Author's Note: Another Rock Lee angst. This one has a bit of christian content in it, about Jesus still loving Lee. I warned you. Hypocrites, back off. I'm a christian, but I haven't really been acting that way too much lately. I'm not going to start shoving christianity down people's throats now, so nobody worry. Just respect this small display of religion, and I''l accept yours.

But mostly, it's Rock Lee angst. Yeaaaah.

Smile, my dead and empty soul

Everything's going dark and cold

We won't have to deal with this

The world will bade me hearty dismiss

Gai-sensei will no longer care

How can you teach someone who isn't there?

Sakura-Chan will no longer care

How can you love someone who isn't there?

They say all's fair in love and war

Well, Rock Lee, he's been keeping score

'Cause Sakura's an Uchiha now

Can Fate be crueler to me how?

And Gai-sensei doesn't make a sound

It's hard when you're six feet underground

Neji isn't there, I say

My teammate won't give me the time of day

Tenten's buried under some mound

She joined Gai-sensei underground

And Neji's not really all there

It's like he sees Tenten everywhere

In the clouds and in the trees

In the dirt and across the seas

So Neji doesn't really care

Because he's not all really there

So here I am, just by myself

Staring at vial on a basement shelf

Skull, crossbones on the label I see

My one-way ticket to ecstasy

Because beer won't help, and whiskey burns

And clouded senses Sake incurs

See, this stuff is my last way out

Making no stops on my very last route

I pop the top and hunker down

A brilliant smile instead of a frown

Detached, I hear a mourning dove

It's lament is a strangesort of lastlove

Kiss me, Sakura, one more time

Before you hear my funeral bells chime

But of course that won't happen, my Sakura-Chan

You've your Sasuke to love, and his child to have

Hug me, Gai-sensei, one last time

Before I join you on the other side

But of course that won't happen, 'cause you're waiting for me

On the other side of a crimson sea

Defeat me, Neji, one last time

To remind me I'm human, and one of your kind

But of course that won't happen, lost rival, San

You're too busy looking for Tenten-Chan

And I tip the bottle of my last resort

And I chug and I swallow, I choke and I snort

And my soul is empty, depraved of love

Reverberating cries of a mourning dove

But I'll meet you all later on the other side

The place where God's people go when they die

Because Jesus still loves me, in this forsaken world

It's not his fault this happened, as my fingers curl

But my soul is still empty, and I'm missing a heart

And that wound so pains me because it'll sting and smart

God's love alone is still not enough

To keep me still bonded to this existence so rough

My last resort burns it's way down my throat

Stinging like peppers in a choking red coat

Losing my bearing, lean back on the wall

And in the depths of my mind I hear lost loved ones call

Now smile, my dead and empty soul

Because everything's going all dark and cold

A/N: Ah, review?