Someday You'll Care

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Chapter Four

Thinking and Tears

Date Started: July 21, 2004

Date Finished: July 29, 2004

Date Posted: October 12, 2004

She couldn't think, she couldn't concentrate on anything. What had happened in the Common Room? She didn't want to think about it, and yet that's all she could think about.

I don't need you, Lily Evans

Was James finally over her? Did he mean what he had said? Probably not, he never knew what he meant when it came to her. Yet, he had seemed so sure that he was over her.

I don't need you, Lily Evans

Those had cut her deep, and she didn't know why. It was like she need his constant attention all of the time. Yet, she had always hated his attention, and now the one time that she didn't she almost wished he would come back down the stairs and ask her out again.

I don't need you, Lily Evans

She was rapped out of her thoughts as the portrait rattled. She turned around wiping the tears off her face and went to the entrance.

"Lily is James in there?" came Sirius' voice. Lily couldn't help but smile despite the circumstances at hand. She opened the door and beckoned him in. He walked in and glanced at Lily.

"Where's James?" He asked her taking a seat on one of the chairs. Lily looked up, her face turning red. Sirius seemed to notice this; he stood and walked over to her.

"Hey, what's wrong?" He asked concernedly. She looked away from him blinking back her tears of frustration.

"Nothing we just had a fight" she snapped, getting short. Sirius raised her face to his, and kissed her on the forehead.

"You know, I'm here if you need me", he said tenderly, making her blush. He smirked and let her go.

"Ms. Evans, are you blushing?" He teased. She shook her head blushing more.

He's flirting with me!

"Mr. Black, are you flirting with me?" She asked him, he grinned cheekily.

"Only if you want me to" he said again, she laughed and walked closer to him. Trailing her finger down his toned chest she poked him.

"I think you need to go, Mr. Black", She said, twirling a circle on his shirt with her finger. He shuddered grasped her hand. He leaned in and kissed her.

That bastard!

That was all he needed to see. He didn't need to see his friend seduce the girl that he had loved since he had first met her. He threw a glass at the stone wall in his bedroom, where it shattered. Just like his heart he didn't think he could ever feel so betrayed in his life…

SLAP!

"Fuck! Lily, I was only teasing you!" Sirius gripped as he probed the tender cheek that had been brutally attacked, by a rampaging red head.

"That was not even remotely funny, you dick!" Lily screeched chunking a book at his head where he promptly ducked.

"Calm down, Lily Flower!"

Lily threw another book this time hitting her target in the back. Sirius fell on the chair beside him, yelping in pain.

"God, you'd make a good beater" he admitted somewhat shortly.

"If you don't get your get your arrogant arse out of this room right now, I will castrate you" Lily hissed fingering her wand. Sirius' eyes widened at the thought of never having sex again, and he promptly stood up and fell, and then stood up again, where he proceeded to stumble out of the door.

Falling into the chair that Sirius had previously occupied she sighed tiredly. Asking the Gods why they had cursed her life, she set about her reading.

Remus watched amused as his friend stumbled thru the portrait ("Hey, I was sleeping!) Sirius landed on the couch somewhat hump backed. Raising an eyebrow, he waited intently for Sirius to tell him what happened.

"Lily."

"I see, say no more". Poor Sirius he didn't know what he had just gotten his poor self into. Remus couldn't help but laugh, at which Sirius glared at him.

"It's not funny, she almost castrated me", Sirius said thru clenched teeth. This didn't help mattered at all Remus fell to the floor laughing harder then he was to start with.

Sirius looked at him disgusted.

"You really find this funny, don't you?" he said dramatically, glaring at the rolling werewolf with distain.

"Yes—hahaha" Remus gasped out. Sirius was about to say something.

"I'm hungry".

"How can you be hungry? You just ate", Remus said looking at his friend as if he were crazy. They both found themselves making their way to the kitchens. On their way they met someone so slimy, so greasy, so ugly, and so evil, Sirius screamed and covered his eyes.

"MY EYES! THEY"RE BURING!" Snape was standing in front of them with nothing but his pants on.

"Screw off, Black I am hardly in the mood to listen to your petty insults".

"Go wash your hair, Snivellius" Sirius snapped. Snape huffed and walked away. Remus and Sirius continued their way to the kitchens. They both walked in silence for awhile.

"I don't understand why you have to be so cruel to him", Remus voiced breaking the silence. Sirius looked at him oddly and then rolled his eyes.

"I really don't want to think about Snape, I am on the verge of trying to get something to eat, and talking about Snape tends to lower one's appetite", Sirius grimaced. Remus rolled his eyes and kept walking. They came to a portrait with fruit, and Sirius tickled pear and they walked into the kitchen.

James slid out of his bed wiping the sleep from his eyes. Wondering why he felt so foreboding he racked his brain and finally remembered. Sirius and Evans, his best friend and Evans, His surrogate brother and Evans, he didn't think about what would happen and he didn't want to.

James walked into the bathroom and took a shower, brushed his teeth and threw on his clothes. He was late for breakfast as it was. Walking into the Great Hall, he surveyed the tables. His gaze landed on Evans, who was sitting with her group of friends looking a bit depressed. He then shifted his gaze to Sirius and was surprised to see the bruise that lined his cheek bone. James smirked, maybe Evans hadn't been snogging Sirius.

"Hey, Prongs", Sirius greeted winching at the glare that he received from his friend. Sirius looked warily at James and saw the fiery blaze that was alight in the hazel eyes.

"So, when is it okay, to snog your best friends crush?" James asked testily. Sirius winched and fingered his bruise.

"I take it you saw the incident in the Heads Room?" Sirius asked, suddenly finding his juice interesting.

"You're damn right I did!" James snapped glaring at his friend.

"I'm really sorry, but Lily made it quite clear that she didn't like me", Sirius said trying to calm down his once again, homicidal looking friend. James raised his eyebrow and looked over at the place that Lily had just occupied.

"I'm sure she did" James muttered.

"Oh, Lily you had to have felt something!" Lily's friend shouted over the blaring voices in the Great Hall. Lily blushed and shook her head.

"I didn't! He was being so arrogant!" Lily reasoned, trying to shush her screaming friends.

"I think I'm with Lily, he is quite an ass, and speaking here come both of the arses", Beth said, pointing to the boys.

"Oh joy" Lily muttered sarcastically. Rolling her eyes she set to ignoring both James and Sirius. There was one problem, James didn't need to be ignored, because he didn't say anything to her, he just walked right by her. And for some reason Lily felt hurt…

Author's Note: Yes, this chapter is slightly longer, and I loved all of you reviewers!

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