Cut
the skin to the bone
Fall asleep all alone
Hear your voice in
the dark
Lose myself in your eyes
Choke my voice
Say
goodnight as the world falls apart
Fuck I can't let this kill
me
Let go
I need some more time to fix this
Hinata
it's only been a few months since your death but it feels like an
eternity. Could the past have been changed? Could blunders already
done be retrieved? I know I should just forget you but how can I?
When you were the one that changed the "angst ridden teen". Every
time I look our children, Hiashi and Mikoto, I'm reminded of you.
They are so much like you. They need a mother
Here's
a letter for you
But the words get confused
And the
conversation dies
Apologize for the past
Talk some shit take it
back
Are we cursed to this life
You
left me a letter. You left me words. What do you mean? How am I
supposed to take those words to heart when I don't know what they
mean? How should I interpret them? How can I live by them? I ask out
to you but no one answers and the conversation dies with the silence
of your answer. I curse you for dying and take it back. What is my
purpose without you?
Fuck
I can't let this kill me
Let go
I need some more time to fix
this problem
I need some more time to fix this problem
I need
some more time to fix this
Every time I look our children, Hiashi and Mikoto, I'm reminded of you. They are so much like you. They need a mother. They need you now. Not me. I should have died that night not you. I need a way to fix their problems I need you.
I'm talking to the ceiling
My life
just lost all meaning
Do one thing for me tonight
I'm dying in
this silence
The last star left in heaven
Is falling down to
earth and
Do you still feel the same way
Do you still feel the
same way
It's one o' clock and I'm still talking to you. But you don't respond so I listen to the silence answer for you. Please send us a sign that everything is going to be okay. Please come back to us in some way. We all need you. We're not really a family without you. Nowhere can be called home without you.