A Hard Decision: Himeko's Story
Hey, all, this is my first Kannazuki no Miko fic so be nice. And for those who haven't watch the whole series, (which you should) there will be spoilers for certain episodes. Remember: This is in Himeko's P.O.V. On with fic!
Disclaimer: I don't Kannazuki no Miko. I don't even know who does.
I can't choose. I feel a connection from both Chikane and Souma. Who should I choose? Souma's kind to me. He shows me love. Like the time he took me out on a date. It was fun.
I wonder how Chikane felt about it. When I was just about to leave, I could feel her. As if she reached out for me, telling me to stay with her.
But when I look into her eyes, I see love. Not just any love, like Souma's love but stronger. I don't know how to explain it but it feels…whole. Like there's an empty part of me that becomes whole when I feel her love.
Souma has proved he really does love me. He kissed me. The moment that I wanted or thought I wanted for a long time finally happened. When we kissed, I felt happy. But then I remembered Chikane.
For some reason, I felt like she was watching me. Angry because I kissed him or the other way around or sad. It was my first kiss…or at least I think so.
I could've sworn Chikane kissed me way before Souma. At first, I felt shocked because she, a girl, was kissing me. But I got into the kiss. But it was just a dream.
After all this, who should I choose? Should it be Souma? Or should it be Chikane? I feel mutual with Chikane butnot that much with Souma…I think that observation just made things a little easier.