Is it supposed to hurt this bad?

(Note; I still suck at spelling and fight scenes but I'm working on it. I'm open to any advice on the subjects.)

Disclaimer; I don't own the teen titans but I do own Cami and Roxas. Yea me. I hope you enjoy the squeal to Join Me.

Raven's pov;

He came back and we had our leader again, yet he was different like he was scared or something. But it wasn't the best thing for the rest of us. His fear hurt us all even if he targeted it mostly at me.

A month later:

We were coming back in from another fight with Slade and as usual Robin was pissed off.

"Raven it wouldn't have hurt-," I growled and glared at him before he could finish the sentence.

"Enough Robin you say the same thing all the time I'm tired of it," I growled and walked away.

"Maybe if you didn't screw up all the time," he said with a growl.

"Nobody screw's up all the time you're just looking for a reason to start with me that's all you've done since you've come back. Nobody asked you to stop being Robin we just don't want you to be Slade," I said and he growled.

"Watch it, remember I've still got all your stupid secret with me," he said grabbing my arm.

"Yeah I know," I said softly and walked into my room slamming the door.

I don't get it we both need each other both loved each other and he's treating me like this. Why's he acting like this I haven't done anything wrong? I laid on my bed crying for a good two or three hours.

"Raven are you okay, you've been in here a long time," Beast Boy asked Star next to him.

"Go away, Beast Boy."

"Raven come on," he said softly.

"No," I said softly.

"All right, well I hope you feel better," he said and walked away.

"You too Star," I said and she walked away.

"Raven stop with the cry baby act, we've got work to do," Robin yelled and I winced.

"Robin back off her man ever think you're why she's like this," Cyborg said and he shrugged it off.

I pulled up my hood and walked into the main room. I walked past him not even looking at him and I sat on the couch my knees to my chest.

"What do you want now," I said my voice a mere thread.

"Don't start, Raven I don't have time for your games," he growled and I sighed.

"Whatever what am I here for cause if I'm here just to listen to you tell me what I've done wrong in the past month I'll go back to my room," I said coldly and I laid my head on my knees.

"Okay if you'd shut up and let me talk, then you'd know all ready."

I sighed and got up.

"I don't have to put up with this and I'm not going to when your done being a jerk and what ever stupid problem you have you can talk to me. You might have been better off as Slade I could deal with what you said a lot better," I said and walked out the room back to my room.

He walked after me growling.

"Just what is your problem," he yelled pinning me to the wall.

"I want Robin back, that's my problem."

"I'm standing right here aren't I?"

"Your not the Robin I knew and loved, your to different to me. Robin never yelled at me for something as stupid as this. Yes we'd argue but Robin would never yell, Robin was a leader but he was also a friend. You seem to be lacking the friend part, until Robin decides to fix himself and come back I'm staying in my room, your on your own wonder boy," I said and walked into my room.

"I fear this will be the end of us all, especially if Robin becomes a villain again," Star said softly and I sighed.

The alarm went of to find out it was Mad Mod.

"Raven come on," Robin said walking outside.

"I was serious I'm not moving."

"Fine," he yelled and followed the others.


"We can not do this without Raven's help," Star begged Robin and I smiled.

"Nope, she screws up everything any way."

"No she doesn't stop being stupid and say your sorry all ready we would like to live through this," Beast Boy yelled.

"We've made it without her before we can make it now."

"Right that's coming from the guy who went crazy without her," Beast Boy said and he growled.

"Fine then, I talk to her," he said and grabbed his communicator.

"I'm not coming," I answered when mine ringed.

"Come on Rea we need your help."

"I'll screw everything up," I said softly.

"No you won't, come on Rea."

"Oh so I only screw up every time we fight Slade. All right whatever," I said and he sighed.

"Come on Raven we won't hold up forever," he begged and I smirked.

"I forgot the part where that was my problem," I said and hung up.

I phased through the wall and flew to were they were invisible.

"What happened?"

"She hung up on me, that bastered hung up on me," he said dodging a hit from cinder block.

I growled and grabbed him holding him still. Cinder block hit him and threw him into a building.

"Robin," Star called him and flew over to him but I grabbed her arm.

"What is happening," she asked trying to break my grip.

I threw her into Cinder block and soon had Beast Boy follow.

"Robin say your sorry all ready."

"For what it's her fault?"

Cinder block hit him and he skid across the ground before slowly getting up. He called my communicator and sighed when he got no answer. I sat on the roof and shook my head, I was serious I wasn't planning on talking to him especially for that.

"Robin apologize all ready," Cyborg and Beast Boy yelled.

I sighed and grabbed them from cinder blocks grip. I punched him throwing him to the ground before knocking him out. I sighed and heal everyone but Robin even as he limped toward them.

"You came," Beast Boy said smiling.

"Yeah sure," I said and walked away.

"Go," Cyborg said pushing Robin a little.

"Raven," he called my name and I could here pain in his voice.

Not for what he did but for what had happened to him.

"Don't say anything don't get cocky and think I came for you. I could careless, and what you feel isn't nothing, you haven't felt pain yetall right wonder boy. Now weather you like or not this bastereds going home," I growled and teleported back to my room.

"Oh yeah nice Robin," they all said and started back to the tower.

"Raven are you okay," Star asked.

"Peachy," I said softly.

"Raven please come out you can't stay in there forever," she begged me.

"No I was serious," I growled.

"But Raven come on please," She begged and I growled.

"Star just leave me alone," I sighed and she walked away.

"Robin you have to do something is going to happen to her. She's not going to leave her room, what if she starves. You must talk to her," she begged him.

"I don't think so this is her problem," he said softly.

"Robin we about have enough of you, either you talk to her or your gone, it's that simple," Cyborg said and I gasped.

"Fine I'm gone," he said and I started crying.

I laid against the door and I sighed.

"Why is he doing this, I want him back. I want Robin back I need him here," I cried and he heard me.

He walked outside and growled. I ended up crying myself to sleep against the door and he walked into my room through the window.