Slayer:Hybrid
Chapter 5
Origins
Buffy stared at Razen for the longest time with her beautiful green eyes. Her eyes were wide with shock as Razen told her this.
"You , my son. I don't think so." She replied, "I'm only twenty two, you're like what, nineteen." She replied.
"You right Buffy, but there are lots of shit you don't know about." Razen said, sitting down across the room. His eyes were green like Buffy's , but they looked dark with pain flashed across them. They say that the eyes are windows to the soul, and they could see and very sad and dark soul in him. A soul that has been through a lot. "There's a whole fuckload you don't know about me." He said, pulling off his battle dress shirt, revealing his muscular body through a beater.
"Explain it then, I wanna know how the fuck you could be my son." Buffy said, with a hidden note of sarcasm. Spike sat down next to her.
"Easy pet, the poor bastard probably jus' got done taking a couple of hits of the crack pipe and fucked up his brain." Spike said. Xander laughed softly.
"That's funny coming from you father." Razen said. A sneer eerily familiar like Spike's crept up on his face. Faith stared at him. He's hot, Faith thought, and tried to stop staring at him, yet finding a hard time doing so.
"Now, don't get your knickers wet, but did you say I'm your father." Spike said.
"Yeah. I ain't proud of being born to a vampire and a Slayer, but hey, life's a bitch and you take what you get." Razen said.
"You got a lot of explaining to do." Buffy said, sighing.
"Up until now, when Spike and me came here, you've been feeling an emptiness in you, like part of your life was missing, I am that part of you Buffy." Razen said.
"That don't make no fucking sense. What Slayer doesn't feel some kind of emptiness in her, it's part of the job." Buffy replied.
"Alright. For you to understand, I will give you direct access to memories." Razen said.
"Those could be fake." Xander pointed out thoughtfully.
"Xander, look bro, I know that dude showed you fake memories about your future with Anya, but it ain't even like that." Razen told Xander.
"How could you know about that?" Xander asked, stupefied. The very mentioning of Anya was sharp enough to cut into his very being, and water his eyes.
"I've watched y'all from underground for years." Razen said.
"What do you mean by underground?" Angel asked. He was now attentive to what Razen had to say.
"The very same hell dimension Spike went to when he faded out. Death wanted to torture you worse, but I pulled you into the weakest hell dimension possible. With me, but I couldn't reach you." Razen said.
"Oh God, if tha' was the bloody weakest, how bad was the one I was going to?" Spike asked.
"You were going to the Devil's torture chamber. Because of all your sins you were going to hell, And since you committed an act of love for redemption, your torture would have been unbearable. I was trying to save you." Razen said. Razen's eyes were dull green. It seemed as if he were a dark abyss that would never see the light of day. While Buffy's were sparkling with love and energy, his were dead and void of all love and emotion.
"You were in there, weren't you?" Illyria asked., "The legends about that place are infamous."
"yeah. Down there they hate me because of what I am, part demon, part vampire, part human, all Vampire Slayer. A half breed with Spike's and Buffy's blood. A King of Kings, The Slayer of Slayers. So yeah I got tortured bad, but fuck, I'm here, that's all that matters."
"But isn't Lucifer the Devil?" Illyria asked.
"Yes and no." Razen said, "Lucifer is the angry angel who brought down a third of God's original angels with him. He is the most powerful cherubin in existence. His glory was so great and powerful, he thought he could override God Almighty himself. God in turn, kicked his asss out of heaven with all the other traitorous angels. Upon his descent to Earth, he landed in an early version of a Hellmouth." Razen said.
"Aw fuck." Angel said, speaking up.
"Yeah. When he got to the Hellmouth, he was robbed of his powers, by the very evil in him. Tired of being in suck a glorified body, the evil formed itself into a new being, what is known as the devil." He continued. " The Devil is the First, the First Evil." Lucifer used to be a beautiful angel with enormous power, but the First made a mistake." Razen said.
"What was that?" Faith asked.
"In locking Lucifer up, Lucifer channeled his rage into power. He channeled this rage for millenniums, making him more powerful than the First. Just recently there was a rift in the hell portal, only demons could have acess to it, but now anything can cross over. That would include Lucifer and the First. That's how I got out." Razen explained.
"What cause the rift?" Buffy asked.
"You did Buffy." Razen said.
"Now's not the time to be pointin' fingers you soddin' prick." Spike said, his British accent thick.
"The Immortal was one of the traitorous angels sent to Earth. While Lucifer and the rest of them went to hell, Marcos was punished worst of all. Marcos, or the Immortal as you know him, was a serafin that was constantly with God, seen his in all his glorious power and worshipped him. Marcos was one of the fakest angels in the history of them, even more than Lucifer. He had seen God in all his glory and believed that an angel could defeat him. Marcos tried to stab God in the back and paid for it dearly." Razen said. "He was exiled to Earth to live as an Immortal human, given the key that could unlock the gates of hell, doesn't sound to bad? In being exiled and Immortal, there was a stipulation that even as a human Marcos would never find redemption and go to hell. So it would have been in his best interest to stay alive right? He could of freed Lucifer and his pack of angels, but decided not to. He was pissed off that Lucifer couldn't get the job done, so he left him to suffer in hell and lived out the rest of his life, taking pleasures in sins that blasphemed against God. When you killed him, the impossible was possible, he was sent to he where he forfeited his key, unlocking the Gates of Hell." Razen said.
"So tell me about you." Buffy said.
"To understand me you have to understand my demon." Razen said.
"Go ahead and explain, bore us to death with you vocal autobriography." Xander said , dripping with sarcasm.
"Razen the demon, Prince of Abbadonia was forced to watch the killing of his brother, his sister, and his parents. The Abbadoinians had allied up with their brother race, the Arragothans, Illyria's people. They had betrayed us and destroyed every Abbadonian. Illyria's father locked me away in a magickal weapon, the sword you used against the Turok Han. Razen lied there for three millenniums. When Spike died in the hellmouth(Spike shudders), a part of you died as well. The flame that and Spike created as you held hands was me, my essence, my soul. When Spike died I was released to go to Heaven, since I was sinless, but Razen the demon attached himself and we fused souls and became one. He is part of my conscious, but the body is mine." Razen explained.
"It can't be." Buffy explained, her eyes filling up with tears. "How come you're nearly as old as me?" Buffy asked.
"Hell is unlike here. Here two months are two months, months in the otherworld are years. I was tortured until you set me free." And with that, Razen stood up and left the room.
AN: For those who actually read this, thanks, sorry I haven't updated, been real busy while in the Navy.