"Raven stop," he yelled jumping after me.
"Aim for the girl," the sheriff said and I smiled.
"Rave please you can't do this," he said almost crying.
I grabbed him and floated in the air.
"I owe you so much more pain it's not even funny part of me even wants to kill you and I definitely should but I'm going leave you alone. The next time I do see you it will be your death," I said giving him the disks and setting him down.
I teleported back to the cave and I smirked. I focused in on the area and sighed when I found he was crying. I sighed and teleported behind him invisible.
"Robin," I heard Star call his name softly.
"Where'd she go," Beast Boy asked.
"She's gone," he cried and I sighed.
"Oh stop this I've never know a man to cry, your pathic Robin. Get up and get over yourself, you think this is bad you nearly kill me, threw me into to walls countless times, nearly cracked my head open and pinned me to the wall by the neck. Now let's see that then there's a month of crying because I'm a bastered who screw's everything up. You think you've felt pain Robin this is nothing if anything you deserver this, I went though everythingfor you. To bring you back and then when I did you treated me like crap the whole time you owe me big time for this," I said and they all stared at me.
"I know that, but you can't keep this up your going to get hurt."
"Not till you get it and if that means getting hurt is just what'll make you get it then it's done," I said softly and he grabbed my arm.
"You can't Raven I won't let you."
"Like that means anything."
"Yeah it does and it should," he said and I sighed.
"How naïve Robin do you really think that crap will work on me give it up. I was serious, every thing you've done to me will be paid back even if it cost me my life," I said and he growled.
"You won't," he yelled throwing me into a building.
I stopped and floated above the ground inches away from the building.
"Robin realize that gets you no where," I said grabbing him and pinning his arm behind his back.
I pinned him to the ground smiling.
"Pay back time Robin," I said laughing.
"What is that girl doing," some man questioned staring at me.
"Someone stop her," a lady yelled and I smiled.
"Aura again great, wait something isn't right there not fighting back," the guard said watching me.
"Take your dumb disks I don't want them I've got what I want," I said throwing them toward them and teleporting us back to the cave.
"Rea you've got to stop this please don't do this," he begged and I smiled.
"Oh how it feels to know you can do nothing about something you love so much, this is only the beginning Robin and luckily for you I have enough center to make sure Rage doesn't take control of me," I said throwing him next to Slade.
"You touch him and I will do just that and make sure I have no mercy," I said softly and walked away.
I teleported the girl back into the city and sighed. So I got him trapped, what was I going to do now?
"Are you that pathetic," Slade asked and I heard Robin crying.
I gasped and slid down the wall.
"You would say that you don't know what it's like, not to mention this is your fault. I should kill you for this, but I won't," he said and I started crying.
"You are blind to see what's in front of you, she wants to and doesn't she is unsure so you are to. She's scared and confused just as you are until a complete match between you to will she continue this. Or until she wears her self out, she'll blow out in a few minutes, she's already tired if you can keep her from killing you in the time she'll wear her self out to the point where she can't move, only then will you be able to fix this but it is not sure that she'll live through it. Is her love worth the risk of her life," he said and I sighed.
"I- I don't know," he said softly and I growled.
"Raven stop," Happy and the others yelled.
"You can't you just can't, we know you would never hurt him like that, you must stop this, Raven snap out of it. It wasn't supposed to be like this you were supposed to stop this is supposed to be an act," Bravery said as I got up.
"Get ready kid Rage isn't anything to mess with and when it's coming from her it's ten times worse," Slade said and I walked over to Robin.
"Raven's gone Robin now you've got to deal with me," I growled and picked him up by the neck.
"Raven stop it," they yelled and I threw him strait through the computer.
"Now it's about time you realize that," I growled walking toward him.
"Raven stop it now, you can't do this! You can't hurt him I didn't mean fight back like this; you've got to stop it. Raven leave him alone, you've got to snap out of it," Bravery yelled holding me back.
