Disclaimer: Twilight is Stephenie Meyer
Authors Note: Lalalalalalalala. I have clearly lost my mind. Everyone is happy. I have nothing else to do.
We walked out of the kitchen and down the hall, back to the stairs that I had been staring at earlier.
"We are walking up there?" He nodded his head.
"Why? Is this a problem?"
"Well. You really haven't ever watched me without Edward around, have you?"
"No."
"Well you see I have a little well not little, larger then life problem with gravity." He raised his eyebrows.
"Oh really?"
"Yes. Very much so. You can ask anyone that has been with me. I can't stay upright and I attract any kind of trouble for miles around."
"Hmm. Well I guess that is why Edward always carries you around."
"Well there is that and-"
"And what?"
"He likes to have me close. He likes how I warm up his body, and the way that I leave his clothes smelling like me." I choked back a sob. "I am really tired. Where am I going to sleep?"
"Come here." I walked over to him and he picked me up. Then he ran up the stairs and came to the very top.
"How high up are we?"
"Twelve stories up." I swallowed. That was pretty high. "Were we will be sleeping is at the top. Nobody will disturb us unless we ask them for something. There are some pajamas in the bathroom. I will leave you here. I have some business to attend to." Then he set me on my feet and was gone.
I walked into the room to see what it looked like. It was huge. There was so much space, and it was dark. The sheets were a dark red color; like blood, and it had matching pillows, except there were some black pillows thrown in too. From the way that it looked and felt, it was silk. The bed was larger then a king size and was a dark mahogany color.
The floors were wood and I could tell that there was a heating system underneath.
I walked over to a dresser that was the same color as the bed and looked inside. On each half of the drawers were men's and then women's clothes. They were all beautiful and expensive no doubt. Tears came to my eyes then because I thought of Alice and Edward buying me clothes that I never wanted. If I ever saw them again I would thank them and if I ever shopped with them I would let them buy me whatever they want.
I walked to the bathroom then so that I could see what I was wearing to bed. Inside of the bathroom I found the light switch and gasped. The sink was made of marble and the mirror was huge.
The shower was large and so was the tub, but there was also a Jacuzzi. On the counter of the sink there was a pair of black silk pajamas. I took off my clothes and then put them on. They were soft, weightless, and warm. Hmm. That was odd.
I walked over to the mirror and looked at myself. I looked horrible. My hair was a mess and you could tell that I had been crying. My eyes were red and I had a hand shaped bruise on my arm. If only… I started to cry, so I shut off the light and crawled into the bed.
As I laid there sobbing, all I could think was where do I go from here. Where do I gather my strength from now that my reservoirs are empty? Edward had been my inspiration and the reason that I lived every day. What was I going to do now?
With these questions swirling around in my head, I fell into a restless slumber.
AN2: I love all of you guys, but after such a long time without reviews, I couldn't write a lot. I used all of my inspiration out. I need reviews or else I might just stop writing. These two days without posting have been hell. Hope that they end. Edward and Bella all the way!