Yeah I'm back again. Told you I would update quick. So I like to thank the person who review my story so thanks Luciver for reviewing its one whole review more than what I thought I would get so super thanks!
Disclaimer: So totally don't own it…even thought I wouldn't mind borrowing Hiro for a couple of years (hehehe)!
A/N: Still don't know exactly where I'm going but I did write another chappie.
Chapter 1: Pent up Emotions
I regret not grabbing my jacket when I was thrown out; it's freaking freezing out here. I looked up to take in me surroundings. Where the hell am I. He's right I am an idiot. Only I would walk around, in the dead of night and not know where I'm going. When me and that grrrrr just thinking about him makes me mad. I mean it wasn't my fault. Ok it wasn't completely my fault but he didn't have to me so harsh and he sure as hell didn't have to kick me out. I stopped under the streetlight to gather my thoughts. I have to figure out where the hell I'm going.
I'm tired of always running to Hiro when him and me have a fight. It's not fair to wake him up in the middle of the night with my problems. I sure as hell wouldn't want my 'best friend' to do that to me. Now hat I think of it, he has a hell of a lot of tolerance. He's a great friend; I'm happy that he's in my life. I don't deserve him, his kindness, patience most definitely his friendship.
So I'm not going to his apartment, thats clear, but where else is there? I need to sit down and think.
Somehow I wandered my way to the park where it everything all began. My happiness and sorrow. My pleasure and pain. The beginning and end. Wait end…end…yes end. Its time to end this… I can't even call it a relationship. But I love him. I need him in my life and whether he wants to believe it or not he needs me just as bad, if not more. When I came into his life he was dark, cold…broken and because of me, ME he was brought back into the light, fed off the warmth I emitted, began to heal. IT WAS POSSIBLE BECAUSE OF ME! And that damn ignorant fool had the nerve to kick me out after all that I did. All that I gave up and sacrifice just to be with him, in his presence. Plus it wasn't like I ask for much, all I wanted was a place in his heart and a small space in his apartment to call my own. THAT'S IT!
Ok…that not all but it wasn't like I was asking him to turn lead into gold and even if I was the loving thing to do is at least try. So what the hell am I suppose to do now? What do I feel like doing? Come o now think! What to do? What to do? I can't handle this right now.
I need to get away. Have to get away, far away.
Hey another done and finished. Please Review!