"Raven," Robin yelled grabbing me.
"No I'll be happy if I never see him again," the thought rang through my mind and I gasped.
"They think I'm a freak to," it sung in my mind the memory running through me as I was reliving the moment.
I whipped the tears from my eyes and walked to the main room. That night during all the pain, when all this ended and then started twice as hard, that's what hurt the most.
"Then let me," I growled and jumped down to tackle him.
"Well if it isn't the end of the world, welcome back," he said jumping back.
I growled blinking back tears. The end of the world, that's exactly what I was, that and so much more, I was pain and destruction, hatred and evil, I was the demon I was named to be.
"Shut up you jerk no wonder you're all alone, good thing your parents died they'd be ashamed of the bastered you've become," I growled and tackled him as the others arrived.
The words bit at him I knew it but I didn't care at least then I didn't.
"Robin doesn't give a damn about you," those words bit at me hard and fast.
"Oh how touching, I don't give a damn," he said and threw me into a building.
"You will die this night, a pay for all that you've done. But don't worry I'll make sure to torture you long enough, to show you how it feels. Remember I didn't have a choice in my destiny so I'm not giving you yours," I said and I grabbed him.
"Raven stop this please, you'll only drive him further, you've got to stop him but not with anger. You can't hurt him with your anger, and he knows that you've got to calm down. He'll kill you before you get anywhere near it, he's darkness drives off of your anger. Raven he loves you and the only way to bring him back is to love him not hate him. You've got to stop the Raven, now," Rose yelled out loud and in my mind and I sighed calming down.
Of course the answer would be in me but unable to be seen by me. I was the answer and my feelings where part of it.
"Robin stop it," I begged him.
"Shut up demon," he yelled.
"Robin snap out of it, I hate this side of you, I want the old you back the one that actually cared," I said softly and he threw me off him.
When I begged him it didn't matter it didn't get through to him, why was I supposed to listen to him?
"When I was what the wimpy boy wonder, nobody needs him any more he was useless."
"That's not true, I do, he wasn't useless and no where near wimpy, but you've become that. Robin would never let something like this happen; Robin was one of the strongest people I knew," I said and he growled.
That much was true he was but it all crumbled.
I didn't move I just laid there wanting to cry.
"Oh did I hit a sore spot, is Raven going to cry," he mocked me.
"I want my best friend back," I whispered.
"Sorry love but he's long gone," he said and smirked
I won't fight you Robin I can't!
"Fine then, so am I, if this is what you want then I won't fight you," I said and walked away from him and dark clouds rolled in.
A fog covered the ground and I couldn't see anyone but Robin.
"You're not going anywhere," he said pinning me against a building wall.
"Robin please come back to me please," I said and hugged him tightly.
I was fighting for a reason but I didn't hurt him physically to get to him I used emotions. But it can't mean much.
"Robin come on please, don't leave us with a second Slade, and don't be him please. I want my Robin back please you've got to come back to me," I begged him crying.
"Get off of me you bastered," he said and threw me off of him making me cry.
"Robin stop it, stop fight me, fight what you've become, please you can't do this to me," I said hugging him again.
The deep cry and he still is fighting me maybe it was pointless, maybe we're pointless.
"Robin come back to me, please come back. The whole team needs you I need you," I said softly and the fog slowly started to clear.
I need you that's what matters right Robin I need you.
"Don't ever leave me again Robin, I need you to stay with me through all of it," I said softly.
"Welcome back wonder boy," Cyborg said and he laughed.
"Anyone up for pizza," Robin asked and everyone nodded.
Welcome back Robin," I said softly as we started toward the pizzeria.
The happy ending to the start of a not so happy begging maybe we were doomed from the start.
"You've got to come back; you need to stop this Raven. I don't want you hurt, Hand over the disks now. Raven wake up, did I hit a soft spot. I'll die if I have to, come back to us raven. You can't die on us, how touching but I don't give a damn. Robin doesn't give a damn about you," a lot of different voice yelled in my head at once and I gasped.
