Disclaimer..- I do not own any of these character idea... things

Well, I'm mainly bored right now... I have experienced this feeling of dieing for the one you love, before in my life...and I probably will again one day...(hehe)

(This story is from the point of Kikyo)

sigh, as I stared out the window I dreamt about how I wanted to be with the person I truly loved… Inuyasha, we had fallen in love with each other for 4 years, and although we hadn't realized it… we were getting farther apart over the years. As the time passed by, we had become almost enemies, never looking at each other, never talking, as if we didn't know the other had existed. Finally, after 3 years, we got each other's msn, we talked a lot, and had a few laughs, but the truth came out. If we had realized how much we loved each other when we were younger, we could've become a lot closer, even boyfriend and girlfriend…

Well, then as we were talking, Inuyasha told me about Kagome. Apparently, they had gotten really close over the years… they loved each other more than anything, or anyone else… More love than between Inuyasha and I years ago… As Ithought where the crap did she come from? I HATE HER…. HOW COULD SHE JUST APPEAR OUT OF NOWHERE LIKE THAT, Tears suddenly started to drop down my face, I couldn't even breathe properly, I was devastated. It felt as if I had swallowed an apple whole in just one gulp, I felt like throwing up, like dieing, never to be remembered… to end this tragedy… I attempted to commit suicide. As the sharp blade was reaching for my skin… Inuyasha came out of nowhere and took the knife away from my hands… As I fell to the ground, Inuyasha caught me… he was also crying… He apologized for leaving me, but had to admit that he truly did love Kagome…

I was so upset I couldn't take it anymore, I felt like murdering Kagome… but since I love Inuyasha so much, I would just accept the fact that Kagome and Inuyasha love each other… but… I still can't understand… as tears came to my face… I couldn't help but just scream "I LOVE YOU INUYASHA, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME…?" I fell to the ground crying my heart out…

Well that is it... hope you enjoy... I'll make new chapters... probably in the next hour.. after I eat dinner... since I'm gonna go eat now... cyaz!