Being so alone
It really hurts
Having no one to be around with
Makes me feel like a stranger to everybody's eyes
Makes me feel...hopeless
Sad
Damaged
Angered
Hated
All those words seems so familiar
The words I feel everyday
Why was I born this way?
I know i'm the only person that loves me but...
At the same time I feel anger and hatred toward myself
Why?
Because I blame myself
For everything
For killing, murdering, threatening
And hurting...
I'm very sorry, but I just can't stop myself
And this is why I exsist