Man, I've been writing a lot about Rin lately! She's so cool! Sometimes before I go to sleep I think "Boy howdy, don't I wish I were Rin Sohma!"
Well, not really. But she's still so cool. I would MUCH rather be a horse like her than a stupid chicken any day!
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On to the story… (Courtesy of the teacher not knowing I wasn't paying attention to yesterday's English class)
Kaze no Namidawa: The Diary of Isuzu Sohma
Entry Four
So… I skipped.
I finally convinced Kagura's mom to let me walk to school alone Tuesday morning, and Wednesday, and Thursday. But the whole time I was supposed to be at school, I just hid in the park down the street.
Although it was kind of babyish, nobody noticed! I just sat behind a tree and read or wrote the whole day, and when it was time to come home from 'school', I came home!
My plan was golden…
Until…
MEH!
The school called about an hour ago. They said I hadn't come for the past three days and nobody had excused me. Shit heads. Stupid school. So Kagura's mom (after arguing with them for about 10 minutes while I listened at the top of the staircase) hung up with the school and called THAT STUPID SEA HORSE.
Once he got here, she forced me to come into the living room and discuss with them my school issues.
"Isuzu," he grunted at me, arms crossed. I was laying on the couch, his words going in one ear and out the other.
Wouldn't it be funny if he had a lisp? Then his manly grunt would be like "Ih-thoo-thoo." Haha.
Anyway, "Ithoothoo," he grunted at me, arms crossed. "Please explain to us what you are doing at school."
"Well, you already know I ditched so why are you asking what I did there?" I snapped like Bitchy McBitch Pants.
"I mean… why are you sabotaging your chances of graduating by skipping class?"
"Because I don't CARE, damn sea horse! Don't you REALIZE that?"
God.
"Under Akito's orders…"
"I don't CARE about Akito's damn orders! I don't care about any of that shit! I don't want to go to that crappy school! I don't want to go to school at all! Let me drop out! Please Hatori?"
Then Kagura's mom butt her head in and she said that if I drop out 'she will not provide a roof over my head blah blah blah blah.'
"WHAT? You're gonna kick me out?"
"Only if you continue acting like you are blah blah blah blah!"
"FINE!" I yelled and stormed to my room. "I DON'T NEED YOU ANYWAY!"
Because… I don't…
But shiz, what am I gonna do if I get kicked out? I'm not smart enough to get a job and support myself!
…ugh. Maybe that school thing has a point.
I don't know. I could always work full time at the grocery store.
But that wouldn't get me enough money to keep a house and stuff.
I could always move in with Haru or someone. But he's prolly kind of mad at me for blowing him off at school and being a bitch…
No! I can't just turn up on someone's doorstop like a HOBO!
A hobo. That's what I'm damned to be.
Gah! God dammit, I don't wanna be a hobo!
Then… what do I want to be?
I've honestly never thought about that.
It's my last year of high school and I don't know.
God, why am I crying? Stupid tears.
I'm a HOBO. That's all I'll ever be. Or…
A prostitute.
Don't they make a lot of money?
Ihthoothoo ith a thlut!
Damn, that's all I am. A slutty hobo who would be a good prostitute.
I'm out of here.
But… where can I go?
STOP CRYING! STOP CRYING IHTHOOTHOO! STOP CRYING, GOD DAMMIT!
I could go to Hatsuharu, I guess. But then he might think I want to live with him (even though I do) because I like him (even though I do) and that I would sleep with him every night (even though I might). Well… I don't know. I haven't had much time to think about that blood-sex-marriage thing. Ha. I wrote blood and sex in the same hyphenated word. Gross. I was going to ask sea horse boy before he turned into a fag. But still, I just CAN'T go to Haru. Akito might find out and there would be a Push Rin Out Window sequel.
God, love sucks. It sucks ASS. MAJOR ASS. One ass is enough, but loves sucks MULTIPLE ASSES.
Okay, I think I'll stop now. That sounds pretty gross, eh?
I… ugh… could go to Yuki. I wouldn't mind being with Gure-nii (hehe), but not that stupid neko and nazumi and whore in the making.
What about…
…Triple B? Bitchtoko? I mean, it'd be kind of weird because we only just met, but she actually seemed to… accept me, despite our first meeting with the 'Your Mom' and everything. I guess we're kind of similar? Maybe? A little bit? Aside from the fact that she's not a God forsaken HORSE and she's obsessed with my "cousin". Lucky her.
Since I'm being FORCED to go to school tomorrow (believe me, I won't like it), I guess I'm going to ask her.
Otherwise, I have nobody.
-RIN