? Life just moves on. I have to keep my ground. That's just what everyone tells me. Yeah, I have to. I'm alone, and no one sees me. I'm alone and no one cares. I'm alone and no one helps me. In short, all I know is two words that keep me sane, but hopless: I'm alone.

A/N: This is in Harry's POV as you might've guessed by now. Hope you comment on it, thanks for your time!