"Get out of my head," I screamed fighting it.
"Raven please you can't die on us," Beast Boy and Cyborg said.
"She's going to wake up right we're going to make it right," all my emotions asked slowly fading away.
"Friend please you must respond," Star fire whined.
No response from Robin what happened to him.
"Guys give it up she's gone there's no way she's still alive she's been way to long without air," he said softly.
"Robin doesn't give a damn about you," the voice yelled in my head and I gasped.
"No," I breathe softly and he ran over to me.
"Yes she's okay," they sighed relived.
I winced and slowly opened my eyes. I was in the infirmary how'd I get here?
"Wha, what happened," I whispered and he smiled.
"Thank god your okay, Slade said you might not live through it, whatever happened your okay now."
"Oh crap I have a head ache. I should kill you do you know whatI've been through, you serouisly could've hurt him, not to mention yourself," Bravery yelled and I sighed.
"Yeah I'm fine thanks for asking," I said sarcastically and she smiled.
"Yeah sure I'm part of you I know how you are and you are no where near fine beside you look a mess. Next time I give a stupid idea and you so hate the outfit don't listen to me. Cause it might end up like this," Bravery whined and I laughed.
"I like the outfit," I said and they all stared at me.
"You like that, whoa that's new," Robin said stunned.
"You don't like?"
"Of course I do, I just never knew you did."
"Told you he'd like it," Bravery said with a smile.
"Oh shut up you," I she and she laughed.
"Told you it was a bad idea Bravery you should start listening to me," Timid said and I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah right, ever thing turned out fine, like I'm going to listen to some you, life's about chances that's why you don't have one," she said and Timid sighed.
"And if she had died this would've been your fault," Timid said and disappeared.
"Oh sure blame this all on me, people know better then to take me serouisly, I'm the main one who takes risks here, duh," Bravery said and disappeared.
I shook my head and sighed.
"Why do I put up with those guys," I said softly and I looked at Robin as the others left the room but they still watched us.
"He doesn't care about me," the thought ran through my head and I sighed.
"Rea what's wrong," he asked and I looked away from him.
"So then how do I get him off my back," I asked my self.
"It's nothing don't worry about it," I said sitting up
"It's not nothing, what's wrong?"
"Why the heck do you care in the first place," I snapped and he sighed.
"Where did you get that from Raven," he asked softly and his eye softened even more.
"Don't try that with me I know you don't stop the act, you could've left me to die it wouldn't have mattered. Or do you need me to make you look good when we fight crime? What's your reason for actually acting as if you care about me," I asked him looking him in the eyes.
"I'm not simply acting Raven, who ever put that into your mind was lying, that's not true if anything all I do is care about you. When you realize that you'll be sorry for most of this," he said softly.
"I already am I should've never come to this planet," I sighed softly.
"Ever since I've come here I've been betrayed I never thought you of all people would do this. Maybe my brother was right, this planet is nothing but trouble," I said crying and he looked at me.
"Rea look at me you need to understand this coming from me not from anyone else, if anything else your one of the best things that has ever happened to me. Everyone has there ups and downs we've had more downs then others but we can bring it back up. Once you hit rock bottom things can't do anything but get better," he said forcing me to look at him.
"Things never get better with me," I sighed and he shook his head.
"You would be dead if that was true, you would've given up on everything by now. Things have gotten better your being stubborn Raven, your scared you have the right to be but everything's fine, see for yourself. Nothing will happen to you as long as I'm here," he said clearly determined and I sighed heavily, he says that but he's hurt me himself and doesn't see it.
"I can't Robin I just can't, it's not the same any more," I said and he kissed me.
I kissed him back and he broke the kiss.
"That's not true me and you both know it," he said smiling.
"You have nothing to fear now Raven," he said and I hugged him tightly crying.
