"Your stupid Robin's gone Raven it's about time you realized that," he said and threw me into my large mirror.

I yelped as the glass cover me and cried out as a few pieces hit me. I looked at him crying and he smiled.

"He's dead Raven okay Robin's dead so you got to put up with me," he growled and stabbed me.

I cried out as he continued to stab me. He left and I passed out on my dresser.

"Raven, Raven please wake up," Star cried almost helplessly.

"Star she's probably deaf by now let her go," Cyborg said and I groaned.

"Raven," she squealed and I sighed.

"Wh- what happened," I asked softly opening my eyes.

"You've been out for a month, we found you in your room almost stabbed to death.

What happened?"

"Where's Robin Cyborg," I said getting up.

"Don't know but you've got to relax," he said softly.

"That idiot, he doesn't have the slightest clue what he's getting into," I growled making Star gasp.

"You mean Robin did this to you," she asked horrified.

"Yes, he said something about Robin being dead. He's going to destroy his old self and everything important to it, starting with me."

"You've got to be kidding, I thought he was cool."

"No he was still black he doesn't know how to fight it, he's scared I know that."

"But you said Robin doesn't fear anyone," he laughed and I sighed.

"Robin did fear something he would never admit to it, he was scared of becoming you of being like Slade. You've become your own greatest fear," I said softly and he growled.

"I don't have any fears so how's it possible I fear myself."

"Yeah you do cause deep down were it really counts, Robins fighting you and he'll eventually win," I said and laid back down.

"You don't know the first thing about me, don't try to pretend you do," he growled and I sighed.

"I don't try to; I can read you and him or anyone else I felt like reading as like a book. That's the good thing about telepathy; you will lose Robin's got a will of iron."

"Bird boy's long gone you just can't handle to admit it to yourself," he said and disappeared.

My side was burning, why'd he go this far it didn't make since? Even as a villain he never went far enough to actually hurt me. Maybe he did lose it, maybe he did really got lost in darkness.

"Ravy don't say that, you love him, are you going to give up on him already," Happy said a little too loud, Robin listening from outside.

"Yeah I can't believe you're giving up, you never give up raven," Bravery said and I growled.

"Ravy come on you've got to fight back, you can't let him get away with this," Happy begged and I sighed holding back tears.

"Rea you okay," Cyborg asked and I winced.

"Friend please respond," Star said softly and I pulled my knees to my chest.

"Raven, come on you can't give up, you can't give up on Robin. He's still in there somewhere, Raven come on you've got to fight back," Happy said standing next to me.

I shook my head trying to get her voice out of my head.

"Raven doesn't give up; a hero never gives up Raven. You're giving up on the one guy that never gave up on you. He was the one who taught you half of what you know, he basically raised you from the first day he found you and you're giving up one him. Damn, it Raven you've got to fight," all my emotions said standing on the other side of me and I shook my head.

"I can't," I whispered.

"What was that," Bravery asked glaring at me.

"I can't okay! I can't fight back, I can't do anything. I can't fight him," I cried and she sighed.

"Raven shut up and get a hold of yourself, when have you not been able to fight back. Come on you've got to snap out of it, you're going to let a bunch of words get in your way," she yelled and I looked away from her.

"It's not that simple you wouldn't understand," I whispered.

"You can't fight back because you don't want to hurt him, don't give me that after all he's done to you. If you fighting him knocks him into his senses then he deserves it."

"I can't hurt him, just leave me alone!"

"Why can't you, why can't you fight back. Why not stop being a stupid little girl and grow up already, you can't rely on everyone forever Raven, you need to grow up Raven," she yelled and I got up.

"Watch it; I can all ways destroy all of you," I said and walked out the room.

"I can't believe I'm part of you, your such a little girl," she said and they disappeared.

I walked into the training room and I sighed.

"Raven," Beast Boy called my name from the door.

I growled and started punching Robin's punching bag before it slammed against the wall.

"I can't do it," I cried and he grabbed my arm.

"Rea its okay, you don't have to, relax," he said hugging me.

"She's right though," I said softly and he let me go to look me in the eyes.

"No she's not, she's a jerk. How can she treat you like that, how can she treat herself like that, nobody like that can be right," he said shaking a little.

"Beast Boy she's me if she's not right neither am I. Everything she said is true, I a stupid little girl living in a fantasy world and I need to grow up, I need to fight back I just can't. I guess I'm scared, scared of losing everything that all of this is fake. My friends, my life, my existence here it might not be real. I might still be in a comma on Azerath and all of this is a long dream I'm having. Something caused by a little brain damage. That's how I woke up here, but they said I'd over come all of it, maybe I never did wake up. I might still be in the hospital wait for all this to happen. I don't know any more but I can't fight back I just can't," I whispered after Star and Cyborg walked in.

"No that's not true come on Raven you know it and I know it. Raven you can't give up please Raven don't give up on us," he said and I sighed.

"There's nothing else I can do Beast Boy, I can't fight him. It's not in me Beast Boy, I just can't do it," I said and Robin started laughing.

"Oh she's letting love get to her poor thing, she really does live in a fantasy world," he laughed and I shook my head.

"Raven don't stand there and take it you've got to fight back," Bravery said and I growled.

"Leave me the hell alone," I said throwing her into the wall.

"Raven she's on your side she's trying to help you, god if your going to go this far then your on you own sister. So much for getting rid of love for yeah, you can keep her, the rest of us hate her anyway," Logic said and they disappeared.

"Oh major burn being ditched by yourself that's harsh Raven," he said standing next to me and I sighed hiding my red eyes from them.

Beast Boy move away from me growling.

"Man it seems everyone's got it out for you Raven, even yourself," he said and I punched him making him hit the wall.

"Shut up Robin I'm sick of you, now we can do this the easy way or the hard way," I growled walking up to him.

"Rea you knocked him out cold," Cyborg said and I gasped.

Beast Boy grabbed him and took him to the infirmary.

"I thought you couldn't do it," Bravery said glaring at me.

"I don't know what came over me, I just couldn't take it any more and it just happened. I didn't mean for this to happen," I sighed softly tears in my eyes.

"You can't cry this is what he needed, trust me he'll be a lot better now. You need to get some rest finish healing and get some meditating in you'll feel a lot better. You'll see when he wakes up he'll be good as new," she said and I nodded.

I walked into my room and started meditating for a while before healing myself.

"Raven," I heard Robin's voice outside my door a soft as ever.

I sighed and opened the door a little.

"Yes Robin," I questioned my voice quivering.

"Mind if I come in I want to talk to you," he said and I let out my breathe slowly.

I opened the door and he walked in.

"I'm so dead," I thought softly.

I sat on the bed and he sat next to me a lot of the scars still there. I pulled up my hood and grabbed my book, trying to keep from losing it.

"I want to see them," he said his voice a little harsh and I winced.

"Robin my room my rules, you know how I am, it's nothing," I said a slow peace filling me.

"They can be recreated or reopened, I want to see them," he said a little harsher and I gasped softly.

"Robin would you be so kind to leave, I do not like people in my room and I am still uncomfortable," I sighed and he nodded before getting up.

"You should be, oh and pay back for knocking me out," he said throwing me into the wall.

He walked out the room and I just laid there crying.

"Raven no why are you crying now," Bravery asked and I simply opened my mind to her.

She was talking to Beast Boy had no idea what had happened but knew when I was in pain.

"Oh my god, he completely lost it, Raven let me take care of him."

"No there's nothing that can be done, just leave it alone," I cried and she sighed softly.

"If you say so Raven," she sighed sitting next to me trying to calm me down.