Hi everyone! Welcome to my first fanfic! Just to let you guys know, chapters alternate with narrators; it goes from Edward to Bella. I'm also starting a Harry Potter one that should be up soon! So check it out! Hope u like!

Forever

Chapter 1

Why the hell did I do this? I shouldn't have listened to her…

Thoughts of regret swam in my head as I held Bella's head in my arms. Tears trickled down from my face. Her body felt cold since all the blood from her body had been sucked out. I could slowly feel the venom spread…like a deadly pulse that would change her, forever.

I slowly picked her up into my arms and brought her inside into my bedroom. There I lay her on the large black leather couch, and covered her with a blanket, she would wake up soon and the pain would begin. What would the rest of the family think when they came home to find out I had changed Bella?

Mad?

Sad?

Fear?

I sat on the floor and rested my head against the sofa. I closed my eyes and tried to remember everything that happened…

"Please Edward…" She begged. "I don't want to get any older, and die and leave you."

"Bell, listen," I tried to reason. "I just can't, I don't want to damn you to this! You have no clue how horrible it is, you'll never to be able to taste your favorite foods again. You won't be able to sleep; you will go through a horrible and painful physical change. You'll always be thirsty for blood."

"I don't care…" She whispered, nuzzling her cheek against my chest. "I want to be with you."

I sighed as my heart dropped. I wanted to be with her too, but not if I had to damn her to this horrible life. The life of a vampire.

"No Bella, no. I won't do it."

"Edwarrrd…" She mumbled as she looked up at me. Her wide chocolate eyes begged at me. My heart sank even more.

"No." I said firmly as I gently pushed her away and walked over to the window.

She gently grabbed my arm.

"Please Edward…" She begged quietly.

"NO." I yelled, shrugging off her grip.

She walked up to me and stood on her tiptoes, trying to meet me face to face.

"I don't care about any of that stuff… it'll all be worth it."

I took both of her hands in mine.

"Are you sure this is what you want?"

She nodded. I knew she'd been waiting awhile to ask me.

"Yes Edward, yes." She said quietly. I slowly leaned into her face.

"Positive?" I clarified.

She nodded.

I put my lips against hers, slowly and softly kissing her. I moved away from her lips and went to her jaw, her neck. I sighed as I kissed her neck, trying to delay the pain she would feel. I opened my mouth and exposed my teeth to her skin. I slowly began to sink my teeth into her tissue paper skin.

"Mmm." She grunted in pain. I closed my eyes as I continued to sink them in farther. I finally hit the pulsing liquid that was her blood. Tears ran down as I slowly sucked the life out of her. Her blood was delicious. I savored every bit of the warm, sweet, and thick seductive liquid. I felt the venom rumble in the roof of my mouth, and burst through my teeth and into her throat.

I heard her groan. My eyes shot open and looked up at her. The transformation was beginning…