Chat Noir
A/N: ohh...Chat Noir. What did he think? What did he feel? What are my theories of what Thomas Astruc want the characters to think or feel?
All will be revealed
Along with a season 4 spoiler
I'm just assuming you guys have already watched it.
If i've seen the first 2 episodes of season 5, i'm sure most of you have watched the entirety of season 4
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I didn't want to leave Paris. I knew Ladybug would be disappointed. I had to listen to my stupid Kwami who wanted cheese from New York. I could probably just buy the cheese and have them deliver it from New York. I think Nathalie and my Father are weirded out by the sudden addiction. The point is, I never wanted to leave but I went anyway. I put Paris in danger because of my decision.
It was my fault and I have to live with the consequences. Paris was nearly destroyed because of Robustus which me and Ladybug have confirmed to be a senti-monster.
"My power gives me an item to defeat a specific villain, but the villain is already gone." That's how her power works. She can't repair the damage, the damage I might have well caused. Ladybug was in tears that she wasn't able to help Paris. I gave up my miraculous because I knew it was my fault. Ladybug is so perfect but I always had to screw something up.
"Well I can't trust you can I?" Ladybug's trust is the most important thing to me and I almost lost it. I dropped my baton because I was thinking about her words. It's not like we fought together without trusting each other. All we do is make sure we can.
I almost killed Uncanny Valley because I was so caught up in her not being able to trust me. I am dangerous. I know what it's like to get cataclysmed. Miracler made sure of that but she was just an Android. If she wasn't then I would have hurt her. Maybe I would have killed her. My miraculous probably protected me from all the cataclysms I was hit with. I am very dangerous. I gave up my miraculous for that very reason.
"I don't know if I can do this. I can't imagine being ladybug without him."
She can't do it without me. She can't fight without me. She's fine done it before but I was fighting with her until I sacrificed myself. She's been fine fighting by herself. I barely made it alive when I went up against Weredad. If anything I can't fight without her. I gave up my miraculous to save her from any harm that I could do to her.
I couldn't bear to see the disappointment in her eyes if I came back. To my surprise though, she gave me a hug and from then on, I promised that I would never give up my miraculous again…
Kuro Neko
I have no choice, I have to give up my miraculous. It's clear she doesn't want me to be her partner anymore. She has the rest of the team, she doesn't need me. She never needed me. I'm just the sacrifice and the destroyer, the screw up.